***The Roots Is The Toots-The Music That Got The Generation
Of ’68 Through The 1950s Red Scare Cold War Night - Sam’s Song
From The Pen Of Frank Jackman
Sam Lowell thought it
was funny how things worked out sometimes in such a contrary fashion in this
wicked old world, not his expression that “wicked old world” for he preferred
of late the more elastic and ironic “sad old world” but that of his old time
North Adamsville corner boy Peter Markin who will be more fully introduced in a
moment (Markin aka Peter Paul Markin although nobody ever called him that
except his mother, as one would expect although he hated to be teased by every
kid from elementary school on including girls, girls who liked to tease him,
tease him when they wanted to show their interest usually, and his first
ill-advised wife, Martha, a heiress of the local Mayfair swells who tried,
unsuccessfully since they sensed right away that he was not one of them, to
impress her leafy horse country Dover suburban parents with the familiar waspy
triple names).
Neither of those expressions referred
to however dated back to their youth since neither Sam nor Peter back then,
back in their 1960s youth, would have used such old-fashioned
religious-drenched expressions to explain their take on the world since as with
all youth, or at least youth who expected to “turn the world upside down” (an
expression that they both did use although each in very different contexts)
they would have withheld such judgments or were too busy doing that “turning”
business they had no time for adjectives to express their worldly concerns. No
that expression, that understanding about the wickedness of the world had been
picked up by Sam from Peter when they had reconnected a number of years before
after they had not seen each other for decades to express the uphill battles of
those who had expected humankind to exhibit the better angels of their nature
on a more regular basis. Some might call this nostalgic glancing back,
especially by Peter since he had more at stake in a favorable result, on a
world that did not turn upside down or did so in a way very different from
those hazy days.
The funny part (or ironic if you
prefer) was that back then Sam had been in his youth the least political, the
least culturally-oriented, the least musically-oriented of those corner boys
like Markin, Jack Dawson, Jimmy Jenkins and “max daddy” leader Fritz Fallon
(that “max daddy” another expression coined by Peter so although he has not
even been properly introduced we know plenty about his place in the corner boy
life, his place as “flak,” for Fritz’s operation although Fritz always called
him “the Scribe” when he wanted something written and needed to play on Peter’s
vanity) who kept the coins flowing into the jukebox at Phil’s House of Pizza.
That shop had been located down a couple of blocks from the choppy ocean waters
of Adamsville Beach (and is still there although under totally different
management from the arch-Italian Rizzo family that ran the place for several
generations now run by some immigrant Albanians named Hoxha).
That made Phil’s among other things a
natural hang-out place for wayward but harmless poor teenage corner boys. The
serious “townie” professional corner boys, the rumblers, tumblers, drifters,
grifters and midnight sifters hung around Harry’s Variety with leader Red Riley
over on Sagamore far from beaches. Night haunting boys far from sweated sun,
tanned daytime beaches, with their equally pale, black dress-etched “tramps,” well
known the boyos network at the high school for those few adventurous enough to
mess with an off-hand “from hunger” girl looking for kicks and a fast ride in
some souped-up Chevy or on back of fat hog Harley, the bike of choice around
the town. Although tanned daytime beaches rumors had it that the beach, the
isolated Rock Island enough, had been the site of more than one nighttime orgy
with “nice” publicly virginal girls looking for kicks with rough boys down
among the briny rocks. Rumors they remained until Sam ran into Sissy Roswell
many years later who confessed that she and the “social butterfly” prom/fall
dance/ yearbook crowd she hung around with on a couple of occasions had been
among the briny rocks the summer after graduation when school social ladders
and girls’ locker room talk didn’t mean a thing.
Getting back to Harry’s, a place where
cops with their patrol cars parked conspicuously in front of the store during
the daytime placed their bets with “connected” Harry who used the store as a
front for the bookie operation and fence for Red’s nighttime work, Fritz and
the boys would not have gone within three blocks of that place. Maybe more from
fear, legitimate fear as Fritz’s older brother, Timmy, a serious tough guy
himself, could testify to the one time he tried to wait outside Harry’s for
some reason and got chain-whipped by Red for his indiscretion. So the tame corner
boys at Phil’s were more than happy to hang out there where the Rizzos were
more than happy to have them spent dough on the jukebox and pizzas except on
Friday family pizza night to give Mom a rest for once until after nine (and
secretly, since these corner boys were, if tame, still appealing looking to
passing girls glad to have then around at that hour to boost the weekend sales).
Moreover this spot provided a beautiful vantage point for scanning the horizon
for those wayward girls who also kept their coins flowing into Phil’s jukebox
(or a stray “nice” girl after Red and his corner boys threw her over).
Sam had recently thought about that
funny story that Markin had told the crowd once on a hot night when nobody had
any money and were just holding up the wall at Phil’s about Johnny Callahan,
the flashy and unstoppable halfback from the high school team (and a guy even
Red respected having made plenty of money off of local sports who bet with him
on the strength of Johnny’s prowess any given Saturday although Johnny once
confessed that he, rightly, avoided Harry’s after what had happened to Timmy
Fallon). See Johnny was pretty poor even by the median working poor standard of
the old neighborhoods in those days (although now, courtesy of his incessant
radio and television advertising which continues to make everyone within fifty
miles of North Adamsville who knew Johnny back in the day aware of his new
profession, he is a prosperous Toyota car dealer, called Mr. Toyota, down across from the mall in Hull about twenty
miles from North Adamsville, the town where their mutual friend Josh Breslin
soon to be introduced came from). Johnny, a real music maniac who would do his
football weight-lifting exercises to Jerry Lee’s Great Balls of Fire, Gene Vincent’s Be-Bop-A-Lula and stuff like that to get him hyped up, had this
routine in order to get to hear songs that he was dying to hear, stuff he would
hear late at night coming from a rock station out of Detroit and which would
show up a few weeks later on Phil’s jukebox just waiting for Johnny and the
kids to fill the coffers, with the girls who had some dough, enough dough
anyway to put coins into that jukebox.
Johnny would go up all flirty and
virile to some young thing (a Fritz expression coped from Jerry Lee and not an
invention of Markin as Peter would later claim to some “young thing” that he
was trying to “score”). Maybe, depending on whatever intelligent he had on the
girl, maybe she had just had a fight with her boyfriend or had broken up with
him Johnny would be all sympathy, or maybe she was just down in the dumps for
no articulable reason like every teen goes through every chance they get,
whatever it took. Johnny, by the way, would have gotten that intelligence via
Peter who whatever else anybody had to say about him, good or bad, was wired
into, no, made himself consciously privy to, all kinds of boy-girl information
almost like he had a hook into that Monday morning before school girls’ locker
room talkfest. Everybody already knew that he was hooked into the boys’ Monday
morning version and had started more rumors and other unsavory deeds than any
ten other guys. Spreading ugly rumors about
a guy whose girl he was interested in a specialty. But the guy was like Teflon,
nobody ever thought to take him out for his actions they were so dependent on
his information to keep their place in the social pecking order.
Now here is what Johnny “knew” about
almost every girl if they had the quarter which allowed them to play three
selections. He would let them pick that first one on their own, maybe something
to express interest in his flirtation, maybe her name, say Donna, was also
being used as the title of a latest hit, or if broken up some boy sorrow thing.
Brenda Lee’s I Want To Be Wanted,
stuff like that. The second one he would “suggest” something everybody wanted
to listen to no matter what but which was starting to get old. Maybe an Elvis,
Roy Orbison, Chuck Berry, Jerry Lee thing still on the jukebox playlist but
getting wearisome. Then he would go in for the kill and “suggest” they play
this new platter, you know, something like Martha and the Vandelas Dancing in the Streets or Roy’s Blue Bayou both of which he had heard on
the midnight radio airwaves out of Detroit one night and were just getting play
on the jukeboxes. And bingo before you know it she was playing the thing again,
and again. Beautiful. And Johnny said that sometimes he would wind up with a
date, especially if he had just scored about three touchdowns for the school, a
date that is in the days before he and Kitty Kelly became an item. An item,
although it is not germane to the story, who still is Johnny’s girl, wife,
known as Mrs. Toyota now.
But enough of this downstream stuff Sam
thought. The hell with Johnny and his cheapjack tricks (although not to those
three beautiful touchdowns days, okay) this thing gnawing at him was about old
age angst and not the corner boy glory days at Phil’s, although it is about old
time corners boys and their current doings, some of them anyway. So yeah he had
other things he wanted to think about (and besides he had already, with a good
trade-in, gotten his latest car from Mr. Toyota so enough there), to tell a
candid world about how over the past few years with the country, the world, the
universe had been going to hell in a hand-basket. In the old day, like he kept
going back to, back in the day he was not the least bit interested in anything
in the big world outside of sports, and girls, of course. And endlessly working
on plans to own his own business, a print shop, before he was twenty-five.
Well, he did get that small business, although not until thirty and had prospered
when he made connections to do printing for several big high-tech companies,
notably IBM when they began outsourcing their work. He had prospered, had
married (twice, and divorced twice), had the requisite tolerated children and
adored grandchildren, and in his old age a woman companion to ease his time.
But there had been for a long time,
through those failed marriages, through that business success something gnawing
at him, something that Sam felt he had missed out on, or felt he had do
something about. Then a few years ago when it was getting time for a high
school class reunion he had Googled “North Adamsville Class of 1964” and came
upon a class website for that year, his year, that had been set up by the
reunion committee, and decided to joint to keep up with what was going on with
developments there. He would wind up not going to that reunion as he had
planned, a long story about a slight ill-advised flirtation with an old flame
classmate although that too is not germane to the story here except as one more
thing that gnawed at him. But mostly in the end he could not face going home, came
to believe what Thomas Wolfe said in the title of one of his novels, you can’t
go home again).
After he had registered on the site
giving a brief resume of his interests and what he had been up to those past
forty years or so years Sam looked at
the class list, the entire list of class members alive and deceased (a rose
beside their name signifying their passing)
of who had joined and found the names of Peter Markin. He had to laugh Peter
had been listed as Peter Paul Markin since everybody was listed by their full
names, revenge from the grave by his poor mother, and that leafy suburban first
wife who tried to give him Mayflower
credentials, he thought. He also found
the name of corner boy Jimmy Jenkins among those who had done so. (Jack Dawson
had passed away a few years before, a broken man, broken after his son who had
served in Iraq and Afghanistan had committed suicide, according to Peter, as
had their corner boy leader, Fritz Fallon, homeless, and found down along a railroad
trestle in New Jersey, after going through a couple of fortunes, his own and a
third wife’s).
Through the mechanism established on
the site which allowed each class member who joined to have a private cyberspace
e-mail slot Sam contacted both men and the three of them started a rather
vigorous on-line chat line for several weeks going through the alphabet of
their experiences, good and bad. The time for sugar-coating was over unlike in
their youth when all three would lie like crazy, especially about sex and with
whom in order to keep their place in the pecking order, and in order to keep up
with Fritz whom lied more than the three of them combined. Peter knew that,
knew it better than anybody else but in order to keep his place as “scribe” in
that crazy quill pecking order went along with such silly teenage stuff, stuff
that in his other pursuits he would have laughed at but that is what made being
a teenager back then, now too, from what Sam saw of his grandchildren’s trials
and tribulations.
After a while, once the e-mail
questions had worked their course, all three men met in Boston at the Sunnyvale
Grille, a place where Markin had begun to hang out in after he had moved back
to Boston (read: where he did his daytime drinking) over by the waterfront, and
spent a few hours discussing not so much old times per se but what was going on in the world, and how the world had
changed so much in the meantime. And since Markin, the political maniac of the
tribe, was involved in the conversations maybe do something about it at least
that is what Sam had hoped since he knew that is where he thought he needed to
head in order to cut into that gnawing feeling. Sam was elated, and unlike in
his youth he did not shut his ears down, when those two guys would talk
politics, about the arts or about music. He now regretted that he had not
listened back then since he was so strictly into girls and sports, not always
in that order (which caused many problems later including one of the grounds
for his one of his divorces, not the sports but the girls).
This is probably the place for Sam to
introduce Peter Markin although he had already given an earful (and what goes
for Peter goes to a lesser extent for Jimmy who tended to follow in Pete’s wake
on the issues back then, and still does). Peter, as Sam has already noted,
provided that noteworthy, national security agency-worthy service, that
“intelligence” he provided all the guys (and not just his corner boys, although
they had first dibs) about girls. Who was “taken,” a very important factor if
some frail (a Fritz term from watching too many 1940s gangster and detective
movies and reading Dashiell Hammett too closely, especially The Maltese Falcon),was involved with
some bruiser football player, some college joe who belonged to a fraternity and
the brothers were sworn to avenge any brother’s indignities, or worse, worse of
all, if she was involved with some outlaw biker who hung out in Adamsville and who
if he hadn’t his monthly quota of
college boy wannabes red meat hanging out at Phil’s would not think
twice about chain-whipping you just for the fuck of it (“for the fuck of it”
a term Jimmy constantly used then, and
now, so it was not always Markin or Fritz who led the verbal life around the
corner). Who was “unapproachable,”
probably more important than that social blunder of ‘hitting on” a taken
woman since that snub by Miss Perfect-Turned-Up-Nose would make the rounds of
the now legendary seminar, Monday morning before school girls’ locker room (and
eventually work its way though Markin to the boys’ Monday morning version
ruining whatever social standing the guy had spent since junior high trying to
perfect in order to avoid the fatal nerd-dweeb-wallflower-square name your term
existence). Strangely Markin made a serious mistake with Melinda Loring who
blasted her freeze deep on him and he survived to tell the tale, or at least
that is what he had the boys believe. Make of this what you will though, Peter never
after that Melinda Loring mistake, had a high school girlfriend from North
Adamsville High, who, well, liked to “do the do” as they called it back then,
that last part not always correct since everybody, girls and boys alike, were
lying like crazy about whether they were “doing the do” or not, including
Markin.
But beyond, well beyond, that schoolboy
silliness Markin was made of sterner stuff (although Sam would not have
bothered to use such a positive attribute about Markin back then) was
super-political, super into art and into what he called culture, you know going
to poetry readings at coffeehouses, going over Cambridge to watch foreign films
with subtitles and themes at the Brattle Theater that he would try to talk
about and even Jimmy would turn his head when he went on and on about French films,
especially those films by Jean Renoir, and super into music, fortunately he was
not crazy for classical music (unlike some nerds in school then who were in the
band) but serious about what is now called classic rock and roll and then in
turn, the blues, and folk music. (Sam still shuttered at that hillbilly folk
music stuff Markin tried to interest him in when he thought about it).
That folk music was how Peter had first
met Josh Breslin, still a friend, whom he introduced to Sam at one of their
meetings over at the Sunnyvale Grille. Josh told the gathering that Markin had
met him after high school, after he had graduated from Hull High (the same town
where Johnny Callahan was burning up the Toyota sales records for New England)
down at the Surf Ballroom (Sam had his own under twenty-one memories of the
place, some good, some bad including one affair that almost wound up in
marriage). Apparently Josh and Peter had had their wanting habits on the same
girl at one Friday night dance when the great local cover band, the Rockin’
Ramrods held sway there, and had been successively her boyfriend for short
periods both to be dumped for some stockbroker from New York. But their
friendship remained and they had gone west together, gone on that Jack Kerouac On The Road for a number of years when
they were trying their own version of turning the world upside down on. Josh
also dabbled (his word) in the turning upside down politics of the time.
And that was the remarkable thing about
Peter, not so much later in cahoots with Josh because half of youth nation,
half the generation of ’68 was knee-deep in some movement, but in staid old
North Adamsville High days, days when to just be conventionally political,
wanting to run for office or something, was kind of strange. See Peter was into
the civil rights movement, nuclear disarmament, and social justice stuff that
everybody thought he was crazy to be into, everybody from Ma to Fritz (and a
few anonymous midnight phone-callers yelling n----r-lover in the Markin home
phone). He had actually gone into Boston
when he was a freshman and joined the picket-line in front of Woolworths’
protesting the fact that they would not let black people eat in their
lunchrooms down south (and maybe Markin would say when he mentioned what he was
up to they were not that happy to have blacks in their northern lunchrooms
either ), had joined a bunch of Quakers and little old ladies in tennis
sneakers (a term then in use for airhead blue-haired lady do-gooders with
nothing but time on their hands) calling on the government to stop building
atomic bombs (not popular in the red scare Cold War we-are-fighting- against-
the- Russians-terror North Adamsville, or most other American places either),
running over to the art museum to check out the exhibits (including some funny
stories about him and Jimmy busting up the place looking at the old Pharaoh times
slave building Pyramids stuff uncovered by some Harvard guys way back), and
going to coffeehouses in Harvard Square and listening to hokey folk music that
was a drag. (Sam’s take on that subject then, and now.) So Peter was a walking
contradiction, although that was probably not as strange now as it seemed back
then when every new thing was looked at with suspicion, and when kids like
Peter were twisted in the wind between being corner boys and trying to figure
out what that new wind was that was blowing though the land, when Sam and the
other corner boys, except Jimmy and sometimes Jack would try to talk him out of
stuff that would only upset everybody in town.
But here is the beauty, beauty for Sam
now that he was all ears about what Peter had to say, he had kept at it, had
kept the faith, while everybody else from their generation, or almost
everybody, who protested war, protested around the social issues, had hung
around coffeehouses and who had listened to folk music had long before given it
up. Markin had, after his Army time,
spent a lot of time working with GIs around the war issues, protested American
foreign policy at the drop of a hat and frequented off-beat coffeehouses set up
in the basements of churches in order to hear the dwindling number of folk
artists around. He had gotten and kept his “religion,” kept the faith in a
sullen world. And like in the old days a new generation (added to that older
North Adamsville generation which still, from the class website e-mail traffic he
received when classmates found out they were in communication had not gotten
that much less hostile to what Peter had to say about this wicked old world,
you already know the genesis of that term, right), was ready to curse him out,
ready to curse the darkness against his small voice.
One night when Peter and Sam were alone
at the Sunnyvale, maybe both had had a few too many high-shelf scotches (able
to afford such liquor unlike in the old days when they both in their respective
poverties, drank low-shelf Johnny Walker whiskey with a beer chaser when they
had the dough, if not some cheapjack wine), Peter told Sam the story of how he
had wanted to go to Alabama in high school, go to Selma, but his mother
threatened to disown him if he did, threatened to disown him not for his desire
to go but because she would not have been able to hold her head up in public if
he had, and so although it ate at him not to go, go when his girlfriend, Helen
Jackman, who lived in Gloversville, did go, he took a dive (Peter’s words).
Told a redemptive story too about his
anti-war fight in the Army when he refused to go to Vietnam and wound up in an
Army stockade for a couple of years altogether. (Sam thought that was a high
price to pay for redemption but it may have been the scotch at work.) Told a
number of stories about working with various veterans’ groups, throwing medals
over Supreme Court barricades, chainings to the White House fence, sitting down
in hostile honked traffic streets, blocking freeways complete with those same
hostile honkings, a million walks for this and that, and some plain old
ordinary handing out leaflets, working the polls and button-holing reluctant
politicians to vote against the endless war budgets (this last the hardest
task, harder than all the jailings, honkings, marches put together and
seemingly the most fruitless). Told too stories about the small coffeehouse
places seeing retread folkies who had gone on to other things and then in a fit
of anguish, or hubris, decided to go back on the trail. Told of many things
that night not in a feast of pride but to let Sam know that sometimes it was
easier to act than to let that gnawing win the day. Told Sam that he too always
had the gnaw, probably always would in this wicked old world. Sam was delighted
by the whole talk, even if Peter was on his soapbox.
That night too Peter mentioned in
passing that he contributed to a number of blogs, a couple of political ones,
including an anti-war veterans’ group, a couple of old time left-wing cultural
sites and a folk music-oriented one. Sam confessed to Peter that although he
had heard the word “blog” he did not know what a blog was. Peter told him that
one of the virtues of the Internet was that it provided space (cyberspace, a
term Sam had heard of and knew what it meant) for the average citizen to speak
his or her mind via setting up a website or a blog. Blogs were simply a way to
put your opinions and comments out there just like newspaper Op/Ed writers or
news reporters and commentators although among professional reporters the
average blog and blog writer were seen as too filled with opinions and
sometimes rather loose with the facts. Peter said he was perfectly willing to
allow the so-called “objective” reporters roam free to state the facts but he
would be damned if the blog system was not a great way to get together with
others interested in your areas of interest, yeah, stuff that interested you
and that other like-minded spirits might respond to. Yeah that was worth the
effort.
The actual process of blog creation (as
opposed to the more complex website-creation which still takes a fair amount of
expertise to create) had been made fairly simple over time, just follow a few
simple prompts and you are in business. Also over time what was possible to do
has been updated for ease, for example linking to other platforms to your site
and be able to present multi-media works lashing up say your blog with YouTube
or downloading photographs to add something to your presentation. Peter one
afternoon after Sam had asked about his blog links showed him the most political
one that he belonged to, one he had recently begun to share space with Josh
Breslin, Frank Jackman and a couple of other guys that he had known since the
1960s on and who were familiar with the various social, political and cultural
trends that floated out from that period.
Sam was amazed at the topics that those
guys tackled, stuff that he vaguely remembered hearing about but which kind of
passed him by as he delved into the struggle to build his printing shop. He
told Peter that he got dizzy looking at the various titles from reviews of old
time black and white movies that he remembered watching at the old Strand
second run theater uptown, poetry from the “beat” generation, various political
pieces on current stuff like the Middle East, the fight against war, political
prisoners most of whom he had never heard of except the ones who had been Black
Panthers or guys like that, all kinds of reviews of rock and roll complete with
the songs via YouTube, too many reviews of folk music that he never really
cared for, books that he knew Peter read like crazy but he could not remember
the titles. The guys really had put a lot of stuff together, even stuff from
other sites and announcements for every conceivable left-wing oriented event.
He decided that he would become a Follower
which was nothing sinister like some cult but just that you would receive
notice when something was put on the blog.
Peter also encouraged him to write some
pieces about what interested him, maybe start out about the old days in North
Adamsville since all the guys mined that vein for sketches. That is what Peter
liked to call most of the material on site since they were usually too short to
be considered short stories but too long to be human interest snapshots. Sam
said he would think about the matter, think about it seriously once he read the
caption below:
“This space is noted for politics
mainly, and mainly the desperate political fight against various social,
economic and moral injustices and wrongs in this wicked old world, although the
place where politics and cultural expression, especially post-World War II
be-bop cultural expression, has drawn some of our interest over the past
several years. The most telling example of that interest is in the field of
popular music, centrally the blues, city and country, good woman on your mind,
hardworking, hard drinking blues and folk music, mainly urban, mainly protest
to high heaven against the world’s injustices smite the dragon down, folk
music. Of late though the old time 1950s kid, primordial, big bang, jail-break
rock and roll music that set us off from earlier generations has drawn our
attention. Mostly by reviewing oldies CDs but here, and occasionally hereafter
under this headline, specifically songs that some future archaeologists might
dig up as prime examples of how we primitives lived ,and what we listened to
back in the day.”
Sam could relate to that, had something
to say about some of those songs. Josh Breslin laughed when he heard that Sam
was interested in doing old time rock and roll sketches. He then added, “If we
can only get him to move off his butt and come out and do some street politics
with us we would be getting somewhere.” Peter just replied, “one step at a
time.” Yeah, that’s the ticket.