Updated Introduction to Frank Jackman’s Fate -In Honor Of The Native American Artist and
Poet T.E. Cannon and All The Members Of The Vietnam War Class Of 1969 Whatever
Their Fate
Jesus, Even I can’t believe this- An Introduction to the
Introduction by Allan Jackson
Originally the “Introduction” to an encore version of Frank Jackman’s Fate below was to be
placed as my introduction to a sketch in the encore edition of the The Roots Is The Toots rock and roll
series. I had been behind the recreation of series after I had been dismissed
from running this publication having been given what by all accounts was a vote
of confidence by friend and foe alike to do the Introductions to the series
having been the evil genie who sweated blood and tears and that of the writers
to bring the original forth. That series
highlighted, mostly highlighted how a group of guys, guys we called
corner boys among ourselves in line with what all the then up-to-date
sociologists, academics and criminologist described our existence who grew up
poor, came of age in the 1950s rock and roll night and took graduate degree
courses in the blues, folk, acid rock of the subsequent 1960s where we called
ourselves, proudly called ourselves the Generation of ’68.
Some of us kicking and screaming and some of us following
gladly the lead of Peter Paul Markin (whose name I have used for years as my
on-line moniker) who saw and heard the fresh breeze coming first among us. Like
a lot of things thought that idea got waylaid when Frank Jackman did an
essay/sketch centered on his Army experiences during the Vietnam War and his
curious notion that he was part of the Vietnam War Class of 1969 after he was
overwhelmed with the fact that many of his friends and associates had passed
through Vietnam in that year. The straw that broke the camel’s back, the thing
that got him to what I called “come out of the closet” about his Army service
which had started in 1969 was his assignment to review the art exhibit of the
work of the late Native American artist and poet T.E. Cannon at the
Peabody-Essex Museum in Salem, Massachusetts. Cannon had spent the latter part
of his Vietnam tour of duty with the 101st Airborne Division in
1969. Frank took that as the decisive portent. He would come out of the closet
as described below in a very public way looking for recognition from his fellow
veterans who had their own 1969 experiences. That change is what took Frank’s
experiences out of that rock and roll series and removed it to an Introduction
to a separate piece about an encore of Frank
Jackman’s Fate But even that now
seems misplaced and so we will produce this as a separate sketch independent of
either of the previous placements
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Originally Intended Introduction by Allan Jackson
[That Frank Jackman is
a piece of work, a real piece of work. Many people know that he has worked as a
political commentator for both the hard copy and now on-line version of American Left History (and before that
both the East Bay Other and The Eye and before that an eye-popping
number of publications as a free-lancer). And many know that he was one of the
corner boys I grew up with along with a few other writers here like Sam Lowell.
What many people do not know is that Frank back in the 1960s when every young
guy patriotic, indifferent or protesting had some choices to make even if by
ignorance, took a very different direction from the rest of us, from the corner
boys, hell, from most of the guys facing the draft and facing orders to
Vietnam. Took a different turn on military service during our generation’s, the
so-called Generation of ’68’s, war, the Vietnam War. Sure Frank, kicking and
screaming since he had lost a chance to go to law school when they stopped the
draft deferments for law school students, allowed himself to be indentured (his
term) when his draft call came in 1969, actually 1968 for his physical and 1969
for induction.
Frank told me once
that after about three days in basic training down at Fort Jackson in South
Carolina (I did mine at Fort Dix in New Jersey where most guys from the North went
so I don’t, and neither does he, why he wound up there except that being far
from home and resources freaked him out knowing that he had better not go crazy
down there for he might find himself in some black box or worse) that he knew
that he had made a huge mistake, had to let his basic genie, anti-war genie out
of the bag, hell bottle, hell some container. Most importantly unlike the rest
of us (including me who held my doubts in and did my tour like every other fucking
stupid asshole who knew better, knew that our fellow corner boys Rickie Rizzo and
Frank White had laid their heads down in 1966 for no good reason except getting
etched in black granite but went anyway but this isn’t about me and that story
can wait another day, maybe a decade since I still don’t fully understand it) Frank
as was his wont when he felt deeply about something followed through, went down
in the mud with mano a mano with the whole fucking Army establishment, Made as
he said laughingly once it was over and we could talk about it since most of us
corner boys who went like sheep to the slaughter were very ambivalent about what
Frank did for a while, including the Scribe, Peter Paul Markin if you can believe
that rue the day they drafted him. One bastard
colonel almost lost his rank for his efforts in trying to shut Frank up so that
black hole idea was no joke. He won, won his freedom but it was a very close
thing, close indeed. Funny, and not in a laughing way Frank suffered a lot of the
same feelings that he no longer knew the old world we grew up in that the rest
of us who went did coming back to the ‘real’ world after the Army.
All the rest of us
corner boys who were draft-worthy had either enlisted or had accepted the draft
without murmur, including Rickie Rizzo and Frank White who laid down their
heads on the plateaus of Central Vietnam and whose names now are etched in the
town memorial and in black granite in Washington for eternity. We would have
spat on anybody, Frank included, who actually would have even though about
refusing induction whatever we thought of the war and most of us saw it as a
big bother to whatever other plans we had had. We would all change our minds later
and I and others have written about that sea change elsewhere. So the
collective North Adamsville corner boys were not any different from the whole
cohort of our generation who had decisions to make one way or another about
what to do when the war dragged on seemingly forever.
Then there was
outlier Frank, or what we thought then was outlier Frank, who would accept that
crazed induction and then refuse to go to Vietnam as an infantryman, as a grunt
as we called ourselves and as “cannon fodder” as we learned to call ourselves
when we got smarter after our military service and after, as always, the late
Peter Paul Markin, forever etched in
North Adamsville lore of a certain old time corner boy generation as Scribe, gave
us the skinny on what the fuck we had been through, why and for who. Frank
would flat out refuse to go when after Basic Training and AIT (Advanced
Infantry Training which I also went through and which in 1969, and a few years
before and a few years after meant only one desperate destination-Vietnam-as it
did for me). Frank’s story which not all of us knew, including me, knew at the
time since we were in Vietnam as part of what we, he would call the Vietnam War
Class of 1969, either because we didn’t want to believe it or didn’t want to
hear about it from our own guilt about going to war once we got in-country and
knew we were fucked, had been fucked over royally.
This is the way Frank
told it one night in the early 1970s when we were all back and after we were
able to listen to him since like I said not all of us we happy with him while
he going down in the mud like some berserk lunatic, was fucking around with the
Army, what (and we were being fucked). He had received orders for Vietnam down
in Fort Benning in Georgia, had come home and immediately, or if not
immediately since I think he said he shacked up with some young woman for some
time before he did so since he had like the rest of us had a thirty day leave
before having to show up at Fort Lewis in Washington, went to get some G.I.
counselling from the Quakers over in Cambridge. Even the idea of checking in
with the Quakers seemed strange when I first heard about it in Vietnam, about
the service they were offering guys in the military in their peaceful bid to
end the endless war. Whatever else we knew we knew that our church, the Roman
Catholic Church, at the official level accepted the government’s version of the
necessary defense of Vietnam as the key domino part of a just war in order to
put its own stamp on it as such, supported it long after other religious groups
turned away from support, except a few crazy renegades like the Berrigan
brothers who Father Lally railed against in Sunday sermons from the
blood-stained pulpit at Sacred Heart.
These Quakers were
historically with some others like Mennonites known as anti-war people, as
conscientious objectors to war (except I wondered at the time about Grace Kelly
in her Quaker maiden role in High Noon
since she did a rooty-toot toots on the bad guys when her man was in danger but
that could have been self-defense and some such and not war). Quirky people who
I never really had had truck with except knowing they were some kind of
Protestant sect. What they had going for them was they had been deeply involved
in draft counselling, in draft resistance which had its heyday in the Vietnam
War for those who don’t know what I am talking about. Strangely while I was in
college, working my way through since my family had no, nada money for such a
cause, I serviced coffee machines and part of my route passed right by the
Arlington Street Universalist or Unitarian Church this before they united later
in the decade so I am not sure which in downtown Boston where the draft resistance
was located, was a draft sanctuary and I would beep my horn. Such were the contradictions
of Allan Jackson-hell Frank and every other corner boy as well. Hell Scribe
lived for the contradictions that would finally lead him to an early grave.
What they, the Quakers
started doing and I am not sure when, and I am not sure if I asked Frank if he
would know either, was they started offering G.I. counselling at some point
when it became clear that a small munity was beginning to form in the military
by drafted citizen-soldiers and others, guys back from Vietnam too, who were
looking for personal and political ways to oppose the war. How Frank found out
about the service I don’t remember but somehow he got over there to leafy
Cambridge and that changed everything.
Hey, you should know this
about Frank. He was/is a quiet guy, a bookish guy like Scribe except in the
corner boy days Scribe had so many angsts and alienations that he was forever
running his mouth. So Frank was no leader, not exactly a follower either but
one of the guys, one of the guys who went along with every caper Scribe or
Frankie Riley our acknowledged leader put to paper. If anybody figured to be a
crazy anti-war guy it was Scribe not Frank. Scribe when he got what he called
“religion” would become a fire and brimstone guy about war later but it was
nobody but Frank who did what he did and had kept pretty quiet about it before
he opened up to us that night.
What Frank learned
from the Quakers was that he could put in an application to the Army for
conscientious objector status. Yeah, I know what you are thinking because I
thought the same thing too and as I am writing this down it still sounds
implausible even though federal courts up and down have declared it a valid way
to get out of the military. If you signed up for the Army or got drafted how
the hell a person could be a conscientious objector-be what I thought and still
think a little something like a Quaker. Here was Frank’s first hurdle though. Putting
an application in at Fort Lewis where he was supposed to go was filled with
some danger since they were dragooning such applicants in the dead of night and
shipping them to Vietnam under guard after formally and quickly turning the
application down.
That tactic would
make it hard to get to a federal court in time to get a writ of habeas corpus on
jurisdictional grounds (thanks Frankie Riley for that information). Another
option and the Quakers were wise to give options and not orders even if with a
Quakerly wink was to go AWOL (absent without leave) which means in military
terms unlawful for over thirty days or so at which time he would be what was
called “dropped from the roles,” essentially a free agent and turn himself in
at the nearest army base which happened to be Fort Devens about forty miles
west of Boston. While waiting to have the AWOL litigated he could put his C.O
application in without the Fort Lewis danger. (Frank also gave a bunch of other
reasons why this strategy was good, but I forget them except it would be easier
for his Quaker-provided lawyer to get to him which makes sense.)
Frank followed the
second option (there had been a couple of others presented but this was the
best of the bunch as far as I remember), went AWOL, turned himself in at Fort
Devens, and while his AWOL case was being disposed of put in his C.O.
application, got some minor punishment and a fine I think and, no capital AND,
his application turned down within a few weeks. Done. Cooked next stop Vietnam.
Well not quite. There were some changes happening in C.O. law since many
applications, mostly civilian, were being turned down and being litigated in
the lower federal courts and eventually a few in the U.S. Supreme Court (SCOTUS
in tweeter speak) some of which would be decided before Frank’s time was up and
helpful to his case. His lawyer took that application to the federal court in
Boston and on the basis of the merits of his case was able to get a judge to
order a temporary restraining order (TRO) which kept Frank in the court’s
jurisdiction pending disposition. (That legal maneuver turned out to be very
useful later but also at the time since on the very day the TRO was ordered the
Army was in the process of giving him another set of orders to Fort Lewis and
then Vietnam-under guard, under the guard of two lifer sergeants-whee! Even I
was impressed by the maneuvering on that one as Frank hid on base all day while
the petition was before the court in Boston.)
During this time
Frank was reading like crazy, reading radical anti-war stuff and the like and
staying in touch with the Quakers whom he liked as people even if he did not
always understand where they were coming from. I think, and I have mentioned it
to him since that the Army’s whole treatment of him and especially that “under
guard” maneuver broke something in him, broke him free maybe and I made him
laugh once when I told him before I knew the whole story and before he had
decided to resist what were they going to do –put him in the stockade. Once you
get clear on that-once you face that dragon and don’t flinch then what the hell
do what you have to do-which is what I would eventually come to see was my own
attitude toward what Frank did and what the rest of us didn’t do. That was also
the time along with the G.I. counselling that the Quakers and others (some much
more radical and less committed to non-violence) were moving away from reliance
on mass marches in place like Washington, D.C. and pleading with politicians
and hitting the military bases with G.I. coffeehouse outreach nearby and
smaller marches and rallies in front of the bases.
These ideas sparked
Frank’s imagination, got him into second gear in his defining his commitment to
the anti-war struggle. Like I said something snapped in Frank, something of the
old time stay cool and out of the firing line when the Scribe or Frankie Riley
were in high dungeon which is my clearest high school corner boy memory of him,
Now Frank was the heroic John Brown avenging angel that the Scribe kept talking
what we considered his crazy talk about on lonesome penniless Friday night. In
corner boy talk Frank did not give a fuck about what the Army did or did not
want to do to him. One day when the Quakers decided to have a rally outside the
gates of Fort Devens protesting the war (and trying to drum up interest among
the soldiery there) Frank, Private E-1 Francis James Jackman (that E-1 the
lowest rank possible for a soldier since he had been reduced in rank due to
that AWOL rap) decided to leave the fort in uniform doing duty hours and join
them. That night Frank, Private E-1 Francis James Jackman and you know the why
of E-1, after returning to his barracks was picked up by the MPs and taken to
the Provost Marshal’s office and from there thrown in solitary at the stockade.
That what they called
“disobeying lawful orders," not being on the base during duty hours, would
eventually lead to the first of two special courts-martial both which like I
said technically were labelled as “disobeying lawful orders” and sentenced to
six months on each rap. It was at that first court-martial that when Frank was
asked if he had any words in his defense he took out a ragged piece of paper
and read from the lyrics of Bob Dylan’s Masters
of War. With his back to the judges and facing the courtroom crowd which
included some supporters gathered from the Quakers and others who periodically
showed up outside the fort to call for his freedom. That support was important
as Frank found out during his jail terms to keep spirits up knowing that some
people were outside rooting him on (not his parents or any relatives but he did
not dwell on that when he spoke to us that late night but and we knew what was
what about Acre families and the war who like Frank’s father had supported the
war in many cases to the bitter end. He would be forever grateful to the
Quakers and allies for that. (By the way if anybody is wondering why Frank was
not shipped off to Fort Leavenworth the worse military facility out in Kansas
and the one the drill sergeants in basic training kept warning every scared
recruit was going to be their fate if they fucked up, or gave them any lip that
TRO held him under the court’s jurisdiction in Massachusetts but also meant
that they could not give him a general court martial with longer sentences that the Judge Advocate-General’s Office
wanted to impose.
And so
Frank did his time, read a lot, wrote some and talked a blue streak to the few
other guys who he roomed with when he was not in solidarity. He never the whole
time he was imprisoned there had been let into the general population and
perhaps they, the Army, showed a tad bit
of sense for their fears since he was on
his righteous John Brown avenging angel high horse and Frank said he would have
started an anti-war rally in the stockade if he had been out there. As it was
he never had more than a couple of roommates at a time, I guess cellmates is a
better way to say it, and never saw more than a few people when he was out
playing basketball in the compound which was the way used his recreational
time. (Truth; Frank was one of the worst pick-up basketball players of all time
and was absolutely the last guy picked when we were bucking up for teams, one
time we played short not to have to take him.) Also
took stock of his personal life when the wife he married, a college sweetheart,
refused to come see him in the stockade despite her own anti-war views getting
grief from her Marine Corps World War II Pacific War father. That would be the
first of three marriages for Frank (and the rest of us, except Jack Callahan
and his beloved forever Chrissie, not far behind in the marriage department).
Took a look too at what he would do if he got done with his sentence before the
judge ruled in his case. A definite possibility given the logjam in the courts
as his lawyer made clear. He was also trying to chart out what he would do if
the judgement came down against him while he was in the stockade and they tried
to rush him out under guard to Fort Lewis and transport to Vietnam.
In the
situation Frank need not have worried since judgement did not come down during
the first sentence. Frank set up the next part of what he had to say by saying
it was hard to explain but once you have decided to do what you had to do and
faced the limit, faced jail then other things kind of fell into place. And so
they did when Frank was released from his first sentence and decided his Army
time was over, decided to refuse to wear the uniform. Did it with a flourish
though worthy of Scribe since one Monday morning at Morning Report, the weekly
parade field event to see who showed up and who was AWOL he walked from his
barracks to the parade field in civilian clothes (he said he had bell-bottom
trousers on which when I recall this now I have to laugh about oh foolish, funny
youth except his G.I. boots). Walked with a sign calling “Bring The Troops Home.
I need not detail that once again since you know as well as I do now that he
wound up in the stockade again in solidarity. And again received that six
months special court-martial sentence for his troubles.
For
years after Frank would make us laugh when he mentioned that he could have kept
doing those sentences until he was old and gray he had been so determined to
run out his course. Fortunately toward the end of his second sentence, a few
days before as it turns out the federal judge in Boston granted his writ of
habeas corpus and a week or so later when the JAG decided not to appeal he was
discharged, an honorable discharge just like the rest of us. So Frank was
discharged not by the Army really but by that old cranky judge.
Funny
after that night and maybe by unwritten agreement among ourselves since I know
nobody mentioned for us to do this we kind of put Frank’s experience, put our
own Vietnam War experiences in some deep recess of our brains. Just like our
World War II fathers had done before us with less reason to be ashamed or
humiliated. The only thing Frank’s father ever mentioned was that he had been
ashamed of Frank, had had a hard time at work and among the neighbors for a
while but after he finally got over those feelings he had a little unspoken pride
that a Jackman had done what he thought was the honorable thing to do when he
needed to his father’s mind do something. We went about our collective lives,
drifted apart or closer usually depending on where we were in the marriage and
brood raising merry-go-round.
Frank
did mention to me when we were talking one night several years later that he
sometimes had doubts about the wisdom of what he had done. Not that he wasn’t
personally proud that he stood up when the deal when down but that maybe he
should have gone to Vietnam and tried to raise some holy hell there among the
growing disillusioned common soldiers there. I never said anything to him about
it but in my mind, I thought he was
crazy to think that the Army which was willing to put him in a black box and
was ready at a minute’s notice to ship his ass to ‘Nam was going to let him run
loose among already mutinous troops. But there we left it.
Left
it until a few years ago when something began to stir in Frank about why he
kept his anti-war fight on the low despite having spent most of the rest of his
life actively opposing the wars of the American imperium (sometimes dragging us
along as on the Iraq War in 2003, sometimes not as in the initial reaction
post-9/11 to the war on Afghanistan). Maybe it was reflecting on age and
mortality like many of us our types are finding we are doing more often.
Reflecting on a worthwhile life, what we did and didn’t do or should have done
differently. I ask him that question one night recently when we were having a
few drinks at Jack’s in Cambridge and he surprised me with his answer. Said what triggered him was running into a
guy up in Maine who had served in Vietnam in 1969, the time when Frank was
refusing to go to Vietnam, who said of his own experience that he had gone
through two marriages and neither wife ever knew he had been in Vietnam. Talk
about keeping it on the low. He would run into others who more or less shared
that some silence about their Vietnam service. The kicker for Frank though was
in the fall of 2017 when PBS aired the Lynn Novick-Ken Burns ten-part eighteen
hour Vietnam series and in the very
first episode a couple of Marines whose wives had known each other for over a
decade and both couples had socialized frequently neither knew that the other
had been in Vietnam. Weird vibes, very weird.
Those
thoughts got Frank off the dime, got him thinking that he needed to let some
people know that there had been resistance inside the military. Encouraged
everybody to tell their story for the couple of generations that are now pretty
clueless about what a hellish time it was to be a young man (mostly men then)
facing all kind of decisions based on the mutterings of old men. Frank, as
usual for him, got a slow start, let a couple of people know one time when he
was going down to Washington for an anti-war demonstration. Talked about it
around a round table one night with a bunch of guys who were in Vietnam in
1969. (Frank was developing a feeling that he needed to be accepted as a member
of that class despite his own personal twist.) Frank came out of the closet for
real though on Memorial Day of 2018 when as part of the Poor People’s
Campaign’s War Economy Week he was asked to speak as somebody impacted by war.
Impacted his way as surely as others were impacted in theirs. Felt good about
it afterward, felt that maybe he really had been on the right side of the
angels when the deal went down.
