In Honor Of
Jack Kerouac’s Birthday-It Must Have Been Something In The Water- Old Textile
Mill Town Along The Merrimack Lowell-The Strange Combination of James Abbott
McNeil Whistler, Bette Davis And Jack Kerouac
By Bart
Webber
This is
what Laura Perkins learned as she did what she calls research in her on-going
self-selected art works series called Traipsing
Through The Arts while she was researching various 19th century artists
for precedent for her general theory that sex and erotica in all its forms is
what drove all serious 20th century art. (21st century
art is an open question but check her series for that since that is beyond what
I want to discuss.) One James Abbott McNeil Whistler, the butterfly-drenched guy
who embarrassed his mother by fobbing her off as a study in black and white, or
gray or whatever color he was able to purchase on credit in London when he
short of cash and had tapped out with his friends who he in any case never paid
back. As it turned out Whistler at least, if not his as all mothers are sainted
mother whatever color he painted her, who Laura was not able to find out her
place of birth in time for the publication of this piece was born in Lowell,
Massachusetts along the path of the Merrimack River at a time when the Lowell
boys were starting to crank out their red brick mills and con red-cheeked farm
girls into sweated labor for little wages.
Now Laura
has been pounding on Whistler’s reputation as a philandering and no-account
deadbeat who when short of cash would hustle his mistress of the moment (what
in those quaint days they called whatever his favorite at the time “living without benefit of clergy”) either
out onto the cold and foggy London streets or when times permitted some leeway would
procure (read: pimp) that mistress by way of one of his painting to some
Mayfair swell and he, they were able to paint, break bread for a few more days.
His most notorious example was his bold and brash “advertisement” called The
White Girl” (latter when he had run her into the T.B. ground and abandoned her
for the next best thing he would name it a study in white or symphony in white
or some such bull but I have insisted on the original title). See he put the poor
girl all in high collar long dress white like some innocence virgin which would
spark the interest of some lustful Mayfair youth. Such a youth or whoever was
willing to pay the freight would know she was available after Whistler placed
the work at his dealer’s gallery by a very usual coded method-the wolf’s head
and fur that she was standing on. After serious research by her “ghost” adviser
(Sam Lowell who works here as well mainly doing film reviews) in ancient procuring
traditions it was found out that the wolf’s head and as importantly the fur
signified she was “available,” a tradition started in the time of the Whore of
Babylon.
There was
plenty of other negative energy around the name of the nefarious Whistler
including full scaled orgies and the like but mainly it was about his silly
notion that he was doing everything according to the principle of “art for
art’s sake.” Everybody at the water cooler laughed at that lame excuse for a
theory, art aficionado or not, knowing that was a total fraud. Knowing that was
the last refuse of the scoundrel, the fallback position for any number of
artistic swindles and theories making Laura’s sex theory seem very respectable
and germane.
In a way
the less said about Whistler and his Lowell connection the better since he,
wisely, early in life fled the town (after some scandal with one of the Lowell
mill owner’s daughters) and headed for fresh start England where he proceeded
to foul the air there as well. Needless to say, nobody unlike with Kerouac is
hyping his relationship to the city with parks and yearly festivals. Still
there is that artistic, creative root that I want to deal with to connect him
in the long chain with actress Bette Davis and writer Jack Kerouac the other two
Lowell born personalities in the triad. (Sally Hansen, the poet, also Lowell
born while worthy of some monogram did not fit in easily with the trio I have
projected and will get a separate piece later.)
I was
driven by two factors in putting this piece together. Si Lannon’s 2017 piece in American Film Gazette and republished in American Left History when he went that publication to sit on the
newly created Editorial Board in discussing Bette Davis, Jack Kerouac and the
symbolic Lowell connection and this year’s on-going pieces by Seth Garth
commemorating the 50th anniversary of the too young death of Jack
Kerouac. Along the way the Whistler factor kind of dove-tailed to show that the
town produced more than sweated textiles to the world at one time (although by
Jack’s growing up time the signs were clear that the mills were “running south”
for cheaper labor and eventually off-shore).
A little more is in
order about Si Lannon, a writer well known to me for his articles on his and
others experiences in the devil’s war, the Vietnam War, that carved a nation in
two, maybe more and from which at least culturally it has never recovered
mentioned to me one day when he was getting ready to review an old time black
and white movie Of Human Bondage for the American Film
Gazette for which he still writes occasionally that the female star
Bette Davis had been born in Lowell, Massachusetts. Something that he did not
know although before moving to North Adamsville about thirty miles south of
Boston his early years were spent a few towns over in leafy suburban Westford. Si
has been a longtime admirer of another Lowell native Jack Kerouac who torched a
placid post-World War II world with his On The Road some sixty
years ago (and which we have as Seth Garth mentioned “seemingly endlessly” and
he may be right commemorated in this space recently on the sixtieth anniversary
of its publication). That got Si thinking that there must be some connection
that he could draw between two such iconic celebrities from an old dying
mill-town (dying even back then as the mills headed cheap textile labor south
and then cheaper foreign shorts worldwide-in their respective birth times 1908
and 1922) that had seen better days beside the inevitable “there must be something
in the water”
theory.
Taking a tip from Si I
have taken my own view on what beside the “water” drove these talents writing
in the free-flowing irreverent and shoot from the hip manner of Jack Kerouac
who influenced many writers who came of age in the 1960s despite the fact that
he “disowned” our hippie lifestyles which drove our narratives.
A river runs through it. The great rushing splurge from the New
Hampshire mountains, at least that is what I have been told is source ground
zero of the broken- down millwheel towns to the seas and unto the great cold
wash Atlantic and there to homeland Europe left behind from desolation days
Merrimack (homeland before Lowell migration and Quebec flee failing farms up
north looking for factory river work and before them first rosy-cheeked farm
girls bringing a little, very little extra cash for bad time harvest insurance
and then sullen Irish immigrants from hungry famine ships before the figured
out and controlled town politics in the ward-heeler tradition). Merrimack some
potent Indian signifier (excuse me Indian when Indian was the name spoken and
not the correct Native American or even better indigenous peoples who
can stake serious and legitimate claim to sacred ground now
ill-trodden over by umpteen colonial generations from frosty mill owners and
those rosy-cheeked farm girls and sullen Irishmen as well and no reparations in
sight) long before the devils came in their blasted wooden hull ships from
across that briny North Atlantic no high note in sight unlike the great big
blow out in Frisco town when a skinny black kid blew that one to perdition. (That
kid once one checked the genealogy in need of his own reparations from West
Coast Africa slave Middle Passage days but he sure could blow that skinny boy
sexy sax like some second coming of Johnny Hodges in his Billie Holiday prime
and when he saved Duke’s ass more than one time in that corner called a
bandstand, a stage with smoked filled room and small café tables filled with
changing drinks and undertone sex in the air directly attributable to that
phallic sax and player.)
Great rushing river dividing the town between the remember “fake
natives,” fake natives the right term having just explained true Natives and a
miniature “class” in colonial grab culture, and the on-coming foreigners come
to pick up the slack in the bottomless spinning wheel pits (the noise drowning
out sing-song voices and whiskey hoarse alike and maybe that is where the sober
siren sought his Jack strange mystifying voice and he his throbbing pace that
in the end wound up like whiskey breath but that mere speculation since cocaine
sister junkie fits or opium bong pipe back room sleeping bag dreams in shady
off-beat rooming houses filled with rum-dums and grifters could have played the
scene out).
River, two forked river
making everybody think without reflection about Hemingway’s two-fisted big
hearted river divine forgetting he drew from sparse languages and Jack, come to
think of it Bette too, drew from endless chatter and write-downs, come flowing
from the great ices of New Hampshire hills laying down sediments (and
sentiments, cute and quaint but don’t get too much of either in the post-World
War II period when everything came asunder) along a path unto the great turn
and ageless rock formation by Pawtucketville Bridge-dividing that town even
further (or is it farther) pushing out Highland visions of august majesty not
looking at the small stucco-roofed houses the dream of every farm Quebec
traveler south to tell the tale of making it in golden streets America.
Ready for a switch up
now to tell the female river rush side of the story. Then a poor besotted girl
emerges, emerges out of the dust hitting the high trail west landing forlorn
and mystified in some fallen angel diner and a gas station town near the
Petrified Forest in the Arizona (trees so ancient, think about it, that they
have turned to stone some kind of metaphor there-something about staying in one
place too long), breaking out from Great Depression hungers side saddle on the
golden trains west keeping out of the wrath of the railroad bulls ready to jack
club you for your now smelly existence like they were not made of the same
clay. Off, way off of, Route 66 heavy-travelled by wandering hobos with not a
dime their pockets but some wicked Villon poetry to whip by the pretty girls,
even the ones protectively hiding it with jeans, then called no chic dungarees,
flannel no shape shirts, work boots and sailor’s cap from some minute on the
road love for a square meal. Off way off of Route 66 to be well-travelled in
the next generation by hungry guys tired of lunch pail diners off Merrimack
Street running hard by the same-named river and dirty grease-spun Esso gas
stations at home drift to the cities but need to catch some dust and grit
although what they thought of benighted stone trees who knows in between
those expansive cities. Strangely that next generation embodied by that
Frenchie guy who shared main billing when guys wrote about break outs of broken-down
mill towns. But back in sandy wind-driven deserts filled with souvenir rocks
(2for $3 the last anybody heard). There some Papa generation before her came
out looking for El Dorado or gold something different and landed in two- bit
desert stretches and kind of got stuck, got good and stuck there. (Not
everybody made it as the skeletons along the way of cattle, horse, and human
set among the bramble and down some aching arroyo tell every daredevil
passer-by and every sensational dime store penny a word novelist in the days
when that “contract” ruled writers on “spec” too just like hobo intellectual
and enraptured million word Jacks notebook in his own wear-worthy flannel
shirt.)
And there abandoned by a
big city dream mother, I’ll say Gay Paree big city just as World War I boomed
it last illicit guns and she despite her Villon ways and Verlaine dreams of
some Rimbaud needed to get out of town before the gendarmes got their hooks
into her for their ten per cent graft, and an ill-defined no account wimp
father she came of age dreaming the dreams, funny city girl dreams of faraway
places away from the dust and those fucking stoned trees when the wind howls
through the age-worn crevices (making one think of other social howls and
wolves and Molochs and white-dressed nurses in mental wards for the cure as if
some fucking mental hospital would cure what ailed some love-stuck felon and of
cool jazz man hipsters grooving on Charlie riffs and be-bop coming of age in
some dark night smoke-filled cafes then try it now brother and you will be
tarred and feathers even famous Jack tarred for smoking on ill-light television
sets and backroom dinosaur hustles and
Times Square con artists under the tough as nails Gregory now Saint Gregory but
then just a shooting star wordy guy with a jack-roll for salvation which seemed
to work since he got a heaven -sent honorific out of the deal hustling the rubes).
Her father the king of the species all dressed up and cowardly when it came right
down to it. Dreaming book dreams, small printed page books sent from far away
by those who could not take the dust, the heat, those howls and once again
those fucking night-blinding stone trees which tourists would pay a pretty
penny for a chip, a sliver. Jesus. Dreamed fourteenth century or was fifteenth
dreams of mad man con man rabble Villon out of some Balzac French novel but
real enough speaking about how he could not stay with civil people but sought
solace among the petty thieves, the cutthroats, the man murderers (little did
she know who would come through door to marvel at her bug-eyes and blinkers
making sorry Villon nothing but a second-rate Time Square hustler, hey,
pacifist even) , the flotsam and jetsam among the people who lived outside the
moat, who did not dream but planned and honest folk beware and watch out.
“Hey there stranger” she
spoke quickly to that stranger with the strange pale voice and the paler skin
despite walking the sun-drenched walk of the tramp no better than Villon’s men
outside the moat and who looked like he had not had three squares in many a
moon so that is what she thought when he first came in, came in and recognized
in that small book, that funny thought poem by mad monk gone astray Villon and
thus was kindred against the Papa silliness and some gas station jockey who
tried to make love to her before her time. He was vague, road-wise vague at
first but loosened up when that beef stew sunk in and that coffee and cruller
made him light-headed talk crazy (the road which do that after a few days on
unfettered sun they call it and rightly, desert-addled). So they talked, he
called it conversation, and told her that the night-takers descending on the
flat land earth, what he meant by that she never figured out, even in the
freaking (his term not hers) stone tree desert filled with arroyo-seized skeletons
that the day for conversation was quickly coming to froth, which she did figure
out, was dangerous beyond whatever small thoughts she had ever had out in that
vast night sky thunder-blazed desert. Ditto on that figuring out too except she
learned that one the hard way. Naïve kid she thought him the new Messiah come
that she has heard about over the blaring radio that made the diner hours go by
more quickly so she could retreat into Villon’s manly dreams without
distraction. He, the stranger he, laughed and said no vagabond who was out
filching (cadging in what he meant she thought) free eats in dust-bitten rocks
could claim Messiah-hood, could survive the new age coming and coming quickly
right through her door. Her bug-eyes blinkered at that, at her silly illusions
when she thought about it later after he was gone, gone to who knows what
savior-driven
place.
No sooner had the
stranger taken his filched food (she still insisted it was cadged and would use
that word telling her story whenever anybody asked her if she had actually seen
the savior, had maybe slept with him for good measure or at least thought about
it as chaste as she was then although filled with the normal young woman coming
to terms with her sexuality longings and misconceptions) when the night-takers
stormed in (stormed in more than one way bringing half the desert hell with
them as boon companion) and made her savior stranger sit on his ass on the
floor. Made hell come to pass before the night was through. All over the blighted
world too where their brethren, they standing in for the lot just then, felt a
fresh, no, a sickening breeze at their backs. (He, the stranger, would comment
that the night-takers took their sweet-ass time whenever they descended on some
unsuspecting crowd and that those descended upon took their sweet-ass time
figuring out how to get rid of the bastards and the latter history would seem
to have borne out that truth). Sweet manna.
Then that forlorn
stranger had an idea, a good one if somebody beside her thought about it later
that he would go mano a mano with the night-takers, would play the gallant when
all was said and done (giving lie to the idea that he didn’t have any ideas
about defending against the surging night-takers except their time had come).
Naturally he lost, better won/lost and left her with her book, her small Villon
book, a guy from the fourteenth century or was it the fifteenth and her dreams
kind of intact. A few years later some guys in a 1949 Hudson (or was the car a Studebaker)
tired of the Route 66 road came by looking for grub, looking for free eats and
some whiskey but by then she was long gone to some city that Papa and father
could not fathom. Not realizing that young woman or not she was just following
their youthful trails to break-out of the cloistered rut but that would be a
later reflection when the fires next time (sorry James Baldwin the line was too
good not to use for a break-out of a different kind).
[On in the frozen
Western night several years and ten thousand thoughts later the no longer
girlish girl hung up on old time French bandit-poets, con men, desolation
angels, and holy fools, and lost in thought time of the intellectuals far from
the blessed stone trees, as far away as she could get to Southern California
and so “frozen” ironic she picks up a book, a paperback left on the counter by
a forgetful customer who after paying for his Woolworth-quality lunch must have
given up all hope. She flips it into her pocketbook to either wait on his
owner’s return or for something to read that night, that lonesome stone tree
wilderness night that never left her thoughts. That guy, or whoever it was,
never returned and so that night she read, read until the early morning hours
and then read some
more.
Read about a guy,
although in her mind it could have be a girl, who had the same wanderlust that
drove her west, drove her to the great blue-pink American western night he
called it looking for some father that he had never known, maybe if that was
not mere metaphor just as she was looking as well although she left some
reality time father behind in the rearview mirror, looking forlornly, for that
father from some oil-spilled New Jersey shore river to the wind-swept China
seas before the Golden Gate Bridge. Looked just like that skinny Negro kid (now
Afro-American or black) with his grandmother bought attire was looking for that
high white note blowing out of the bay to its own China seas. Looked high and
low for the missing brethren who long ago had crossed her path out in the hard
stone-tree night when everything was possible but the intellectuals then flabby
and ill-disposed to fight the night-takers even to a draw abandoned all hope,
decided that primitive man would take the day and crush any free spirits. This
guy though flush with the expectations of many new adventures once the
night-takers were put to the sword took to the road, took a chance that he
could find that father some fucking place-maybe Latimer Street in Denver, maybe
Neola, Grand Island, Reno, Winnemucca, Tulsa, Fargo (although give up all hope
if you wind up in that locale). She wondered that maybe he had stolen her
dreams. Maybe he had stared at the same rivers that drove her desires, yes,
just maybe that was the case.]
A young boy who only
spoke patois, meaning that he only spoke mother tongue French via Quebec
distillations, until he went to school played hooky one day and sat in the lost
souls library hoping to find something that would challenge his fevered brain
and slip-slopped over to the poetry section and found this guy Villon, a poet
of the fourteenth or was it the fifteenth century, who spoke of dreams and
crashing out (spoke too of ruffian petty larcenies outside the moat but the boy
let it pass because he knew all about that, had passed that stage with his
fevered corner boys too poor to do anything but dream of petty larcenies and
charms, knew that poet kings only spoke of such to work up a sweat, to deal
better with hipsters, con men, sullen fallen women, junkies and assorted felons
riding on the railroad jungle tracks). Knew he had kindred in that long- ago
poet king and sought out fellows who could understand such dreams, could
understand too the patois that he thought in. Would find plenty of hipsters,
cons, con men, Molochs, holy goofs, cowboy angels, a teenage Adonis to spar
with his brethren soul. Find Moloch, insanity, the clap, jungle fever, whiskey
shakes, penniless forsaken highways, lost boys, sullen youth, Zen, chicken shit
and on some days, but only some days, he wished he never left that fucking
river, that holy of holies Merrimack and had forgone those wistful eyes that he
remembered out in cold Winnemucca, Neola, Grand Island, Big Sur nights. Oops,
take away that Big Sur part for he learned much out in the wind-drenched barren
cave-like rock strewn beaches wind blowing his black frugal hair every which
way high as a kite, not whisky so much in those days but plentiful subterranean
mary jane (his term other apply as well) to see visions like no other except
once in Saint Joseph’s hunger Sunday morning before communion church.
[Weird thoughts along
the Merrimack lifeline (remember like bodies made-up, filled with arteries and
canals) a fervent solemnly disciplined fourteen year old boy armed with
Woolworth’s ten-cent notepads and chewed raw No. 2 pencils, sits arms akimbo,
strange gangling not yet athletic fourteen year old position like some latter
day saint Buddha seeing all knowing all with hashish pipe tucked into some
secret place sitting out with cans of beans and rat shit on desolation row
waiting for fires and damnation, in a silent black back row orchestra seat (no
red dress girl singing swinging Benny Goodman songs that night to come hither
him to perdition and have to ask the eternal boy-girl question-orchestra or
balcony-and he would know the answer always know the answer balcony of course
she speaking of his silliness- why else would I come into the shadows with you)
of the of long gone to condos or cute shops Majestic Theater off of Bridge
Street staring intensely at the big white screen suddenly turned to magic
motion pictures with a dust storm brewing out in some fucking petrified forest
and some girl not his holding off some ragged sweater gas jockey, and having if
you can believe this Villion-etched dreams, maybe not outside the moat larceny
dreams but not belonging dreams about belonging too.
That desert-bleached
girl, young woman serving them off the arm before the break-out waiting,
eternally waiting like that fervent fourteen-year old boy for something to
happen, for some kicks, for something better than listening to the average
swill the customers brought in the door, waiting she thought for culture, or
her idea or culture anyway. What grabbed that poor boy though was that scene
out of some latter day great American West night when he thought he would be
able to choke the Eastern dust from off his shoes and live-and write, always
write. So kindred, kindred too when some holy goof hobo, tramp, bum angel
Buddha comes traipsing down the road looking for hand-outs and God Jesus that
would be the life. He, she, they make small kindred talk and speak of that damn
poet, that Villon who knew more than he should about the human condition, more
than any fourteen-year old boy anyway (or coming of womanly age girl either).
But before long the
dream shattered, the night-takers released from their caves come swooping down like
hell’s avenging angels, avenging the lost paradise that he had read a guy by
the name of Milton, half-blind had gone on and on about in some heaven’s battle
and they the losers-and what of it. But when you take on the night-takers you
better realize that you will take some casualties, take some holy sacred blood
from the holy earth returned and that ain’t fair, ain’t fair at all but who
knows maybe Buddha, Rama. Zoroaster, Jehovah, the unnamed one, planned it out
that way. Out the door of that no longer silent black back row orchestra seat
he was glad that he had not had some red dress come hither girl to bother him.
For he wondered, wondered as he sank his eyes into the white froth of the
mighty Merrimack below whether she, that Western tableau desert girl who
belatedly found his paperback book in some midnight ham and cheese on rye
Woolworth’s and read bleary eyes into that good morning and then read some more
would ever acknowledge him, ever read his mind like he read hers.]
Ha, as he tried to climb
Bear Mountain with a dollar and a quarter in his stained dungarees (not called
jeans then, not around him anyway) splattered flannel shirt and broken toe
boots looking for that father he never knew (although his own father had passed
on before he knew that he was looking for another father somewhere along the
wino camp tracks, some arroyo bush or in some county jail working out a scheme
looking too for Adonis father’s sons and close howling friend looking just for
Adonis and whatever he had to offer in the sex game-a coded reference then to homosexuality
not a big thing in beat crowd circles). Had Route 66 cold because if he could
search that highway he would miss some connection, some angst the shrinks called
it among the hot rod car, surf board, motorcycle lost winding in stir and some
rough trade honey to some beast, boys he would meet out in the great blue-pink
American Western night. As he pulled his thumb out of his back pocket he
finally relaxed and dug the scene.
Hit long rides and
short, mostly lonely truckers looking for company and searching for the sons
they had never known, tramp diner stops, railroad stews on nights so cold his
broken toe boots seized up on him, grabbed a couple of big rides with big
blondes looking for some max daddy to be-bop with and leave in Doc’s drugstore
while they waited to be “found” by some Hollywood agent. Took tokay swigs with
the best of them, met up with rabid New Jersey poets (already mentioned before
in coded Adonis dreams and Father Death the father of us all), New York City
Times Square gangster dope peddlers and sainted poets (funny always the poets
driving him forward he would have to write that down, Ivy League junkies on the
nod, and finally the Adonis of the western night whom he would be-bop with unto
the San Francisco Bay dropped that high white note out in the China seas. Yeah,
he had it all except maybe those bug eyes from childhood lost in some
flophouse. Still on some days, and only on some days, he wished he never had
left that fucking river, never that sacred ground river. He wondered if she
though that same thought.
(And would have wondered,
he always born to wonder if she thought of the bastard symphony in white, in black in
every dark color painter hustling his women in paint and if he would have known
him as kindred too.)
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