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From The Partisan Defense Committee- Honoring a Class-War Prisoner Tom Manning 1946–2019-All honor to Tom Manning! Free Jaan Laaman- He Must Not Die In Jail ! The Last Of The Ohio Seven -Give To The Class-War Political Prisoners' Holiday Appeal
Workers Vanguard No. 1159
23 August 2019
Honoring a Class-War Prisoner
Tom Manning
1946–2019
After more than three decades of torment in America’s dungeons, class-war prisoner Tom Manning died on July 30 at the federal penitentiary in Hazelton, West Virginia. The official cause of death was a heart attack, but it was the sadistic prison authorities who were responsible for the death of Manning, one of the last two incarcerated Ohio 7 leftists. In retaliation for his unwavering opposition to racial oppression and U.S. imperialism and his continued political activism, the jailers treated his medical needs with deliberate indifference and delayed necessary medication. His comrade and former prisoner Ray Luc Levasseur bitterly remarked, “Supporters scrambled to get a lawyer in to see him, but death arrived first.” Although we Marxists do not share the political strategy of the Ohio 7, we have always forthrightly defended them against capitalist state repression.
Born in Boston to a large Irish family, Manning knew firsthand the life of working-class misery. In a short autobiographical sketch appearing in For Love and Liberty (2014), a collection of his artwork, he described how his father, a longshoreman and a postal clerk, worked himself to death “trying to get one end to meet the other...he always got the worst end.” A young Tom shined shoes and sold newspapers, while roaming the docks and freight yards looking for anything that could be converted into cash or bartered. Later, he worked as a stock boy and then as a construction laborer. After joining the military in 1963, he was stationed in Guantánamo Bay and then Vietnam.
After returning to the U.S., Manning ended up in state prison for five years. “Given the area where I grew up, and being a ’Nam vet,” he wrote, “prison was par for the course.” There he became politicized, engaging in food and work strikes and reading Che Guevara. As Levasseur observed in 2014, “When Tom Manning and I first met 40 years ago, we were 27 years old and veterans of mule jobs, the Viet Nam war, and fighting our way through American prisons. We also harbored an intense hatred of oppression and a burning desire to organize resistance.”
Moved by these experiences, Manning joined with a group of young leftist radicals in the 1970s and ’80s. Early on, they participated in neighborhood defense efforts in Boston against rampaging anti-busing racists and helped run a community bail fund and prison visitation program in Portland, Maine. They also ran a radical bookstore, which the cops targeted for surveillance, harassment, raids and assault.
The activists, associated with the Sam Melville/Jonathan Jackson Unit in the 1970s and the United Freedom Front in the ’80s, took responsibility for a series of bombings that targeted symbols of South African apartheid and U.S. imperialism, which they described as “armed propaganda.” Some of these actions were directed against Mobil Oil and U.S. military installations in solidarity with the struggle for Puerto Rican independence by the Fuerzas Armadas de Liberación Nacional (Armed Forces of National Liberation). For these deeds, the Feds branded them “terrorists” and “extremely dangerous”—that is, issuing a license to kill.
As targets of a massive manhunt, the young anti-imperialist fighters went underground for nearly ten years and were placed on the FBI’s ten most wanted list. Manning was captured in 1985 and sentenced to 58 years in federal prison. He was also sentenced to 80 years in New Jersey for the self-defense killing of a state trooper in 1981.
The Ohio 7 became the poster children for the Reagan administration’s campaign to criminalize leftist political activity, declaring it domestic terrorism. In 1989, three of them—Ray and Patricia Levasseur and Richard Williams—were tried on trumped-up charges of conspiring to overthrow the U.S. government under the RICO “anti-racketeering” law and a 1948 sedition act. With Ray Levasseur and Williams (who died in prison in 2005) already sentenced to enough years to be locked up for the rest of their lives, the prosecution served no purpose other than to revive moribund sedition laws, which have been used historically to imprison and deport reds and anarchists. Despite the fact that the government spent nearly $10 million on the trial, the jury refused to convict.
Manning spent half a lifetime in prison hell, marked by his torturers as a cop killer and brutalized for his left-wing political views. Stun-gunned, tear-gassed and dragged around by leg irons, he was kept in solitary for extended periods. Shortly after his arrest, he was body-slammed onto a concrete floor while cuffed to a waist chain and in leg irons, resulting in a hip fracture that was not repaired until years later. On a separate occasion, his right knee was permanently injured when five guards stomped on it. Yet another beating with his hands behind his back severely injured his shoulders. All in all, he had a total of 66 inches of scar tissue. But Manning remained unbroken. Among other things, he spoke out on behalf of other class-war prisoners, and he was also an accomplished artist behind bars.
The actions of the Ohio 7 were not crimes from the standpoint of the working class. However, their New Left strategy of “clandestine armed resistance” by a handful of courageous leftists despaired of organizing the proletariat in mass struggle against the bourgeoisie. The multiracial working class, under the leadership of a revolutionary party fighting for a socialist future, is the central force capable of sweeping away the capitalist system and its repressive state machinery, not least the barbaric prisons.
The Ohio 7 differed from the bulk of 1960s New Left radicals by their working-class origins and dedication to their principles; they never made peace with the capitalist order. Unlike most of the left, which refused to defend the Ohio 7 against government persecution, the SL and the Partisan Defense Committee have always stood by them, including through the PDC’s class-war prisoner stipend program.
In an August 2 letter to the PDC, Manning’s lifelong comrade-in-arms Jaan Laaman (the last remaining Ohio 7 prisoner) eulogized:
“Now Tom is gone. Our comrade, my comrade, who suffered years of medical neglect and medical abuse in the federal prison system, your struggle and suffering is now over brother. But your example, your words, deeds, even your art, lives on. You truly were a ‘Boston Irish Rebel,’ a life long Man of and for the People, a warrior, a person of compassion motivated by hope for the future and love for the common people, A Revolutionary Freedom Fighter.”
From The Pen Of Joshua Lawrence Breslin-
Out In The Be-Bop 1950s Cold War Night- Mickey Spillane’s Mike Hammer Is On The
Case- “Kiss Me Deadly”- A Film Review
Click on the headline to link to a
<i>Wikipedia</i> entry for <i>Kiss Me Deadly</i>.
<b>DVD Review
Kiss Me Deadly, Ralph Meeker, Cloris
Leachman, directed by Robert Aldrich, 1955</b>
Sure I‘m a <i>film noir</i> buff.
And sure I like my film detectives that way as well, Sam Spade, Nick and Nora
Charles, Phillip Marlowe and so on. Normally Mickey Spillane and his
1950s-style detective, Mike Hammer, would no hit my radar though. Believe me I
did, however, spent many a misbegotten hour reading Spillane’s detective
stories, maybe as much for cover art work that ran to provocative bosomy,
half-clothed <i>femme fatale</i> dames in distress as for the
insipid story line that ran heavily to Mike’s anti-communist warrior pose ready
to smash heads at the drop of a hat, and grab an off-hand kiss from every dame
he ran into along the way. Aside for the question of that scurrilous (now
scurrilous, maybe) cover art that is better left for another day my tastes in
detectives were more to the “highbrow” Raymond Chandler and Dashiell Hammett
and their more knight-errant-worthy story lines, and a little more reserve in
the fist department, although for a damsel in distress they were ready to duke
it out with anyone, and gladly.
That said, now along comes this classic
1950s <i>film noir</i> Mike Hammer story line, Kiss Me Deadly, and I was hooked, well, maybe not hooked so
much as intrigued by it. Moreover, director Richard Aldrich seems to have had a
flair for the <i>noir</i> film, from those black and white filmed
shots of streets scenes in the seamy Los Angeles be-bop night (and day too,
come to think of it), to an incredible be-bop jazz bar scene, complete with
“torch” singer where after the loss of a friend Mike gets plastered (drunk), to
the endless line-up of high end “golden age of the automobile” cars on display.
Of course there is the normal bevy (maybe two bevies, I didn’t count) of
alluring, mysterious women just waiting to fall into Mike’s arms when he comes
within fifty paces of them, and he is, as usual, ready to put on his white
knight uniform when he senses that something in evil in the world, and he most
definitely is willing to thumb his nose as the governmental authorities who are
always just a step, or seven, behind the flow of the action. But most of that
is all in a day’s work for a <i>noir</i> detective. What makes this
one stick out is the doom’s day plot.
Of course, the 1950s was not only about
the rise of the “beats” and of teen alienation and angst-driven rock and roll
but the heart of the international Cold War, a scary time no question, where if
things had taken a half-twist a different way. Well, who knows, but it was not
going to be pretty. And part of that Cold War, a central part, was the presence
of the “bomb,, and for those who are too young to remember that was nothing but
the atomic and hydrogen bombs that could, at any non-be-bop minute, blow the
planet away.
And it is that threat that underlines
old Mickey Spillane’s tale. See, with that kind of threat, but also the power
potential, private parties, evil private parties could think of all kinds of
nasty ways to wreak havoc on the world. If only they could get just a little of
that bomb power. And that lust, that seemingly eternal lust, for power by
certain of our fellows is where we are heading. See, someone privy to the
atomic secrets had a little pot of the stuff ready for the highest bidder. And
the highest bidder, so to speak, also happens to be a guy with plenty of dough
to buy a ton of modern art (and a fondness for classic quotes). I knew there
was something funny about those modern art collecting guys. Didn’t you?
And all it takes to spoil that nefarious
plan is one Mike Hammer. Now, and here is the beauty of the Spillane method,
this is not for governmental agents to handle, as one would think in trusting
1950s America, although they are hot on the trail but one thread worn
detective. Thread worn? Yes, threadworm. See Mike is nothing but a low-rent,
dirt-peddling divorce work detective (in the days when such dirt was necessary
to get that desperate divorce), working this racket with his girl Friday (and
lure), Velda. But see maybe Mike just fell on hard times and needed some dough
(although his car, office set-up, digs… and fetching Velda belie that). But
once Mike gets on the case, and only when he knows in his gut that something is
wrong and he has that feeling here, then they are no limits. He faces off the
mob (naturally, if there is something evil to broker they are in on it),
half-mad women (one that he picked up on the hitchhike road, kind of, and her
roommate) and that relentless modern art collector before he is through. I
could go on but, really, this is one you have to see. And add to your list of
<i>film noir</i> be-bop nights.
From The Pen Of Peter Paul Markin- Out
In The Jukebox Saturday Night
Recently I, seemingly, have endlessly
gone back to my early musical roots in reviewing various compilations of a
classic rock series that goes under the general title <i>The Rock ‘n’
Roll Era</i>. And while time and ear have eroded the sparkle of some of
the lesser tunes it still seems obvious that those years, say 1955-58, really
did form the musical jail break-out for my generation, the generation of ’68,
who had just started to tune into music.
And we had our own little world, or as
some hip sociologist trying to explain that <em>Zeitgeist</em>
today might say, our own sub-group cultural expression. I have already talked
about the pre 7/11 mom and pop corner variety store hangout with the
tee-shirted, engineered-booted, cigarette (unfiltered) hanging from the lips,
Coke, big sized glass Coke bottle at the side, pinball wizard guys thing. And
about the pizza parlor jukebox coin devouring, playing some “hot” song for the
nth time that night, hold the onions I might get lucky tonight, dreamy girl
might come in the door thing. Of course, the soda fountain, and…ditto, dreamy
girl coming through the door thing, merely to share a sundae, natch. And the
same for the teen dance club, keep the kids off the streets even if we parents
hate their damn rock music, the now eternal hope dreamy girl coming in the
door, save the last dance for me thing.
Needless to say you know more about
middle school and high school dance stuff, including hot tip “ inside” stuff
about manly preparations for those civil wars out in the working class
neighborhood night, than you could ever possibly want to know, and, hell, you
were there anyway (or at ones like them). Moreover, I clued you in, and keep
this quiet, about sex; or rather I should say “doin’ the do” in case the kids
are around, and about the local “custom” (for any anthropologists present) of
ocean-waved Atlantic “watching the submarine races.”
Whee! That’s maybe enough memory lane
stuff for a lifetime, especially for those with weak hearts. But, no, your
intrepid messenger feels the need to go back indoors again and take a little
different look at that be-bop jukebox Saturday night scene as it unfolded in
the late 1950s and early 1960s. Hey, you could have found the old jukebox in
lots of places in those days. Bowling alleys, drugstores (drugstores with soda
fountains- why else would healthy, young, sex-charged high school students go
to such an old-timer-got-to-get-my- medicine-for-the-arthritis place. Why
indeed, although there are secrets in such places that I will tell you about
some other time when I’m not jazzed up to go be-bop juke-boxing around the
town.), pizza parlors, drive-in restaurants, and so on. Basically any place
where kids were hot for some special song and wanted to play it until the cows
came home. And had the coins to satisfy their hunger.
A lot of it was to kill time waiting for
this or that, although the basic reason was these were all places where you
could show off your stuff, and maybe, strike up a conversation with someone who
attracted your attention as they came in the door. The cover artwork on this
compilation that I am thinking of just now shows dreamy girls waiting for their
platters (records, okay) to work their way up the mechanism that took them from
the stack and laid them out on the player. There is your chance, boy, grab it.
Just hanging around the machine with some cashmere-sweatered, beehive-haired
(or bobbed, kind of), well-shaped brunette (or blond, but I favored brunettes
in those days) chatting idly was worth at least a date (or, more often, a
telephone number to call). Not after nine at night though or before eight
because that was when she was talking to her boyfriend. Lucky guy, maybe.
But here is where the real skill came
in. Just hanging casually around the old box, especially on a no, or low, dough
day waiting on a twist (one of eight million guy slang words for girl in our
old working class neighborhood) to come by and put her quarter in (giving three
or five selections depending what kind of place the jukebox was located in)
talking to her friends as she made those selections. Usually the first couple
were easy, some old boyfriend memory, or some wistful tryst remembrance, but
then she got contemplative, or fidgety, over what to pick next.
Then you made your move-“Have you heard
<em>Only You</em>? NO! Well, you just have to hear that thing and
it will cheer you right up.” Or some such line. Of course, you wanted to hear
the damn thing. But see, a song like that (as opposed to Chuck Berry’s
<em>Sweet Little Rock and Roller</em>, let’s say) showed you were a
sensitive guy, and maybe worth talking to … for just a minute, I got to get
back to my girlfriends, etc., etc. Oh, jukebox you baby. And guess what. On
that self-same jukebox you were very, very likely to hear some of the songs
from that compilation I am thinking about. Here are the stick outs (and a few
that worked some of that “magic” mentioned above on tough nights):
<em>Oh Julie</em>, The
Crescendos (a great one if you knew, or thought you knew, or wanted to believe
that girl at the jukebox’s name was Julie); <em>Lavender Blue</em>,
Sammy Turner (good talk song especially on the word play); <em>Sweet
Little Rock and Roller</em>, Chuck Berry (discussed above, and worthy of
consideration if your tastes ran to those heart-breaking little rock and rollers.
I will tell you about the ONE time it came in handy sometime); <em>You
Were Mine</em>, The Fireflies; <em>Susie Darlin’,</em> Robin
Luke (ditto the Julie thing above); <em>Only You</em>, The Platters
(keep this one a secret, okay, unless you really are a sensitive guy).
From The Pen OfPeter Paul Markin-Out In The Be-Bop 1960s
Night- When Frankie Roamed The Teenage Dance Clubs
In a recent series of sketches that I
did in the form of scenes, scenes from the hitchhike road in search of the
great American West night in the late 1960s, a time later than the time of
Frankie’s early 1960s old working class neighborhood kingly time, I noted that
I had about a thousand truck stop diner stories left over from those hitchhike
road days. On reflection though, I realized that I really had about three diner
stories with many variations. Not so with Frankie, Frankie from the old
neighborhood, stories. I have got a thousand of them, or so it seems, all
different. Hey, you already, if you have been attentive, know a few Frankie,
Frankie from the old neighborhood, stories (okay, I will stop, or try to stop,
using that full designation and just call him plain, old, ordinary, vanilla
Frankie just like everybody else alright).
Yah, you already know the Frankie (see I
told you I could do it) story about how he lazily spent a hot late August 1960
summer before entering high school day working his way up the streets of the
old neighborhood to get some potato salad (and other stuff too) for his
family’s Labor Day picnic. And he got a cameo appearance in the tear jerk
heart-rendering saga of my first day of high school in that same year where I,
vicariously, attempted to overthrow his lordship with the nubiles (girls, for
those not from the old neighborhood, although there were plenty of other terms
of art to designate the fair sex then, most of them getting their start in
local teenage social usage from Frankie’s mouth). That effort, that attempt at
copping his “style” like many things associated with one-of-a-kind Frankie
proved unsuccessful as it turned out.
But as this story will demonstrate old
Frankie, Frankie from (oops, I forgot I am not doing that anymore) was not only
the king of the old neighborhood but roamed, or tried to roam far afield,
especially if the word "girls" was involved. So this will be another
Frankie and the girls story, at least part way. The milieu though will be somewhat
different for those who only know Frankie in his usual haunts; the wall in
front of Salducci’s pizza parlor where he was the undisputed king hell king of
the high school corner boy night all the way through high school, the wall in
front of Doc’s drugstore where he was the undisputed corner boy king of the
junior high school night and later when he merely held up a wall as a corner
boy prince of various mom andpop
variety stores. This time, in a way, Frankie goes “uptown.”
One of the other places where Frankie
tried to extend his kingdom was the local teen night club (although we did not
call it that then but that was the idea). You know a place where kids, late
teenage kids, could dance to live music from some cover band and drink…sodas.
Yah, the idea was to keep kids off the streets, out of the cars, and under a
watchful eye on Friday and Saturday night so they didn’t drink booze and get
all crazy and messed up. Of course, anyone with half a wit, if they wanted to
get booze, had no real problem as long as there was some desperate wino to make
your purchase for you. But, at least, the idea was no booze on the premises of
these clubs and that was pretty much the case.
Now this club, this teen dance club,
that Frankie has his eye on, was the primo such place around. Sure, there were
other smaller venues, but that was kid’s stuff, young teen stuff, no account,
no matter stuff. If you had dreams of kingship then the Sea ‘n’ Surf Club was
the place to place your throne. But, see, this club was several miles away from
the old neighborhood, and that meant several miles of other guys who were kings
of their neighborhoods, but also several miles of all kinds of different girls
that Frankie (and I, as well) had no clue about. And the beauty of this, the
real beauty for Frankie was that it was doable. Why? Old ball and chain
girlfriend forever, junior high and Doc’s wall girlfriend forever, main squeeze
and one thousand up and down flame battles that I have no time to speak of now
forever , Joanne was not allowed by her parents to go to teen dance clubs,
period. And period meant period, to old Frankie’s smiles.
This club had the added advantage, as
its name gives away, of being by the sea, by the ocean so that if the dancing
got too hot, or it was too crowded, or if you got lucky then there you were
handy to a ready-made romantic venue. Now American Great Plains prairie guys
and dolls may not appreciate this convenience (although I am sure you had your
own local lovers’ lane "hot spots") but to have the sea as a
companion in the great boy meets girl struggle was pure magic. See, and
everybody knew this or found out about it fast enough, if a girl wanted to
catch some "fresh air" and agreed to go with you then you were “in
like flint” for the night. That also meant though that, when intermission
ended, or when the steamed-up couple came up for air that nobody else was
supposed to cut in on their scene. This may all sound complicated but, come on
now, you were all teens once, and you figured it out easily enough, right? This
in any case is what Frankie wanted to be king of. The scene, that is.
This club, by the way, this hallowed
memory club, could not stand the light of day, although at night it was like
the enchanted castle. By day it looked just like another faux Coney Island
low-rent carnival, bad trip place ready for the demolition ball ballroom. But
the night, oh, the night was all we cared about. And for weeks before Frankie
was ready to make his big move the conquest of this place thing, the imagining
of it, took on something like the quest for a holy grail.
Finally, Friday finally, summertime
Friday night finally, came (he had a date with his ever- lovin’ big flame
Joanne for Saturday that week so Saturday it was) and he was ready to make his
move. Let me outline the plan as he told it to me. The idea, if Tommy 40 Winks
(I did not make that name up; I don’t have that kind of imagination. That was
his nickname, hell, mine, was, for a while, Boyo, and later Be-bop Benny, go
figure), showed up was to make the scene with whatever girl he was dancing
with, at least that was the idea. 40 Winks, for lack of a better term was the
“king” of the club, although by default because no one had messed with him, or
his crowd before.
And also he, Tommy 40 Winks,was the “boss” dancer of the universe and the
girls were all kind of swoony, or at least, semi-swoony over his moves,
especially when he got his Elvis swivel thing going. Yah, now that I think
about it he did seem to make the girls sweat. Sure, 40 Winks was going to be there.
See Frankie was going to upset that fresh air “rule” and since nobody, not even
me, ever accused Frankie of not being in love with himself, his “projects,” or
his “style” he figured it was a cinch. Now, forty or fifty years later I can
see where there was a certain flaw in the plan.
Why? Well, let me cut to the chase here,
a little anyway. When we showed up at the club everything was fine. Everybody
kind of conceded that this was “neutral” ground, at least inside, and the
management of the place had employed more college football player-types than
one could shake a stick at to enforce the peace. So any “turf” wars would have
to be fought out on the dance floor, or elsewhere. That night the music, live
music from a local cover band that was trying to move up in the teen club
pecking order was “hot”. They got the joint, 40 Winks, and old Frankie fired up
right away with a big sound version of <i>Good Rockin’ Tonight</i>.
Eventually Tommy 40 Winks eyed this one sneeze (girl, blame Frankie and his
eight hundred names ) from our school, although none of us, including Frankie,
had even come with fifty paces of her, here or in school.
Her name was Anna, but let’s just call
her a Grace Kelley-wannabe, or could-be or something, and be done with it. In
any case when she had finished dancing that <i>Good Rockin’
Tonight</i> with some goof (meaning non-Frankie friend or associate) the
temperature in the place went up a collective bunch of degrees. Even I was
thinking of getting closer than 50 paces from her. Okay this was going to be
the prize, boys
40 Winks and Frankie both approached Ms.
Wonderful for the next dance (and, hopefully, for the full dance card), a slow
one it seemed from the way the band was tuning up. Yah, it was, The Platters,
<i>Stand By Me</i>. 40 Winks got the nod. Oh, boy. First round 40
Winks. They started dancing and other couples gave them some room because they
were putting on something of a show.I
didn’t tell Frankie this but he, his plans, and his teen club crown were
doomed. His look kind of said the same thing. But here is where you could never
tell about Frankie. After that dance was he went back over to Anna for another
ask. Again, no go. And no go all the way to intermission.
Christ, Francis Xavier Riley, pure-bred
Irish man was red, red as a Dublin rose by then. He was done for, especially as
this national treasure of a girl took the air, the fresh air with 40 Winks. And
she madea big deal out of it in front
of half the couples attending, and more importantly, in front of Frankie.
Frankie, Frankie from the old neighborhood but not of the wide teen kingdom.
For one of the few times in our junior high school and high school careers
together I saw Frankie throw in the towel. It wasn’t pretty. He didn’t show up
at that club for a long time afterward, and I didn’t blame him.
But here is where life, teenage life was
(is) funny sometimes. My brother, my corner boy king, my be-bop buddy Frankie
was set up, and set up bad. How? Well, Anna, old sweet Grace Kelley wannabe
Anna (and now that I think about could be), actually was smitten, or whatever
you want to call it, with Frankie from seeing him around school. Yes, Frankie.
But, and this is the way Frankie told me the story some time later after the
event, Anna and firebrand Joanne, sweet Frankie girlfriend Joanne, had classes
together and, moreover, were related to each other distantly like a lot of kids
were related to each other in the old neighborhood. Anna knew that Frankie was
Joanne’s honey (I am being nice here we didn’t get along well many times) so
they talked it out and Anna passed on old Frankie. But, see, Joanne got wind of
Frankie’s no ball and chain Joanne teen dance club scheme and she and Anna
patched this deal up to keep Frankie out of harm’s way. Women!
Those Oldies But Goodies…Out In The
Be-Bop ‘50s Song Night- The Teen Queens’ “Eddie My Love” (1956) - A 55th
Anniversary, Of Sorts- Billie's 1956 View
<b>Markin comment:
</b>
This space is noted for politics mainly,
and mainly the desperate political fight against various social, economic and
moral injustices and wrongs in this wicked old world, although the place where
politics and cultural expression, especially post-World War II be-bop cultural
expression, has drawn some of my interest over the past several years. The most
telling example of that interest is in the field of popular music, centrally
the blues, city and country, good woman on your mind, hardworking, hard
drinking blues and folk music, mainly urban, mainly protest to high heaven against
the world’s injustices smite the dragon down, folk music. Of late though the
old time 1950s kid, primordial, big bang, jail-break rock and roll music that
set us off from earlier generations has drawn my attention. Mostly by reviewing
oldies CDs but here, and occasionally hereafter under this headline,
specifically songs that some future archeologists might dig up as prime
examples of how we primitives lived, and what we listened to back in the day.
<b>EDDIE MY LOVE
(Aaron Collins / Maxwell Davis / Sam
Ling)</b>
The Teen Queens - 1956
The Fontane Sisters - 1956
The Chordettes - 1956
Dee Dee Sharp - 1962
Also recorded by:
Lillian Briggs; Jo Ann Campbell; The
Sweethearts.
Eddie, my love, I love you so
How I wanted for you, you'll never know
Please, Eddie, don't make me wait to
long
Eddie, please write me one line
Tell me your love is still only mine
Please, Eddie, don't make me wait too
long
You left me last September
To return to me before long
But all I do is cry myself to sleep
Eddie, since you've been gone
Eddie, my love, I'm sinking fast
The very next day might be my last
Please, Eddie, don't make me wait too
long
You left me last September
To return to me before long
But all I do is cry myself to sleep
Eddie, since you've been gone
Eddie, my love, I'm sinking fast
The very next day might be my last
Please, Eddie, don't make me wait too
long
Please, Eddie, don't make me wait too
long
(Transcribed from the Teen Queens
recording by Mel Priddle - May 2006)
**********
Billie here, William James Bradley, if
you don’t know already. To “the projects” born but you don’t need, or at least
you don’t absolutely need to know that to get the drift of what I have to say
here. I am here to give my take on this latest song, <i>Eddie My
Love</i>, that just came out and that the girls are going weepy over, and
the guys are saying “that a boy, Eddie.” At least that’s what the wiser guys I
hang around with say when they hear the record played on the radio. Except, of
course, sappy Markin, Peter Paul Markin if you don’t know, my best friend at
Adamsville Elementary School (or maybe best friend, he has never told me one
way or the other what it was with us from his end, but sappy as he may be at
times, he is my best friend from my end) who thinks Eddie should be righteous
and return to his forlorn girl. What is he kidding? Eddie keep moving wherever
you are, and keep moving fast. And please, please don’t go within a mile of a
post office.
Why do I hold such an opinion and what
gives me the “authority”, some authority like the pope of rock and roll, or
something to speak this way? Well, first off, unlike Markin, I take my rock and
roll, my rock and roll lyrics seriously, hell, I have written some myself. Also
I have some talent in this field and have won vocal competitions (and dance
ones too), although there have been a few more I should have won. Yah, should
have won but the fix was in, the fix was in big time, against project kids
getting a break, a chance to make something out of the jailbreak music we are
hearing. I’ll tell you about those bad breaks some time but now I am hot to
straighten everybody out, even Markin, on this one. Markin pays attention to,
too much attention to, the “social” end of the question, looking for some kind
of teenage justice in this wicked old world when there ain’t none. Get it,
Peter Paul.
Look, I can read between the lines of
this story just like anybody else, any pre-teenage or teenage anybody else.
Parents, my parents, Markin’s parents, Ozzie and Harriet, whoever, couldn’t get
it if you gave them that Rosetta Stone they discovered to help them with old
time Egyptian writing and that we read about in Mr. Barry’s class. No way. But
Billie, William James Bradley, who will not let any grass grow beneath his
feet, is wise, very wise to the scene. Hey, it’s not rocket science stuff; it’s
simply the age old summer fling thing. Eddie, handsome, money in his pocket,
super-charged car under his feet, gas in the tank, and an attitude that he is
king of the known world, the known teenage world, sees this cutie, makes his
play, they have some fun, some teenage version of adult fun for any not wise
kids, school days come and he is off to his next cutie. Yah, he said he would
write and, personally, I think that was a mistake. A quick “I'll be in touch,”
and kiss on the cheek would have been smarter.
See Eddie, love ‘em and leave ‘em Eddie,
is really a hero. What did this teen queen think was going to happen when Eddie
blew into town? Love, marriage and here comes the teen queen with a baby
carriage. Please. Eddie, Eddie your love ain’t got no time for that. And that
old threatening to do herself in or whatever she means by “my next day might be
my last,” is the oldest trick in the book, the oldest snare a guy trick that
is. Yah, maybe someday when things are better, and guys don’t have that itch,
that itch to move on, and maybe can settle down in one place and have plenty of
dough, plenty of ambition, and the old wicked world starts taking care of its
own better. Whoa… wait a minute, I’m starting to sound like Markin. Jesus, no.
Eddie just keep moving, okay. Billie’s pulling for you.
Click on the headline to link to a YouTube film clip of The Angels performing Cry Baby Cry.
CD Review
The Rock ‘N’ Roll Era: The ‘60s: Teen Time, Time-Life Music, 1991
Every “teenage nation” generation since they started to place teenage-hood as a distinct phase of life between childhood and young adulthood over a century ago has developed it own tribal rituals and institutions. Today’s teens seem to have cornered food courts at the mall, video arcades and the ubiquitous Internet screen connections through various look-at techno-gadgets although, frankly, I am not fully current on all their mores, customs and tribal language.
What I am familiar with, very familiar with, is the teen institutions of my generation, the generation of ’68, that came of teen age in the early 1960s. Our places of rendezvous were the corners in front of mom and pop variety stores in the days before franchise 7/11 came to dominate the quick stop one item shopping market; the every present pizza parlor with its jump jukebox where we deposited more than a few nickels, dimes and quarters; for some of the dweebs (or if you wanted to get away with a “cheap” date, but only as a last resort ) the bowling alley; the open air drive-in restaurants complete with car hops for more “expensive” dates; and, for serious business, meaning serious girl and boy watching, the soda fountain. And not, in my case, just any soda fountain but the soda fountain at the local individually-owned drug store that used the fountain to draw people (read, kids: what would we need prescription drugs for, those were for old people, we were invincible) into the store.
That last scene is what will drive this review, and for a simple reason. The cover of this CD (which is part of a huge Rock ‘n’ Roll Era set of CDs from this period) under review, The 60s; Teen Time, has an illustration of just such a classic soda fountain, complete with three whimsical teen-age frills (read girls, if you are not from my old working class neighborhood) all sipping their straws out of one, can you believe it, one paper cup while a faux Fabian-type looks on. Ah, be still my heart.
Needless to say this scene, complete with its own jukebox setup (although not every drug store had them, ours didn’t), the booths with the vinyl-covered seats and Formica top tables (with paper place settings, condiments, etc., right), the soda fountain granite (maybe faux granite) counter, complete with swivel around stools that gave the odd boy or two (read: me and my boys) a better vantage point to watch the traffic come in the store (read: girls). Said counter also complete with glassed-encased pie (or donut) cases; the various utensils for making frappes (that a New England thing, look it up), milkshakes, and cherry-flavored Cokes; a small grille for hamburgers, hot dogs and fries (or the odd boy grilled cheese sandwich with bacon); and, well a soda jerk (usually a guy) to whip up the orders. Oh, did I say girl and boy watching. Ya, I did. Still, what do you think we were all there for? The ice cream and soda? Come on. Does it really take an hour or an hour and a half to drink a Pepsi even in teen-land?
Of course, before we graduated to the “bigs” the old soda fountain was just fine. And it did no harm, no harm at all, to strike up friendships , or at least stay on the good side of the soda jerks so you get an extra scoop of ice cream or a free refill on your Coke. Whatever. See, the soda jerk was usually the guy (and like I said before it was always guys, girls would probably be too distracted by every high energy teen guy, including dweeb-types, trying to be “cool”) connected the dots and said who was who and what was what in the local teen scene. But the thing is that the soda jerk also had some cache with the girls, I guess it must have been the uniform. Wow! Personally I wouldn’t have been caught dead wit that flap cap they wore.
So one night we are dried up (read: no girls) at the pizza parlor and decided, as usual, to meander up the street to Doc’s. We had heard earlier in the day that Doc had a new jerk on and we wanted to check him out anyway. As we entered who do we see but Frankie’s sister, Lorrie, Frankie’s fourteen year old sister, talking up a storm, all dewy-eyed, over this new jerk, who must have been about eighteen. And this “cradle-robber” had his arm around, or kind of around, Lorrie. Old Frankie saw red, no double red, if not more.
See, Frankie was a guy who had more girls lined up that he could ever meet and be able to keep himself in one piece, although he has only one serious frail (read: girl again okay) that kept his interest over time (Joanne that I told you about before when I was doing a Roy "The Boy" Orbison review). So Frankie was no stranger to the old male double standard of the age, especially in regard to his sister. Not that he was really protective of her as much as he was insulted (so he told me later) by some new “jerk” trying to make moves to become king of the hill by “courting: Frankie’s sister.
And Frankie, old wiry, slender, quick-fisted Frankie was tough. Tougher than he looked. So naturally new boy “jerk” takes umbrage (nice word, right?) when Frankie starts to move “sis” away with him. Well the long and short of it was that Frankie and “jerk” started to beef a little but it is all over quickly and here is why. Frankie took an ice cream cone, a triple scoop, triple-flavored ice cream cone no less, that was sitting in a cup in front of a girl customer ( a cute girl who I wound up checking out seriously later) and bops, no be-bops, no be-bop bops one soda jerk, new or not, with it. Now if you have ever seen an eighteen year old guy, in uniform, with hat on, I don’t care if it is only a soda jerk’s uniform wearing about three kinds of ice cream on that uniform you know, you have to know that this guy’s persona non grata with the girls and “cool” guys in town forevermore.
Or so you would think. Frankie went out of town for a few days to do something on family business (not related)after this incident and one night near the edge of town as I was walking with that young girl customer whose ice cream Frankie scooped (I bought her another one, thank god I had a little cash on me, and that is why I was walking with her then, thank you) when I saw one Lorrie sitting, sitting like the Queen of Sheba, in Mr. Soda Jerk’s 1959 boss cherry red Chevy listening to Cry Baby Cry by The Angels as “mood” music on the background car radio that I could faintly hear. Just don’t tell Frankie, okay.
And that is what drove the girls in those days to the kind of music presented in this compilation. Most of it was strictly from some Teen Romance notion of what girls, girls who bought records in vast quantities to while away their giggling girlish listening hours, though would sell. This stuff was definitely not classic rock like Elvis when he was young and hungry. Or Jerry Lee, Chuck Berry or Bo Diddley. No way. What this, mainly, was now that we were high strung teens very aware of what sex was, if not always what to do about it, that previously mentioned mood music. And while one would not be caught dead dancing to this stuff at a dance, even a school dance, out on the beach, in the car, or wherever boys and girls went to “be alone” this was the background music.
That said the ones that, as I recall in the mist of time, that set the “mood” best were, of course (ask my ice cream girl) Cry Baby Cry by the Angels; Sugar Shack by Jimmy Gilmer and the Fireballs: Clarence Henry’s classic make-up song, You Always Hurt The One You Love; and, Trouble In Paradise by The Crests.
Art As The Highest Accumulation Of Human Culture-With George Clooney’s “The Monument Men” (2014) In Mind
DVD Review
By Film Critic Emeritus Sam Lowell
The Monument Men, starring George Clooney, Matt Damon, John Goodman, Bill Murry, Cate Blanchett, 2014
My old friend from back in the “from hunger” North Adamsville neighborhood days, the late James Jackson, was crazy for art, was crazy to see works of art in art museums large and small right up until his somewhat recent passing, a passing which left the world shorter by a lot more than a single individual passing. James (nobody ever called him Jim or Jimmy he was not that kind of guy) from very early on was fascinated by works of art probably at least from the time when in 5th grade, maybe 6th, grade we have her for two years, Miss Winot brought in photographs she had taken during summer vacation on a trip to Egypt to see the Pyramids and all of that.
One Saturday he and his brother Kenny took the bus over to Boston and spent the day at the Museum of Fine Arts looking at the extension collection of Pharaonic artifacts which several teams of Harvard University archeologists had uncovered. More importantly he went crazy for the Impressionists like Monet, the Renaissance artists like Bellini and such. (Kenny just went along because their mother would not have let James go alone at that age and James did not want to hassle with her over that and so Kenny tagged along although more than once when James would go on and on about some work of art “discovered” that day Kenny would say he “didn’t give a fuck about any of it.”
Here is the surprising part about James though. In those days he, along with the late Pete Markin, was knee-deep in every kind of scam, con, or midnight creep (you can figure out where that creep led) to make dough to survive on since he was (we were) not likely to get anything extra from hard-pressed parents. I asked him one time, a time when a Van Gogh had been sold at auction for several million dollars (yes, it was a long time ago at that price which seemed astronomical then) whether he would consider stealing a work of art to sell. Jesus did he rear up on his high horse and practically punch me for saying such a blasphemous thing. He said, and I paraphrase here, art, all of it from ancient drawing on caves to Pop Art (then emerging as the next big turn in the already saturated art world) represented the collective accumulation of human culture, something to gauge how far we have come from the slime and the caves. The next day I vividly recall he and Markin went into a department store and “clipped” a record player, two radios, a television, a set of golf clubs and a couple of other items to sell to a “fence.” Yes, James had those build-in contradictions, hey, Markin too come to think of it although his thing was literature not art.
All of this as foreplay as to my purpose for grabbing a review of this film, Monument Men, from Alden Riley who would normally draw this assignment. These “monument men,” played by George Clooney, John Goodman, Matt Damon, Bill Murry and a couple of other guys were all professional artists or architects who were assigned, as soldiers during the later stages of World War II, the momentous task of retrieving the vast array of art treasures that Hitler and his minions vandalized and stole from every source in their Occupied European domains. Stole it from hapless Jewish private collector and other such collectors and whatever public museums they could loot. This to the ever larcenous James Jackson would have been unbelievable and cause enough if he had been alive then to have volunteered to run the rails right into Berlin to retrieve those ill-gotten gains. Moreover he would have gone apoplectic if he had known that the German’s as they were losing the war, as the Russians were coming from the East and the Allies from the West, had a scorched earth policy about all the art that they could not take with them. Burned, vandalized, and committed every other travesty to who knows how many great art works of European history. Moreover the Nazis were known, in fact made a public spectacle out of, destroying in those public places all “degenerate art” meaning almost all modern art during their regime. Yes, James would have been chomping at the bit to get on the road to Germany to tell those bastards what was what.
To their credit in dicey retreat and burn times while serious military actions were going on around them the Monument Men were able to save an extraordinary amount of art through perseverance, through pluck, through help from the French Resistance and through capturing some German officers who were charged with transporting and/or destroying those works. As in all wars though they were not able to escape casualties and deaths during the mission. So this was no cakewalk, especially when from high places in Washington to field commanders in Europe there was concern that military men should not be sacrificed for works of art no matter how valuable.
James Jackson would have had a no holds bar answer to those parties- “art, all of it from ancient drawing on caves to modern masters represented the collective accumulation of human culture, something to gauge how far we have come from the slime and the caves.” I think after watching this film I finally agree with him.
“First Let’s Kill All The Lawyers”-Maybe Shakespeare Was On To Something Back In The Day-Ross MacDonald’s “The Galton Case” (1959) -A Book Review
Book Review
By Ronan Saint James
The Galton Case, written by Ross MacDonald, 1959
Lew Archer, the somewhat famous private eye out on the West Coast, was impotent. That is at least the opinion of a well-known lawyer who should know and whom I met when I was just starting out as a journalist at the East Bay Other, a place where a few other writers here did some free-lance work. Hell, it was all free-lance or free then since you never knew if you would get paid or not, paid enough at least to keep the wolves from your door. I had been sitting with that lawyer having drinks at the notorious KitKat Club in San Francisco in the days when “drag queen” culture was very much underground and I was on assignment to write about it for the Eye and he was defending the establishment and the entertainers against the city and against various violations of the health moral codes then existing. Somehow the subject of great private detectives came up, probably I brought it up since I knew that he had defended a number of famous private eyes, famous California ones anyway when they got into legal trouble.
Got Phillip Marlowe, yes that Phillip Marlowe from the Sternwood case P.I.s still talk about, still do case studies on in those matchbox cover ads touting how to be a detective in ten or so easy lessons-for hard cash and no refunds, buddy- out from under the big step off when they tried to wrap old-time gangster Eddie Mars’ murder, murder by his own bodyguards on Marlowe when he was allegedly doing a burglary of one of Eddie’s properties. Got Phil off in a million other cases too like the time he wasted some doctor, some pill-pusher who filled him ot up with junk to get him to spill where a guy named Moose Malone, no relation to Dorothy below, was to stop him from finding some femme who did not want to be found-by giant Moose anyway. From a million other cases and who I had found out at that time had been married to Dorothy Malone, the famous screenwriter who just died this year at 98 and was the last living link to the great Marlowe legacy. Got Nick Charles into a 12- Step program on the QT after a million DUIs without his wife Nora or any Frisco cops who had an interest knowing about it. Got one Samuel Spade out from under about six felonies and the loss of his license when some twist named Brigit, Mary, who knew in the end what her real name was pointed the finger at him. That was the one where that Brigit femme walked to the big house and took some gaff that she had attempted to tie to our boy Sam. So that lawyer and if you don’t know who he is by now then you just don’t lawyers who make their kale off the troubles of private detectives and giving the name would mean nothing to you knows from whence he speaks.
What would mean something, name or no name, was that lawyer’s theory about private detectives, and here he zeroed in specifically on Lew Archer and how he blew the Galton case, a few others too but the Galton case is pure fuck-up and makes his point. What that big-time lawyer said was that any P.I. who wasn’t half crazy trying to get under the silky sheets with some femme is strictly impotent, can’t get it up. Not gay, asexual, intersexual, bi-sexual or anything like that that stuff is okay, was okay for him back then since he was hanging around such people in the KitKat Club before Timmy Riley, aka Miss Judy Garland, took over and made the place a Mecca for tourists who wanted to take a quick walk on the wild side.
The funny thing as our lawyer described it was that Lew had about five opportunities to bed some dame starting when he first got on the case with Mrs. gallons of oil money Galton’s home companion, Ava, who was a knockout from the photos of her in a swimsuit when the case went to court (the case of officially adopting her lost grandson as her sole heir not the murder case of her son which some lawyer forced her to look into and which was a cold case, a frozen solid cold case when Lew put his grimy paws on the thing and screwed almost everything up before he was done and the public coppers had to come in and solve the damn thing, a rare occasion indeed). Then there was the guy who fingered Mrs. gallons of oil money son back in the 1930s whose wife, remarried, practically threw herself at him to avoid her second husband, a good man according to all parties including Lew, finding out she was married to a shiftless bum, a con artist and accessory to murder of that Galton son. Passed her by. We won’t even speak of the easy pickings he would have had, could have had if he had paid the least bit of attention to the wife, the second wife of the lawyer who hired Lew to find Mrs. Galton’s son (I won’t continue with that “gallons of oil money” gag you know who I mean now). Not only was she drugged to the gills, half naked at least half of the time in his presence at the nursing home she was placed in after she had a nervous breakdown over her role in the murder of that guy who fingered Galton’s son for the executioner’s ax back in the 1930s but she believed, when her lawyerly husband brainwashed her to perdition, she had killed that ex-lover. A piece of cake.
It doesn’t end there, and maybe I will miss a few other opportunities today when I think about the long ago case but I will give you enough examples that my lawyer friend gave me to condemn Lew to strictly third-rate private detective-dom. There was the grandson’s college time, Ann Arbor, University of Michigan girlfriend who had enough dough to sink a ship, was ready to give the kid cars, and whatever else he wanted. The kid walked way, went to greener pastures. When Lew interviewed the twist, trying to find out what she knew about the kid’s whereabouts, what made him tick, and why he was the pawn in some nefarious scheme to dupe Mrs. Galton into believing that he was really her grandson, she was as ready to have a soft shoulder to cry on as anybody in the world. Lew walked. Wouldn’t give her the time of day, made some excuse up about his time of the month, male version. (My lawyer checking into her fate just because he was interested, maybe grab her on the rebound told me she already had a new boyfriend about five days after Lew talked to her although he still was able to get a date with her since she and the new lover were not “exclusive,” whatever that meant.
Now I think that the next women Lew passed on maybe he wasn’t wrong to not take a run at although my lawyer was infuriated that I would say such a stupid journalist kind of thing. This was a dame, an older dame but not that old who frankly didn’t keep up her appearances as they used to say in the days before body-shaming became taboo, vert taboo whether for good or evil. She would have been easy pickings too, maybe a one-night stand but here is what she was about. She had actually been married to Mrs. Galton’s son, has seen him killed out on the coast south of Frisco where they were staying, had had an affair or two with the finger man and her husband’s murderer before under threat of murder to her son, that Galton heir grandson she had married the guy and fled to Canada with him. Stayed with him trying to protect her son she said-likely story. No go for Lew though.
Here is the one I don’t figure, the one he should have taken a run at with all hands. Once Mrs. Galton found out that her son had been murdered but that she had a grandson who had been missing for years and who turned up during Lew’s tenure as her private investigator that case was over. Still there were plenty of people who for their own reasons believed the kid, John was the name he used but as usual any name will do since they are all aliases, was an impostor, was in it for the big payoff when Granny croaked. One was Mrs. Galton’s doctor who had a young daughter whose was at just that age when she was as flirtatious to older guys as young guys. The doctor wasn’t happy when he found out that said daughter was having an affair with John after Lew basically frosted up on her. Jesus how many chances can a guy have and flub everyone.
My lawyer friend also had a theory about the cause of Lew’s impotency which led to his royally screwing up the case so badly. It is tough being third or fourth fiddle in the private detective game (and that was only in California we won’t even discuss the whole country). Lew tried I think, maybe to be a lady’s man but it didn’t work, so he tried a different route, the no sex with clients or persons of interest. It didn’t work but that is that. It now makes perfect sense that he didn’t believe John was the real deal, that the lawyer who hired him played him like a yo-yo. That everybody lied through their teeth to him and he bought it, or at least followed more false flag leads than you could shake a stick at. The funny thing was that all the loose ends got collected up without him. The Galton son murderer hung himself rather than going back to jail. The finger-man’s ex-wife got redemption from her second husband. John got his girl and his mother’s forgiveness. Mrs. Galton got her real heir, despite the murderous machinations of her scoundrel lawyer and his bedazzled wife got a clear conscience. Lew, well, Lew got egg on his face, lots of egg and a lonely roll-away bed in his low rent rooming house.
Click on title to link to YouTube's film clip of Pete Seeger's now famous 1960s (black and white, that's the give-away)"Rainbow Quest" for the performer in this entry's headline.
Markin comment:
This series, featuring Pete Seeger and virtually most of the key performers in the 1960s folk scene is a worthy entry into the folk archival traditions for future revivalists to seek out. There were thirty plus episodes (some contained more than one performer of note, as well as Pete solo performances). I have placed the YouTube film clips here one spot over four days, November 10-13, 2009 for the reader's convenience.
“Put Out The Fire In Your Head”- With Patti Griffin’s Not Alone In Mind
By Bradley Fox, Junior
[Sometimes this generational divide between parent and child that occurs naturally once the younger generation comes of age and begins to make its own way, make its own mistakes, and have its own problems grappling with day to day life in a hectic, dangerous world can only be deciphered by someone from that generation. That is the case here with the story of Sam Lowell’s youngest son, Justin. Sam told me his side of the story, really his take on Justin’s story since Sam had had little directly to do with what got Justin into his difficulties. I tried to write it up as a cautionary tale of sorts to help inform Sam’s, my generation, the generation that the late Peter Paul Markin, forever known as the Scribe as our mutual friend who passed on under mysterious circumstances down in Mexico after the 1960s had ebbed and we had lost the cultural battles, called the Generation of ’68 about what was troubling our children. I failed in that effort.
I told my son, Bradley, Junior (with Sam’s permission), who knew Justin when they were younger, the details to see if he could write something that would make sense to Sam and me about what makes their generation tick. As for the grandkids, forget it between the Internet and its subset social media and the trials and tribulations they confront in an extremely dangerous world going forward it would take, as young Bradley told me, the minds of Freud, Einstein, and Rapper Rocco combined to even know what subliminal language they were speaking. Here’s my Bradley’s take on the whole mess [BF, Senior]:
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Justin Lowell had been a late love child of Sam and his third wife since divorced, Rebecca, and as such, with eight years between him and the next youngest child, Brenda, and hence eight years of being the only child at home after she left for college, was pampered by Rebecca her, cocooned Sam said. And frankly had been by Sam as well although the number one thing all of his children from his three failed marriages said of him was that he was a good and generous father but he that was a distant figure always off doing some lawyerly business and not around enough to get rid of that foggy picture of him. But enough of Sam Lowell’s failings since this is about how Justin navigated the world not Sam.
Of course Justin had all the advantages that accrued to a financially successful small town lawyer’s son from living in a nice large house with his own room (and later own rooms since he took over Brenda’s as well), a good if not great college education (good since Justin was not a particularly studious type like myself and was unlike sister Brenda who gained entrance to Harvard with no problem), and all the diversions that leafy suburban life in Riverdale could bring. All through high school at Riverdale High we were very close buddies so I knew a lot about his make-up, knew too that he resented his mother’s overweening attentions (and as already mentioned Sam’ distance which Justin called indifference unlike my father who went out of his way to be attentive and was a reason why we would spent much more time at my house than his). Many nights out with hot dates we would go wherever we went together, tried out and failed to make the championship Riverdale High School football team, things like that. Mostly though we talked serious stuff about dreams and what we would do when we flew the coop, when we had what Sam and my father always called when they got together and regaled us with their stories the “great jail-break.”
Naturally after high school, members in good standing of the Riverdale High Class of 1992, when Justin went to State U and I went to NYU since I was desperate to live in New York City and breath the air there as part of my becoming a commercial artist we drew apart. Maybe we would call, see each other at Vinny’s Pizza in town and cut up old touches. That was mainly freshman year when everything was new and we were “free.” Then Justin kind of fell off my map as I got involved in some school projects and Justin from what he told me one time at Vinny’s got involved in the furious social life that dominates lots of school out in the boondocks and where kids are away from home for the first time. That was when Justin, who had hated even the idea of liquor when we were in high school and wouldn’t speak me for a while after l got Kathy Callahan drunk (and horny you can figure the rest out yourselves) on a double date, started doing drugs.
Started first I had heard on easy stuff marijuana to be sociable (Justin, me too, as much as we got along with girls were both kind of shy and inward at times which is probably why we gravitated toward each other beyond our fathers knowing each other since their youth) and bennies to stay up and study for those finals at the last moment. Later senior year I heard from Jack Jamison who had gone to high school with us and was also at State U Justin had graduated to cocaine, serious cocaine, serious enough to have to begin to do some small time dealing to keep up. He did graduate but it was a close thing, very close.
After college Justin moved to Boston to take a job in a bank, work his way up in the banking industry to make lots of money. In any case in Boston is where he met Melissa, Melissa I won’t give her last name because now she is a big deal in the college administration of an Ivy League college. He met Melissa at the Wild Rose nightclub, the one just outside of Kenmore Square. Met her and quickly came under her spell (a lot of guys had, did, would do that before she was through). Melissa, not a beauty but fetching was one of those women who loved kicks, loved the attention her desire for kicks brought. Her kick at that time was heroin which some previous lover had turned her on to. She, something of a manic-depressive as it turned out, said grass, coke, pills didn’t do it for her, didn’t put out the fire in her head, the feeling that she could never get close to anybody. (Later it also turned out that she had been sexually abused by her drunken father and had had plenty of reason to want to put the fire out in her head.) She turned a very willing Justin to smack (it goes by several names, H, snow, the lid, sweet baby, and the like we will just call it smack). See he had been having trouble adjusting to having to actually work his ass off to get ahead in the banking industry and he too needed something to put out the fire in his head.
Melissa, as far as anybody ever knew, never got seriously addicted to the smack, maybe cut it enough to keep from going to junkie heaven. Justin of course got himself a jones, a big sleep on his shoulders. He before too long got fired from his job, went on the bum, started muling down to sunny Mexico for the hard boys to maintain his habit, went back on the bum and finally got picked up by the cops on Commonwealth Avenue trying to break and enter some Mayfair swell condo. All he would tell them beside his name was that he “had to put the fire out in his head,” needed to get well or he was going to jump into the Charles River. At that point, Sam, who was clueless about his son’s drug problems as most parents are until some tripwire turns the lights on had to come into the action, had to defend his youngest son on a damn B&E charge. Got him into a “detox” program too. Did what he could without recrimination, or just a little other than bewilderment that his son would succumb to drugs.
Well I wish that I could say that Justin turned it around after that first “detox,” effort but that was not the case. He went through programs for five years before he sobered up for good, or what Sam and Rebecca thought was for good. One night I was home to see my father and to attend our twentieth anniversary class reunion when I ran into Justin on the street who said he would rather not go to the reunion since he would have to explain too many things about his life. He suggested we go into Vinny’s a few blocks up the street and have a couple of slices of pizza and a soda for old times’ sake. We did so and while we were munching away Justin explained as best he could what had happened to him. He reminded me of that night senior year when we were sitting down by the river and he had told me how much he hated his father, hated Sam, since he was such a pious bastard, was almost non-existent in his life, yet tried to be cool about his own bogus jailbreak youth like they had changed the world, like his youthful coolness made everything alright. I had forgotten about that night, had had my own small (compared to him) troubles adjusting to my own father’s whims. Then Justin said he had spent all that time since that night trying to put out the fire in his head.
Here comes the sad part, about a year later Justin met a woman, Selina, in Portsmouth, New Hampshire where he went to live to get a fresh start. They fell in love, planned to be married, and had made all the arrangements, the church, reception and all. The night before the wedding when he was out with some guys celebrating he went off the bus. Somehow he had made a connection, and before the night was over he was sitting in Prescott Park by himself as the cops came by responding to a neighbor’s disturbance call yelling “I‘ve got to put the fire in my head out, I’ve got to put the fire in my head out.”