As The 100th
Anniversary Of The First Year Of World War I (Remember The War To End All Wars)
Continues ... Some Remembrances-Poet’s Corner-German Jewish Poets
EMMANUEL SAUL (1876- 1915)
TO MY CHILDREN
When I left home to fight for Fatherland
Against the threat of danger and deceit
You, children, happily around me ran
Rejoicing in your father’s bravery,
His uniform and other warlike clothes,
And in his newfound worth and bravery.
All hid from child- like sight was what it means
When now your father leaves for war and death.
But later when you are mature and wise,
And when perhaps my bones far east may lie
Bleaching alone under a wooden cross –
Then dread and horror you may start to feel
And you will think about that far- off time
When we all said farewell for the last time.
The certainty will ease your private pain
That proud and joyful he did join the ranks
Who all fought for our Reich’s security.
And do you want to know why I went out,
Enthused and happy joining all the rest,
My life by sweetest wife and love still crowned,
While you in childhood’s blossom sweet and pure
Appeared before me in your beauteous youth?
I say to you, and listen carefully
I left you all because a German I,
No other way could I think, feel or act!
A German in each fibre of my heart.
Strong feelings as a student came to me
Of noble, precious German worth and good.
My childish heart rejoiced when I did hear
Of German victories and greatness told.
But when each sudden blow my nation struck,
It shattered me deep in my inmost soul;
It penetrated me so deep in marrow’s core
That it became my life’s experience.
So moved was I deep in my heart of hearts
Because of tragic destiny that struck
And tried to kill the noble dynasty
The kingly breed of Hohenstauffens proud,
So deeply moved was I that, yet a child,
Still tied to school desk and not yet mature
It held the grip of written fantasy.
Then came a war with German forces strong
Not only against German pride and power –
But against German peoples, German kind,
Consciously evil, devilishly conceived –
A war, not fought as knights with weapon bared,
But hunger’s ruin forcing us to yield.
With bold lies and the basest treachery
With despicable and immoral acts
They wanted to destroy our long- sought peace
Achieved by German peoples’ work and toil.
The blooming of our scientists’ research
Creations of our keen artistic Volk
The blessings of our culture most refined
The glorious and proud acts of German spirits
The sound of German poetry and bloom
Of happy lives created by hard work
The blessings of our work with brother’s hands
In company with values strong and good.
Yes, snuffed out and destroyed, removed from life
A world without our art they wished to see!
It is a war, heart beating strong in breast
With mindful thoughts and blood strong in the veins,
Proclaimed against a hellish evil beast.
And to what end? The merchants to enrich
And thieves hungry for gold to make more rich.
And then our holy anger was enflamed:
How else could I have thought and felt right then
When German nation’s brave and brightest youth,
When I too loved our holy German art?
Could outrage not then fill my deepest soul
When German essence is now so defiled
When we are blamed for all outrageous acts
When slanderous doubts of our nobility
Drag us all down in mud and dirt and filth.
Relief and not complaint rose in my soul
When fate chose me for battle’s severe test,
Vengeance to take on malice, lies, deceit
Defending German richness and fair bloom,
To fight for wife and child for my land’s sake,
Protecting them from Asiatic hordes,
That breed of tigers at our eastern gate
Who heinously with us in past has dealt.
What noble joy! Thus did I leave with hope,
A German, German borders to protect –
And yet another thing drove me to war.
I am a Jew, and faithful, true and proud
Of the tribe from whose blood I take my source.
In time of peace we oft are spoken of
With calumny about our Jewish faith.
We are called base cowards unfit to fight
And turned away from lofty goals of life,
Mean, low and selfish, gain- obsessed,
They curse us cruelly – and this is the worst
The hard blow that strikes like the whip’s lash –
As foreign on the soil for which our fathers
Have paid both with their sweat and with their blood. –
My heart is now gripped with time’s urgency
One will have I, one single holy wish
That Jew and German bind themselves as one.
That we are German needs no outside proof,
The truth thereof shines clearly as the sun,
We Jews all leave for war of our own wish,
Joyful to throng around our country’s flag
To gain for ourselves – even if fate wills
That we pay with our blood – our Fatherland.
For Jewish kin have sadly called the land
In which we live Stepfatherland:
This was my last but well- considered wish.. .
That I and all of us will prove our strength:
Our Fatherland for which we have such love
That placed us at the back unjustly, wrong
And that we fight bravely when duty calls
To strike the foe like, once in days of yore,
The Maccabees, proud scions of our tribe -
Who are our enemies in this just war,
The Judas, old notorious foe of yore
The cruel old oppressor of our race,
The enemies of culture, freedom, right,
Who are our enemies now? – One hate
Unites us, finally, with freedom’s joy
Warriors for culture, German, Jew unite
And then will bloom one common destiny:
Defeat may lead to our destruction, sure,
But victory frees, ennobles, gives us joy.
For what can we expect from our cruel foe,
That now spills Jewish blood in their own lands,
Flowing in streams, and causes grief and woe
To Jewish children, women without fault?
Therefore I left for battle, as I am.
A German Jew to fight in holy war.
Emmanuel Saul - Translated by Peter Appelbaum
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