When The Sea Changed -With Elmore James’ Look On Yonder Wall In Mind
Elmore James
– Look On Yonder Wall Lyrics
Look on yonder wall and hand me down
my walkin' cane Look on yonder wall and hand me down my walkin' cane
I got me another woman, baby, yon' come your man
Look on yonder wall and hand me down my walkin' cane
Look on yonder wall and hand me down my walkin' cane
I got me another woman and, uhh, baby, yon' come your man
Your husband went to the war,
And you know it was tough, uhh
I don't know how many men he done killed,
But, I know he done killed enough.
Look on yonder wall and hand me down my walkin' cane
Look on yonder wall and hand me down my walkin' cane
I got me another woman, now baby, yon' come your man
Oh yeah
I love you baby, but you just can't treat me right,
Spend all my money and walk the streets all night
But, look on yonder wall and hand me down my walkin' cane
I got me another woman, and baby, yon' come your man
Songwriters: ELMORE ELMO JAMES, MARSHALL SEHORN
Look On Yonder Wall lyrics © GULF COAST
MUSIC LLC
…who knows when he first began to notice the difference, notice that the music, his parents’ music, the stuff, as they constantly told him, that got them through the “Depression and the war,” (that Depression being the Great Depression of the 1930s when all hell broke loose and guys and gals were on the ropes, on the road, onto sometime they could never figure out and the war, World War II in which they slogged through or waited anxiously at home) on his ears. Of course they, his parents specifically, no question, and their kindred later designated the “greatest generation” by younger fawning pundits and now considered accepted wisdom as they have begun to die off and no longer play on center stage although this sketch is about his generation, the self-designated generation of ’68, so we will let that issue pass. The parents having gained that distinction for having suffered the pangs of hunger, displacement, the struggle for survival, the train smoke and broken dreams heading west (hell maybe in any direction that was not where they lonesome, separate, at luck’s end were) looking for work, looking for a new start in the 1930s. Then gathering themselves up when the war clouds turned into live ammunition lined up to fight whatever evil had reared its head in this wicked old world in the 1940s, or waited at home fretfully reading the casualty lists as they were posted in home towns across America.
…who knows when he first began to notice the difference, notice that the music, his parents’ music, the stuff, as they constantly told him, that got them through the “Depression and the war,” (that Depression being the Great Depression of the 1930s when all hell broke loose and guys and gals were on the ropes, on the road, onto sometime they could never figure out and the war, World War II in which they slogged through or waited anxiously at home) on his ears. Of course they, his parents specifically, no question, and their kindred later designated the “greatest generation” by younger fawning pundits and now considered accepted wisdom as they have begun to die off and no longer play on center stage although this sketch is about his generation, the self-designated generation of ’68, so we will let that issue pass. The parents having gained that distinction for having suffered the pangs of hunger, displacement, the struggle for survival, the train smoke and broken dreams heading west (hell maybe in any direction that was not where they lonesome, separate, at luck’s end were) looking for work, looking for a new start in the 1930s. Then gathering themselves up when the war clouds turned into live ammunition lined up to fight whatever evil had reared its head in this wicked old world in the 1940s, or waited at home fretfully reading the casualty lists as they were posted in home towns across America.
Of course like every generation since they invented that
term “generation” and put some special onus on each one going back to Adam and
Eve, maybe before, they had their own tribal music to get them through the
tough spots, to dance to or just to find some secluded spot and listen to. And
that would have been fine with him that secluded spot idea (although at the
first grating on the ears time he was too young to be aware of what that
secluded spot stuff portended but he picked the idea up easily later when he
came of age, girl noticing came of age) except he had to face that big old
family RCA console radio plucked right down in the living room every day
blaring away while his mother did her housework, his father listened after
work, and they both got all dreamy
together over WJDA every Saturday night when for five hours, five hours count
them, the station endlessly played “the songs that got them through the
Depression and the war.” Jesus.
Still although it was a daily plague on his ears he was not
sure when he noticed that he had had enough of silky-voiced Nat King Cole all
smooth and mellow and ready to put him to sleep (or worse), the Inkpots
spouting off and gumming things up by
talking the lyrics for half the song on If
I Didn’t Care or his mother’s favorite I’ll
Get By (the song she said that got her through the war what with her
working as a clerk down at the Naval Depot in Hullsville at the time his father
was Marine island-hopping in the Pacific and while she fretted over those
casualty list postings in front of the Daily
Gazette office), Bing Crosby (not the 1930s Bing of Yip Harburg’s Brother, Can You Spare A Dime but the
later pretty-boy mellow White Christmas
stuff) and the like. He had moreover become tired unto death of the cutesy
Andrews Sisters and their antic bugle boy, rum and Coca-Cola, under the apple
tree music, tired of Frank (later called the “chairman of the boards” but still
way too placid for him although he remembered his mother showing him a
photograph of perfectly sane looking girls in bobby-sox swooning all over the
place to get next to him at some theater in New York City ), Frankie (Lane
okay) and Dean (before Jerry), tired of Tony fly me to the moon, Benny and his
very tired clarinet Buddha swing, the whole Harry James/Jimmy Dorsey/Tommy
Dorsey/Duke/Count/Earl/King and whatever other royalty they could latch onto
big band sound and even blessed Charley/Dizzy/Miles be-bop, be-bop jazz (stuff
that he would later, way later, crave when he went “beat” joined, joined late
that big beat fellahin world Jack Kerouac was always going on and on about).
Yes, yeah, tired unto death craving some sound that moved him, some sound that
he could sway his rigid locked-up boyish man hips to. A break-out for sure.
Maybe it had been because he was showing serious signs of
growing pains, of just being a pain like his parents had taken to calling him
more and more often lately, and just wanted to be by himself up in his room (as
the oldest boy he got the single room once the family moved to the new three
bedroom house from that cramped apartment over on Elmer Street where all three
boys had to sleep in one room and there were more fights over that fact
mercifully done now) and let the world pass by until his growing pains passed
by. It started one day in 1956 as far as he could remember the first time that
he asked his parents to turn off the radio, or turn off WJDA, or turn on this
new station that one of the kids at school was talking about coming out of
Boston, WMEX the call letters he thought. This kid, Richie, a good kid who knew
a lot about music swore that one of the commercials on the show was about Max’s
Drive-In over on the other side of North Adamsville and a place where his
parents had taken him and his brothers for burgers and fries which if you could
believe this was the new “hot” spot because Max had installed speakers in each
stall so that every hip guy and swaying gal could listen to WMEX while munching
on a burger or swallowing a French fry. Listen to stuff that was
Frank-Benny-Duke-Bing-less. Something was in the wind.
Something may have been in the wind but he was still filled
with all kinds of teen angst and alienation (no, he did not use those terms to
describe his condition and only learned the terms much later after much
turmoil, a few beefs with the parents, and after reading a Time magazine article about kids today going to hell in hand basket
what with hanging around corners in white tee-shirts and snarls, doing crazy
stuff to pass the time of day and listening although he was foggy on the music
they described but it sounded interesting which is why he picked up the article
from his father’s chair in the first place). Mainly though what was on his mind
had been about his growing so fast, fast and awkward, too fast and awkward to
figure out what this new found interest in girls was all about. Last year, last
year before his parents’ music grated on his ears, they were nothing but giggly
girls and a bother but now he could see, well, he could see that they might be
interesting to talk to if he could find something to say. Could maybe ease his
way in with some music talk like that good guy Richie did. All he knew was that
life was tough and made tougher by his parents always saying no, no in
principle like there was no other possible answer.
But here is the funny part his parents, like he found out
later when he figured out how parents worked, parents always do and had worked
it out as a science, switched up on kids. See one day to placate him (or,
heaven forbid, to keep him out of sight and therefore out of mind) they, his
usually clueless parents, had gone to the local Radio Shack store and bought
him a transistor radio so that he would be able listen to music up in his room
rather than lie around the living room all night after his parents had gone to
bed changing the dials, their dial settings, looking for some other stations,
looking for WMEX to see if Richie was right about Max’s Drive-In, on that damn
old family RCA radio which had formed the center piece of the room before the
television had displaced it. This transistor radio was a new gizmo, small and
battery-powered, which allowed the average teenager to put the thing up to his
or her ear and listen to whatever he or she wanted to listen to away from
prying eyes. Hail, hail.
And that little technological feat saved his life, or at
least help save it. The saving part was his finding out of the blue on one late
Saturday night Buster Brim’s Blues
Bonanza out of WRKO in Chicago. Apparently, although he was ignorant of the
scientific aspects of the procedure, the late night air combined with the closing
down of certain dawn to dusk radio stations left the airwaves clear at times to
let him receive that long distance infusion. Buster was a mad man monk talking
in a drawl like maybe he was from down south, talking jive, talking a line of
patter with sing-song words, words that he would later recognize as from the
be-bop vocabulary pushed into the orbit of this rock and roll thing some DJ
invented (DJs the guys who spun the platters-played the records for the squares
who don’t know) for the new sound that was putting a big crimp in vanilla
popular music. He immediately sensed that the music emanating from that show
had a totally different beat from his parents’ music, a beat he would later
find came out of some old-time primordial place when we all were born, out of
some Africa cradle of civilization. Then though all he knew was that the beat
spoke to his angst, spoke to his alienation from about twelve different things,
spoke to that growing pains thing. Made him, well, happy, when he snapped his
fingers to some such beat. What he was unsure of, and what he also did not
found out about until later, was whether this would last or was just a passing
fancy like those Andrews Sisters his parents were always yakking about.
What he didn’t know really was that though that little gizmo
he had been present at the birth of rock and roll. Was right at the place where
that be-bopping sound was turning into a sway by white guys from the farms down
in Tennessee, getting refined by some black guys from the Delta, being turned
out by some urban hep-cats from New Jack City and anybody else who could get
his hips moving to the new time beat. Geez, and all he thought he was doing was
snapping his fingers until they were sore to Elmore James’ Look On Yonder Wall…
[Sam Lowell, the “he” of the sketch to give him a name,
although after looking the story over it really could have been an almost
universal teen story in the 1950s from all accounts including that quota of
angst and alienation and the vast number of transistor radios sold to clueless
parents to placate their unruly tribe, later in life, the way I heard the
story, actually became enthralled with the music of his parents’ generation for
a while. Kind of saw that they needed that “no ripples” “sentimental journey”
waiting by the mailbox, I’ll get by, if I didn’t care” music to get through
their tough spots. Of course he also had had his early 1960s folk minute
affair, his later 1970s outlaw country cowboy minute and his 1990s be-bop jazz
revival so it is hard to tell how deep or how sincerely he imbibed that
parents’ music moment. He told a friend of mine, a friend who told me the
original story, that whatever else he was still a “child of rock and roll” when
the deal went down. Oh, except now via iPods rather than transistor
radios.]
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