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Frank Jackman comment on Courage To Resist and military resisters:
During the early stages of the
Vietnam War, say 1965, 1966, frankly, I was annoyed at, dismayed by, appalled by
and perplexed by guys my age, who were refusing to be drafted, refusing in some
cases to even sign up for the draft (although I admit I was “late” signing up
myself not for political or moral reasons but because I was not living at home
having left on the first of about six estrangements from my family and did not
receive the letter about the legal requirement to register until much later). Refusing
and making a big public deal out of it. And this draft resistance movement was
not some faraway situation heard on the news out in the suburbs about actions
in the big cities or on some ivy-covered Ivy League elitist campuses but because
while I was going to school I supported myself by getting up very early and
servicing coffee- making machines in various locales in downtown Boston,
including near the landmark draft resistance center, the Arlington Street
Church (now U/U –Universalist-Unitarian but then I believe home to only one of
the two having subsequently united but I am not sure which denomination ruled
the roost at that location then although I believe it was the blessed
Unitarians, now blessed for their generous help in the struggles against war
and lesser known place of refuge for vagrant monthly folk-music friendly
coffeehouses.) The Arlington Street Church moreover held itself out as a main
sanctuary protecting under long time religious principles draft-resisters who
had taken shelter there in order to avoid being arrested by federal law
enforcement agents. So many mornings there would be a bee-hive of activity
outside and around the church in support of the resisters. The sight of
straggly guys and their supporters protesting would get my blood pressure
rising.
Now it was not that I was
particularly pro-war even then, probably had not been in favor of escalation of
that war and support to the South Vietnamese government since about the time of
the Diem regime, the time before Jack Kennedy was murdered in 1963. Somehow I
sensed that with each tragic turn there the noose of the draft would tighten
around my own neck. But in those days, whatever else I held politically sacred,
I, a working class guy from North Adamsville, held all of the usual patriotic
sentiments about country, about service and about military duty of my
neighborhood and upbringing.
As my grandfather, a veteran of
World War I, said of his own experience of volunteering when President Wilson
pulled the hammer down looking for recruits back then, never volunteer but if
called you go, say you went willingly if anybody asked. So the thought of
anybody “shirking” their duty if called really rankled me and while later I did
a complete turn-around about the draft resisters, especially the ones who chose
jail rather military service then I was disgusted. Disgusted as well by what I
perceived vaguely as a class-bias about who was refusing to go and who had to
go if those who would normally be called refused to go-working class and
minority guys. Don’t hold me to some kind of prescience on that because that
was just a vague underpinning for my general reasons of patriotic duty but in
the case when I did my own military service, my infantryman grunt service guess
who the other guys in the barracks and tents were-yeah, working class and
minority guys.
I, on the other hand, have always
admired military resisters since my knowledge of them and their actions came
later after I had begun my sea-change of views. Knowing too by personal
experience that “bucking” the Army system and winding up in the stockade, or worse
the dreaded Fort Leavenworth every drill sergeant made a point of telling us
about if we screwed up. But I was no resister having, frankly, done my time in
the military, Vietnam time, without any serious reflection about the military,
my role in the military, or what was just and unjust about that war until after
I got out. After I got out and began to see things without “the fog of war” and
its infernal “do it for your buddies” which is what a lot of things came down
to in the end blinding me and got serious “religion” on the questions of war
and peace from several sources.
At first I began working with the
Cambridge Quakers who I had noticed around the fringes of anti-war GI work in
the early 1970s when there was a serious basis for doing such work as the
American army, for one reason or another whether the craziness of pursuing the
war, racism, or just guy being fed-up with being cannon-fodder for Mister’s
war, was half in mutiny and the other half disaffected toward the end of
American involvement in that war. The Quakers front and center on the military resisters
just as they had been with the draft resisters at a time when there was a serious
need as guys, guys who got their “religion” in the service needed civilian help
to survive the military maze that they were trying to fight. This connection
with the Quakers had been made shortly after I got out of the service when my
doubts crept in about what I had done in the service, and why I had let myself
be drafted and why I hadn’t expressed serious anti-war doubts before induction
about what the American government was doing in Vietnam to its own soldiers.
But, more importantly, and this was the real beginning of wisdom and something
I am keenly aware every time the American government ratchets up the war
hysteria for its latest adventure, to the Vietnamese who to paraphrase the
great boxer Mohammed Ali (then Cassius Clay) had never done anything to me,
never posed any threat to me and mine. But as much as I admired the Quakers and
their simple peace witness, occasionally attended their service and briefly had
a Quaker girlfriend, I was always a little jumpy around them, my problem not theirs,
since their brand of conscientious objection to all wars was much broader than
my belief in just and unjust wars.
Later I worked with a couple of anti-war collectives that concentrated on anti-war GI work among active GIs through the vehicle of coffeehouses located near Fort Devens in Massachusetts and Fort Dix down in New Jersey. That work was most satisfying and rewarding as I actually worked with guys who knew the score, knew the score from the inside, and had plenty to tell, especially those who had gotten “religion” under fire although that experience was short-lived once American on the ground involvement in Vietnam was minimalized and the horrific draft was abolished as a means of grabbing “cannon fodder” for the damn war. Once the threat of being sent to Vietnam diminished the soldiers drifted off and the anti-war cadre that held things together as well.
What really drove the issue of military resistance home to me though, what caused some red-faced shame was something that I did not find out about until well after my own military service was over. A few years later when I went back to my hometown on some family-related business (another futile attempt to rekindle the family ties) I found out after meeting him on the street coming out of a local supermarket that my best friend from high school, Sean Kiley, had been a military resister, had refused to go to Vietnam, and had served about two years in various Army stockades here in America for his efforts. Had done his “duty” as he saw it. Had earned his “anti-war” colors the hard way.
See Sean like me, like a lot of working-class kids from places like our hometown up in Massachusetts, maybe had a few doubts about the war but had no way to figure out what to do and let himself be drafted for that very reason. What would a small town boy whose citizens supported the Vietnam War long after it made even a smidgen of sense, whose own parents were fervent “hawks,” whose older brother had won the DSC in Vietnam, and whose contemporaries including me did their service without a public murmur know of how to maneuver against the American military monster machine. But what Sean saw early on, from about day three of basis training, told him he had made a big error, that his grandmother who grew up in Boston and had been an old Dorothy Day Catholic Worker supporter had been right that there was no right reason for him to be in that war. And so when he could, after receiving orders for Vietnam, he refused to go (I will tell you more of the details some time when I ask him some questions about events that I have forgotten) and did his time in the military that way.
Sean’s story, and in a sense my belated story, are enough reasons to support Courage to Resist since, unfortunately, there are today very few organizations dedicated to providing informational, legal, and social support for the military resisters of the heinous onslaughts in Iraq and Afghanistan. The organization needs the help of every ex-soldier who got “religion,” of every anti-war activist, and of every honest citizen who realizes, now more than ever, that the short way to end the endless wars of this generation is to get to the soldiers, get to the cadre on the ground fighting the damn wars. Enough said.
Later I worked with a couple of anti-war collectives that concentrated on anti-war GI work among active GIs through the vehicle of coffeehouses located near Fort Devens in Massachusetts and Fort Dix down in New Jersey. That work was most satisfying and rewarding as I actually worked with guys who knew the score, knew the score from the inside, and had plenty to tell, especially those who had gotten “religion” under fire although that experience was short-lived once American on the ground involvement in Vietnam was minimalized and the horrific draft was abolished as a means of grabbing “cannon fodder” for the damn war. Once the threat of being sent to Vietnam diminished the soldiers drifted off and the anti-war cadre that held things together as well.
What really drove the issue of military resistance home to me though, what caused some red-faced shame was something that I did not find out about until well after my own military service was over. A few years later when I went back to my hometown on some family-related business (another futile attempt to rekindle the family ties) I found out after meeting him on the street coming out of a local supermarket that my best friend from high school, Sean Kiley, had been a military resister, had refused to go to Vietnam, and had served about two years in various Army stockades here in America for his efforts. Had done his “duty” as he saw it. Had earned his “anti-war” colors the hard way.
See Sean like me, like a lot of working-class kids from places like our hometown up in Massachusetts, maybe had a few doubts about the war but had no way to figure out what to do and let himself be drafted for that very reason. What would a small town boy whose citizens supported the Vietnam War long after it made even a smidgen of sense, whose own parents were fervent “hawks,” whose older brother had won the DSC in Vietnam, and whose contemporaries including me did their service without a public murmur know of how to maneuver against the American military monster machine. But what Sean saw early on, from about day three of basis training, told him he had made a big error, that his grandmother who grew up in Boston and had been an old Dorothy Day Catholic Worker supporter had been right that there was no right reason for him to be in that war. And so when he could, after receiving orders for Vietnam, he refused to go (I will tell you more of the details some time when I ask him some questions about events that I have forgotten) and did his time in the military that way.
Sean’s story, and in a sense my belated story, are enough reasons to support Courage to Resist since, unfortunately, there are today very few organizations dedicated to providing informational, legal, and social support for the military resisters of the heinous onslaughts in Iraq and Afghanistan. The organization needs the help of every ex-soldier who got “religion,” of every anti-war activist, and of every honest citizen who realizes, now more than ever, that the short way to end the endless wars of this generation is to get to the soldiers, get to the cadre on the ground fighting the damn wars. Enough said.