For The Fallen-In Honor Of The Anti-War Soldier Timothy
Kerrigan (1940-2015), Vietnam 1964-1966-RIP
From The Pen Of Sam Eaton
Ralph Morris is a man of few words. Don’t get the idea
though that he is not capable or if in the mood or if provoked of coming up
with some pithy word or phrase but he is a not a writer in the senses that I
am, that I like to write. But he is a man of few words nevertheless. Strangely
he has made his living off of words, not writing them but printing them up being
a printer by trade. That is a trade that he has pursued ever since in about
third grade he read that one of his heroes, Benjamin Franklin of American
Revolution fame, had been a printer. So he took that course up in high school,
apprenticed with Joe Pringle who at the time had the only print shop in Carver,
in Massachusetts the town that he grew up in, and eventually set up a shop
there. A successful shop until the past few years when he realized that print technology
had changed so much and that he was behind the times in the copying business
(after having back in the late 1960s early 1970s been in the vanguard of the
silk-screening end of the business when everybody wanted that kind of work done
on posters and tee-shirts) and turned the business last year over to his oldest
son, Jeff, who is more savvy in the new hi-tech world.
But enough of Ralph’s history for today Ralph has other
troubles on his mind, troubles about having to say a few words, really more
than a few words about the late Timothy Kerrigan at his memorial service, a few
words about what Timmy meant to the organization they both (me too) belonged
to, Veterans for Peace, and to Ralph personally. See Timmy was something like
Ralph’s mentor way back when Ralph came back to the “real” world after eighteen
month of service in Vietnam in late 1969 and was something of a basket case
(Ralph’s term). Timmy had eased him along, eased him along about drawing some
conclusions about the hellish war that Ralph had come to hate, hate for the
savage things he had done to people with whom he had no quarrel, hate for the
savage things his Army buddies had done to people they had no quarrel with, and
most of all the unfeeling American government which had without the slightest
hesitation turned him, them into vicious animals, nothing more. Yeah, Ralph had
had plenty of troubles in his doped-up head when he got back, and was not sure
what to do about it when his old friends, neighbors and working-class community
were still gung-ho about stuff in a war they were clueless about, knowingly
clueless.
Timmy, a half dozen years older than Ralph, had served in
that same war earlier, very early on from 1964 to 1966 when ninety-five percent
of the country could not show you on a map where Vietnam was if you gave them
ten chances and had gone through his own adjusting to the “real” world
problems. He got Ralph through the tough parts back in 1970 after he had been
discharged. Moreover Timmy lived in Plymouth, the next town over and another
working-class town which did not understand the murderous assault on the
sensibilities of American soldiers who served in that theater of combat.
So Timmy and Ralph in a sea of benighted patriotism helped
each other out when things got dicey. See Timmy, he and it seemed then every
such soldier got “religion” on the issues of war and peace and turned against
the war that they had fought honorably if erroneously in decided to do
something more than hang out in ill-lighted barroom sulking or “shooting up” in
some backroom dope den and joined an anti-war organization. Join in his case with
a bunch of other guys, a “band of brothers,” some officers, some enlisted men,
some who had seen combat and some on the edges of the military machine, some
grievously physically wounded, some wounded in the head, who had formed Vietnam
Veterans Against the War (VVAW), the famous organization which did a lot to
turn public sentiment against the war. After all if the guys who fought the war
called it by its right name, murder, had thrown their medals away, had walked
in silence bedraggled cadence in the streets of major cities crying out to the
heavens to stop the slaughter then most everybody had to at least give them a
respectful hearing.
As everybody, or at least everybody from that generation
knows, the generation of ‘68 Timmy called it from the year that the Viet Cong
decided to try and take back the day, take back his and her country and not
just the night which every savvy American private soldier if not every general
knew belonged to him and her during the Tet offensive the American forces were
ultimately forced to “skedaddle” in a hurry in 1975 and effectively ended the
decade plus long American involvement in Vietnam. And that effectively ended
plenty of political opposition to American war policy as the great majority of
people, protestors and patriots alike, went back to “normalcy.” Ended too the
big public face of VVAW.
But see Timmy and Ralph (and I will add myself but under
different circumstances explained later) were hard-headed if big-hearted guys.
They took that “religious conversion” to fight against the seemingly endless
wars the American (and other, believe me, other governments as well) government
was determined to pursue as the greatest military power by far the world has
ever known seriously and determined at some point that they would fight the
“monster” until the end. So you could see them, mostly in Boston, occasionally
in New York and whenever some national call came out in Washington, D.C. all
through the years, some lean years when they were voices in the wilderness,
some years like in the late fall of 2002 and early winter of 2003 when they
were swallowed up in mass movements opposed to the impending war in Iraq. Timmy
would be the rock, would steady Ralph when he got seriously depressed that
their efforts were for not. Would remind Ralph that they, both Catholics so
Ralph would see the point more readily, had plenty of penance to do for
torching up half of Vietnam, gunning down half the poor benighted peasants who
got caught in the cross-fire for no purpose. The both would be early members of
a new organization of anti-war veterans that was formed in the mid-1980s to do
that oppositional work in a more systematic and forceful way, Veteran For Peace
(VFP) once the crowds thinned out. Yeah, Timmy was like that, was the rock as I
too found out.
I might as well explain how I met Ralph and through him
Timmy and then I’ll finish up about why few words Ralph was having trouble
gathering his thoughts about his, our, fallen comrade. (I should point out my
organizational connection. I am an associate member of VFP not having had to serve
in the military due to the fact that I was the sole surviving son after my
father died suddenly of a massive heart attack in 1965 leaving me as the sole
support for my mother and four much younger sisters. That VFP associate status
except for a few organization items which are restricted to veterans is the
same as veteran membership.) It all goes back to the spring of 1971 when I,
along with a bunch of radicals and “reds” that I hung with in Saratoga Springs,
New York from Skidmore College and other campuses around Albany and Troy, the
town I grew up in, were totally frustrated with the endless Vietnam War. Maybe
not as frustrated as the Vietnamese who had plenty of reason to be in that
condition, and more so than us but we were still desperately committed to
ending the war. Ending the war by building a “second front” as some “movement”
theoretician called it at the time and most of us bought into that designation
as an act of solidarity with the Vietnamese (expressed in slogans like “Victory
to the NLF (National Liberation Front)”and waving the tri-color NLF flag on the
American streets.
The idea was simple, or so we thought, and the working
slogan we used to organize the efforts kind of puts it in clear enough language-“If
the government will not shut down the war, we will shut down the government.”
Simple, right. Waltz into Washington on May Day (the international workers
holiday although we linked it more to the socialist-tinged point of the day)
like some Calvinist avenging angels and be done with it. Well, to cut to the
chase, all we got was tear gas, police billy-clubs and the bastinado for our
efforts as you could probably have figured out.
Thousands of us were herded (which is exactly the right
word) into the Robert F. Kennedy football stadium which was the main holding
area (until that got too crowded and other locations were used) as the police
and every other military and law enforcement unit in the D.C. area swooped down
on us. Ralph and I met while in detention in RFK when Ralph noticed my VVAW
button and asked if I belonged. I said
no that I had not served in the military but that my closest friend, my corner
boy from high school in front of Mama Mia’s Pizza Parlor in the Tappan Street
section of Troy, Jeff Mullins, had been senselessly killed in action in the
Central Highlands and had written me letters a few months before he was blown
away telling me how brutal things were there, how bad the things he and his
buddies had to do there were and that if he did not make it back to make sure
that I spread the word. So I did (and do) and so I wore the button in honor of
him. Since Ralph and I were in detention a few days (we eventually walked out
of the place when we found out that there were exits in the place which the
over-stretched law enforcement forces had left unguarded) something about my
story, something about my life story and his kept us talking like two jaybirds
(a little passed stashed dope and a ton of donated coffee helped with what I
would find out later was actually “few words” Ralph).
Ralph explained that he had gone to D.C. on Timmy’s urging
as part of the VVAW contingent that also was committed to the same action I was
involved in but they wanted to have their own veterans’ brigade. See Timmy was
a known activist/agitator for civil disobedience from early on in VVAW (as
opposed to those like John Kerry who wanted to go the legislative or electoral
route) and had been one of the steering committee organizers for the overall
action such as it was. Timmy in later years, in VFP years as well would be a
vocal and sometimes overbearing advocate for civil disobedience when the
occasion called for it (and a couple of times when it seemed foolhardy but we
went along carried by the force of his argument). That was strong Timmy (who
was personally one of the gentlest people on the planet).
But here was the beauty of Timmy. He walked the walk. That
May Day of 1971 VVAW wanted to surround the Pentagon and “shut it down,”
symbolically somewhat like the anti-war forces had done in 1967 trying to
“levitate” the building as described in Norman Mailer’s award-winning novel Armies of the Night. For his part in the
attempt (they never got close just as we never got close when we tried to
“capture” the White House. If all of this seems a little foolhardy now remember
we were desperate to end the war and our governmental opponents and their
hangers-on would have been just as happy to see our bodies floating on in the Potomac
River as have their authority challenged). However Timmy, as a “ring-leader”
had a special single cell provided for his efforts which he occupied for a
week, including a few days on a hunger strike. Yes, Timmy always walked the
walk. You could depend on that.
I would meet Timmy some weeks later when I wound up going to
Ralph’s house in Carver after I had decided to move for the year to Cambridge
to join the radicals and “reds” there. We three talked for many hours then (and
later) and I learned a lot from him, learned how to stay the course when times
were not too good for the messages we were trying to get across. Learned to
that one well-planned public campaign at the right time and with the right
media exposure could push the movement along much further than the endless
vigils of Quakers and pacifists, bless their souls.(My sisters by the way by
then were all grown and were providing the main support for my mother since
they were working and living at home-they also were as apolitical and/or as
hostile as any anonymous pro-war sympathizers, especially my mother who I had
many difficulties with then but that is for another day.)
And that brings us to Ralph’s dilemma. Timothy Francis
Kerrigan passed away after a long bout with cancer on July 10, 2015. Timmy, not
a religious man, although he continued to unlike Ralph profess his Catholic
faith, wanted not such ceremony but rather a simple service in which his VFP
buddies, particularly Ralph, would say a few words (he had in the hospice before
he passed away expressed a desire that they be kind words if possible but words
of some sort nevertheless). See here was Ralph’s real dilemma though he wanted
no “help” from me who usually would put his many times insightful thoughts into
words. Well on July 15, 2015 the service in memory of Timmy took place. Here is
what Ralph had to say:
“Some people are leaders by holding the mere mantle of
official authority. Some people are leaders by the force of their arguments.
Some people are leaders by example. Timothy Francis Kerrigan, my brother
anti-war veteran, led by the latter two. Timmy was the conscience of VFP, Timmy
walked the walk which needs no further explanation to this audience. He will be
missed. Timothy Francis Kerrigan, Presente. Ralph Morris says good voyage-RIP,
brother, RIP.’’
Enough said.