***The Roots Is The Toots-The Music That Got The Generation
Of ’68 Through The 1950s Red Scare Cold War Night-One Night With You
OR
From The Pen Of Frank Jackman
Sam Lowell thought it
was funny how things worked out in such contrary fashion in this wicked old
world, not his expression that “wicked old world” for he preferred of late the
more elastic and ironic “sad old world” but that of his old time North
Adamsville corner boy Peter Markin who will be more fully introduced in a
moment (Markin aka Peter Paul Markin although nobody ever called him that
except his mother, as one would expect although he hated to be teased by every
kid from elementary school on including girls, girls who liked him too as a
result, and his first ill-advised wife, a scion of the Mayfair swells who
tried, unsuccessfully, to impress her leafy suburban parents with the familiar
waspy triple names).
Neither of those expressions referred
to date back to their youth since neither Sam nor Peter back then, back in
their 1960s youth, would have used such old-fashioned religious-drenched
expressions to express their take on the world since as with all youth, or at
least youth who expected to “turn the world upside down” (an expression that
they both did use in very different contexts) they would have withheld such
judgments or were too busy doing that “turning” business they had no time for
adjectives to express their worldly concerns. No that expression, that
understanding about the wickedness of the world had been picked up by Sam from Peter
when they had reconnected a number of years before after they had not seen each
other for decades to express the uphill battles of those who had expected
humankind to exhibit the better angels of their nature on a more regular basis.
Some might call this nostalgic glancing back, especially by Peter since he had
more at stake in a favorable result, on a world that did not turn upside down
or did so in a way very different from those hazy days.
The funny part (or ironic if you
prefer) was that back then Sam had been in his youth the least political, the
least culturally-oriented, the least musically-oriented of those corner boys
like Markin, Jack Dawson, Jimmy Jenkins and “max daddy” leader Fritz Fallon
(that “max daddy” another expression coined by Peter so although he has not
even been properly introduced we know plenty about his place in the corner boy
life, his place as “flak,” for Fritz’s operation although Fritz always called
him “the Scribe” when he wanted something written and needed to play on Peter’s
vanity) who kept the coins flowing into the jukebox at Phil’s House of Pizza.
That shop had been located down a couple of blocks from the choppy ocean waters
of Adamsville Beach (and still is although under totally different management
from the arch-Italian Rizzo family that ran the place for several generations
before they sold it to some immigrant Albanians named Hoxha).
That pizza parlor made it among other
things a natural hang-out place for wayward but harmless poor teenage corner
boys. (The serious “townie” professional corner boys, the rumblers, tumblers,
drifters, grifters and midnight sifters hung around Harry’s Variety with leader
Red Riley over on Sagamore far from beaches, daytime beaches although rumors
had been heard of more than one nighttime orgy with “nice” girls looking for
kicks with rough boys down among the briny rocks, Fritz and the boys would not
have gone within three blocks of that place. Maybe more from fear, legitimate
fear as Fritz’s older brother, Timmy, a serious tough guy himself, could
testify the one time he tried to wait outside Harry’s for some reason and got
chain-whipped by Red for his indiscretion.) Moreover this spot provided a
beautiful vantage point for scanning the horizon for those wayward girls who
also kept their coins flowing into Phil’s jukebox (or a stray “nice” girl after
Red and his corner boys threw her over).
Sam had recently thought about that
funny story that Markin had told the crowd once on a hot night when nobody had
any money and were just holding up the wall at Phil’s about Johnny Callahan,
the flashy and unstoppable halfback from the high school team (and a guy even
Red respected having made plenty of money off of sports who bet with him on
Johnny’s prowess any given Saturday although Johnny once confessed that he,
rightly, avoided Harry’s after what had happened to Timmy). See Johnny was
pretty poor in those days even by the median working poor standard of the old
neighborhoods (although now, courtesy of his incessant radio and television advertising
which continues to make everyone within fifty miles of North Adamsville who
knew Johnny back in the day aware of his new profession, he is a prosperous
Toyota car dealer down across from the mall in Hull about twenty miles from
North Adamsville, the town where their mutual friend Josh Breslin soon to be
introduced came from).
Johnny, a real music maniac who would
do his football weight-lifting exercises to Jerry Lee’s Great Balls of Fire, Gene Vincent’s Be-Bop-A-Lula and stuff like that to get him hyped up, had this
routine in order to get to hear songs that he was dying to hear, stuff he would
hear late at night coming from a rock station out of Detroit and which would
show up a few weeks later on Phil’s jukebox just waiting for Johnny and the kids
to fill the coffers, with the girls who had some dough, enough dough anyway to
put coins into that jukebox.
Johnny would go up all flirty to some
young thing (a Fritz expression coped from Jerry Lee and not an invention of
Markin as Peter would later claim to some “young thing” that he was trying to
“score”) or depending on whatever intelligence he had on the girl, maybe she
had just had a fight with her boyfriend or had broken up with him so Johnny
would be all sympathy, maybe she was just down in the dumps for no articulable
reason like every teen goes through every chance they get, whatever it took.
Johnny, by the way, would have gotten that intelligence via Peter who whatever
else anybody had to say about him, good or bad, was wired into, no, made himself
consciously privy to, all kinds of boy-girl information almost like he had a
hook into that Monday morning before school girls’ locker room talkfest
(everybody already knew that he was hooked into the boys’ Monday morning
version and had started more rumors and other unsavory deeds than any ten other
guys).
Now here is what Johnny “knew” about
almost every girl if they had the quarter which allowed them to play three
selections. He would let them pick that first one on their own, maybe something
to express interest in his flirtation, maybe her name, say Donna, was also
being used as the title of a latest hit, or if broken up some boy sorrow thing.
Brenda Lee’s I Want To Be Wanted,
stuff like that. The second one he would “suggest” something everybody wanted
to listen to no matter what but which was starting to get old. Maybe an Elvis,
Roy Orbison, Chuck Berry, Jerry Lee thing still on the jukebox playlist but
getting wearisome. Then he would go in for the kill and “suggest” they play
this new platter, you know, something like Martha and the Vandelas Dancing in the Streets or Roy’s Blue Bayou both of which he had heard on
the midnight radio airwaves out of Detroit one night and were just getting play
on the jukeboxes. And bingo before you know it she was playing the thing again,
and again. Beautiful. And Johnny said that sometimes he would wind up with a
date, especially if he had just scored about three touchdowns for the school, a
date that is in the days before he and Kitty Kelly became an item. An item, although
it is not germane to the story, who still is Johnny’s girl, wife, known as Mrs.
Toyota now.
But enough of this downstream stuff Sam
thought. The hell with Johnny and his cheapjack tricks (although not to those
three beautiful touchdowns days, okay) this thing gnawing at him was about old
age angst and not the corner boy glory days at Phil’s, although it is about old
time corners boys and their current doings, some of them anyway. So yeah he had
other things he wanted to think about (and besides he had already, with a good
trade-in gotten his latest car from Mr. Toyota so enough there), to tell a
candid world about how over the past few years with the country, the world, the
universe had been going to hell in a hand-basket. In the old days, like he kept
going back to before he was not the least bit interested in anything in the big
world outside of sports, and girls, of course. And endlessly working on plans
to own his own business, a print shop, before he was twenty-five. Well, he did
get that small business, although not until thirty and had prospered when he
made connections to do printing for several big high-tech companies, notably
IBM when they began outsourcing their work. He had prospered, had married
(twice, and divorced twice), had the requisite tolerated children and adored
grandchildren, and in his old age a woman companion to ease his time.
But there had been for a long time,
through those failed marriages, through that business success something gnawing
at him, something that Sam felt he had missed out on, or felt he had do
something about. Then a few years ago when it was getting time for a high
school class reunion he had Googled “North Adamsville Class of 1966” and came
upon a class website for that year, his year, that had been set up by the
reunion committee, and decided to joint to keep up with what was going on with
developments there (he would wind up not going to that reunion as he had
planned to although that too is not germane to the story here except as one
more thing that gnawed at him because in the end he could not face going home ,
believed what Thomas Wolfe said in the title of one of his novels, you can’t go
home again).
After he had registered on the site
giving a brief resume of his interests and what he had been up to these past
forty years or so years Sam looked at the class list, the entire list of
class members alive and deceased (a rose beside their name signifying their
passing) of who had joined and found the names of Peter Markin (he had to
laugh, listed as Peter Paul Markin since everybody was listed by their full
names, revenge from the grave by his poor mother, and that leafy suburban first
wife who tried to give him Mayflower
credentials, he thought) and Jimmy Jenkins among those who had done so. (Jack
Dawson had passed away a few years before, a broken man, broken after his son
who had served in Iraq and Afghanistan had committed suicide, according to
Peter, as had their corner boy leader, Fritz Fallon, homeless after going
through a couple of fortunes, his own and a third wife’s). Through the
mechanism established on the site which allowed each class member who joined to
have a private e-mail slot Sam contacted both men and the three of them started
a rather vigorous on-line chat line for several weeks going through the
alphabet of their experiences, good and bad (the time for sugar-coating was
over unlike in their youth when all three would lie like crazy, especially
about sex and with whom in order to keep their place in the pecking order, and
in order to keep up with Fritz whom lied more than the three of them combined.
Peter knew that, knew it better than anybody else but to keep his place as
“scribe” in that crazy quill pecking order went along with such silly teenage
stuff, stuff that in his other pursuits he would have laughed at but that is
what made being a teenager back then, now too, from what he saw of his
grandchildren’s trials and tribulations).
After a while, once the e-mail
questions had worked their course, all three men met in Boston at the Sunnyvale
Grille, a place where Markin had begun to hang out in after he had moved back
to Boston (read: did his daytime drinking) over by the waterfront, and spent a
few hours discussing not so much old times per
se but what was going on in the world, and how the world had changed some
much in the meantime. And since Markin, the political maniac of the tribe, was
involved in the conversations maybe do something about it at least that is what
Sam had hoped since he knew that is where he thought he needed to head in order
to cut into that gnawing feeling. Sam was elated, and unlike in his youth he
did not shut his ears down, when those two guys would talk politics, about the
arts or about music. He had not listened back then since he was so strictly
into girls and sports, not always in that order (which caused many problems
later including one of the grounds for one of his divorces, not the sports but
the girls).
This is probably the place for Sam to
introduce Peter Markin although he had already given an earful (and what goes
for Peter goes to a lesser extent for Jimmy who tended to follow in Pete’s wake
on the issues back then, and still does). Peter as Sam already noted provided
that noteworthy, national security agency-worthy service, that “intelligence” he
provided all the guys (and not just his corner boys, although they had first
dibs) about girls, who was “taken,” a very important factor if some frail (a
Fritz term from watching too many 1940s gangster and detective movies and
reading Dashiell Hammett too closely, especially The Maltese Falcon),was involved with some bruiser football player,
some college joe who belonged to a fraternity and the brothers were sworn to
avenge any brother’s indignities, or worse, worse of all, if she was involved
with some outlaw biker who hung out in Adamsville and who if he hadn’t his
monthly quota of college boy wannabes red meat hanging out at Phil’s
would not think twice about chain-whipping you just for the fuck of it (“for
the fuck of it” a term Jimmy constantly used so it was not always Markin
or Fritz who led the verbal life around the corner), who was “unapproachable,”
probably more important than that social blunder of ‘hitting on” a taken
woman since that snub by Miss Perfect-Turned-Up-Nose would make the rounds of
that now legendary seminar, Monday morning before school girls’ locker room
(and eventually work its way though Markin to the boys’ Monday morning version
ruining whatever social standing the guy had spent since junior high trying to
perfect in order to avoid the fatal nerd-dweeb-wallflower-square name your
term). Strangely Markin made a serious mistake with Melinda Loring who blasted
her freeze deep on him and he survived to tell the tale, or at least that is
what he had the boys believe. Make of this what you will he never after that
Melinda Loring had a high school girlfriend from North Adamsville High, who,
well, liked to “do the do” as they called it back then, that last part not
always correct since everybody, girls and boys alike, were lying like crazy
about whether they were “doing the do” or not, including Markin.
But beyond, well beyond, that schoolboy
silliness Markin was made of sterner stuff (although Sam would not have
bothered to use such a positive attribute about Markin back then) was super-political,
super into art and what he called culture, you know going to poetry readings at
coffeehouses, going over Cambridge to watch foreign films with subtitles and
themes that he would try to talk about and even Jimmy would turn his head,
especially those French films by Jean Renoir, and super into music, fortunately
he was not crazy for classical music (unlike some nerds in school then who were
in the band) but serious about what is now called classic rock and roll and
then in turn, the blues, and folk music (Sam still shuttered at that hillbilly
stuff Markin tried to interest him in when he thought about it).
That was how Peter had first met Josh
Breslin, still a friend, whom he introduced to Sam at one of their meetings
over at the Sunnyvale Grille. Josh told the gathering that Markin had met him
after high school, after he had graduated from Hull High (the same town where
Johnny Callahan was burning up the Toyota sales records for New England) down
at the Surf Ballroom (Sam had his own memories of the place, some good, some
bad including one affair that almost wound up in marriage). Apparently Josh and
Peter had had their wanting habits on the same girl at one Friday night dance
when the great local cover band, the Rockin’ Ramrods held sway there, and had
been successively her boyfriend for a short period both to be dumped for some
stockbroker from New York. But their friendship remained and they had gone west
together, gone on that Jack Kerouac On
The Road for a number of years when they were trying their own
version of turning the world upside down on. Josh also dabbled (his word) in
the turning upside down politics of the time.
And that was the remarkable thing about
Peter, not so much later in cahoots with Josh because half of youth nation,
half the generation of ’68 was knee-deep in some movement, but in staid old
North Adamsville High days, days when to just be conventionally political,
wanting to run for office or something, was kind of strange. See Peter was into
the civil rights movement, nuclear disarmament, and social justice stuff that
everybody thought he was crazy to be into, everybody from Ma to Fritz (and a
few anonymous midnight phone-callers yelling n----r-lover in the Markin home
phone). He had actually gone into Boston when he was a freshman and
joined the picket-line in front of Woolworths’ protesting the fact that they
would not let black people eat in their lunchrooms down south (and maybe Markin
would say when he mentioned what he was up to they were not that happy to have
blacks in their northern lunchrooms either ), had joined a bunch of Quakers and
little old ladies in tennis sneakers (a term then in use for airhead
blue-haired lady do-gooders with nothing but time on their hands) calling on
the government to stop building atomic bombs (not popular in the red scare Cold
War we were fighting against the Russians North Adamsville, or most other
American places either), running over to the art museum to check out the
exhibits (including some funny stories about him and Jimmy busting up the place
looking at the old Pharaoh times slave building Pyramids stuff uncovered by
some Harvard guys way back), and going to coffeehouses in Harvard Square and
listening to hokey folk music that was a drag. (Sam’s take on that subject
then, and now.) So Peter was a walking contradiction, although that was
probably not as strange now as it seemed back then when every new thing was
looked at with suspicion and when kids like Peter were twisted in the wind
between being corner boys and trying to figure out what that new wind was that
was blowing though the land, when Sam and the other corner boys, except Jimmy
and sometimes Jack would try to talk him out of stuff that would only upset
everybody in town.
But here is the beauty, beauty for Sam
now that he was all ears about what Peter had to say, he had kept at it, had
kept the faith, while everybody else from their generation, or almost
everybody, who protested war, protested around the social issues, had hung
around coffeehouses and who had listened to folk music had long before given it
up. Markin had, after his Army time, spent a lot of time working with GIs
around the war issues, protested American foreign policy at the drop of a hat
and frequented off-beat coffeehouses set up in the basements of churches in
order to hear the dwindling number of folk artists around. He had gotten and
kept his “religion,” kept the faith in a sullen world. And like in the old days
a new generation (added to that older North Adamsville generation which still,
from the class website e-mail traffic had not gotten that much less hostile to
what Peter had to say about this wicked old world, you already know the genesis
of that term, right, was ready to curse him out, ready to curse the darkness
against his small voice).
One night when Peter and Sam were alone
at the Sunnyvale, maybe both had had a few too many high-shelf scotches (able
to afford such liquor unlike in the old days when they both in their respective
poverties, drank low-shelf Johnny Walker whiskey with a beer chaser when they
had the dough, if not some cheapjack wine), Peter told Sam the story of how he
had wanted to go to Alabama in high school, go to Selma, but his mother
threatened to disown him if he did, threatened to disown him not for his desire
to go but because she would not have been able to hold her head up in public if
he had, and so although it ate at him not to go, go when his girlfriend, Helen
Jackman, who lived in Gloversville, did go, he took a dive (Peter’s words).
Told a redemptive story too about his anti-war fight in the Army when he
refused to go to Vietnam and wound up in an Army stockade for a couple of years
altogether. (Sam thought that was a high price to pay for redemption but it may
have been the scotch at work.) Told a number of stories about working with
various veterans’ groups, throwing medals over Supreme Court barricades,
chainings to the White House fence, sitting down in hostile honked traffic
streets, blocking freeways complete with those same hostile honkings, a million
walks for this and that, and some plain old ordinary handing out leaflets,
working the polls and button-holing reluctant politicians to vote against the
endless war budgets (this last the hardest task, harder than all the jailings,
honkings, marches put together and seemingly the most fruitless). Told too
stories about the small coffeehouse places seeing retread folkies who had gone
on to other things and then in a fit of anguish, or hubris, decided to go back
on the trail. Told of many things that night not in feast of pride but to let
Sam know that sometimes it was easier to act than to let that gnawing win the
day. Told Sam that he too always had the gnaw, probably always would in this
wicked old world. Sam was delighted by the whole talk, even if Peter was on his
soapbox.
That night too Peter mentioned in
passing that he contributed to a number of blogs, a couple of political ones,
including an anti-war veterans’ group, a couple of old time left-wing cultural
sites and a folk music-oriented one. Sam confessed to Peter that although he
had heard the word blog he did not know what a blog was. Peter told him that
one of the virtues of the Internet was that it provided space (cyberspace, a
term Sam had heard of and knew what it meant) for the average citizen to speak
his or her mind via setting up a website or a blog. Blogs were simply a way to
put your opinions and comments out there just like newspaper Op/Ed writers or
news reporters and commentators although among professional reporters the
average blog and blog writers were seen as too filled with opinions and
sometimes rather loose with the facts. Peter said he was perfectly willing to
allow the so-called “objective” reporters to state the facts but he would be
damned if the blog system was not a great way to get together with others
interested in your areas of interest, yeah, stuff that interested you and that
other like-minded spirits might respond to. Yeah that was worth the effort.
The actual process of blog creation (as
opposed to the more complex website-creation which still takes a fair amount of
expertise to create) had been made fairly simple over time, just follow a few
simple prompts and you are in business. Also over time what was possible to do
has been updated for ease, for example linking other platforms to your site and
be able to present multi-media works lashing up say your blog with YouTube or
downloading photographs to add something to your presentation. Peter one
afternoon after Sam had asked about his blog links showed him the most political
one that he belonged to, one he had recently begun to share space with Josh
Breslin, Frank Jackman and a couple of other guys that he had known since the
1960s and who were familiar with the various social, political and cultural
trends that floated out from that period.
Sam was amazed at the various topics
that those guys tackled, stuff that he vaguely remembered hearing about but
which kind of passed him by as he delved into the struggle to build his
printing shop. He told Peter that he got dizzy looking at the various titles
from reviews of old time black and white movies that he remembered watching at
the old Strand second run theater uptown, poetry from the “beat” generation,
various political pieces on current stuff like the Middle East, the fight
against war, political prisoners most of whom he had never heard of except the
ones who had been Black Panther or guys like that, all kinds of reviews of rock
and roll complete with the songs via YouTube, too many reviews of folk music
that he never really cared for, books that he knew Peter read like crazy but
could not remember the titles. The guys really had put a lot of stuff together,
even stuff from other sites and announcements for every conceivable left-wing
oriented event. He decided that he would become a Follower which was nothing sinister like some cult but just that
you would receive notice when something was put on the blog.
Peter also encouraged him to write some
pieces about what interested him, maybe start out about the old days in North
Adamsville since all the guys mined that vein for sketches (that is what Peter
liked to call most of the material on site since they were usually too short to
be considered short stories but too long to be human interest snapshots. Sam
said he would think about the matter, think about it seriously once he read the
caption below:
“This space is noted for politics
mainly, and mainly the desperate political fight against various social,
economic and moral injustices and wrongs in this wicked old world, although the
place where politics and cultural expression, especially post-World War II
be-bop cultural expression, has drawn some of our interest over the past
several years. The most telling example of that interest is in the field of
popular music, centrally the blues, city and country, good woman on your mind,
hardworking, hard drinking blues and folk music, mainly urban, mainly protest
to high heaven against the world’s injustices smite the dragon down, folk
music. Of late though the old time 1950s kid, primordial, big bang, jail-break
rock and roll music that set us off from earlier generations has drawn our
attention. Mostly by reviewing oldies CDs but here, and occasionally hereafter
under this headline, specifically songs that some future archaeologists might
dig up as prime examples of how we primitives lived ,and what we listened to
back in the day.”
Sam could relate to that, had something
to say about some of those songs. Josh Breslin laughed when he heard that Sam
was interested in doing old time rock and roll sketches. He then added, “If we
can only get him to move off his butt and come out and do some street politics
with us we would be getting somewhere.” Peter just replied, “one step at a
time.” Yeah, that’s the ticket.
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