*****Frank Jackman’s
Fate-With Bob Dylan’s Masters of War
In Mind
From The Pen Of Sam Lowell
Jack Callahan’s
old friend from Sloan High School in Carver down in Southeastern Massachusetts
Zack James (Zack short for Zachary not as is the fashion today to just name a
baby Zack and be done with it) is an amateur writer and has been at it since he
got out of high school. Found out that maybe by osmosis, something like that,
the stuff Miss Enos taught him junior and senior years about literature and her
favorite writers Hemingway, Edith Wharton and Dorothy Parker to name a few,
that she would entice the English class stuck with him with through college where
although he majored in Political Science he was in thrall to the English literature
courses that he snuck in to his schedule. Snuck in although Zack knew
practically speaking he had a snowball’s chance in hell, an expression he had
learned from Hemingway he thought, of
making a career out of the literary life as a profession, would more likely
wind driving a cab through dangerous midnight sections of town occasionally
getting mugged for his night’s work. That Political Science major winding up
producing about the same practical results as the literary life though. Stuck with him, savior stuck with
him, through his tour of duty during the Vietnam War, and savior stayed with
him through those tough years when he couldn’t quite get himself back to the
“real” world after ‘Nam and let drugs and alcohol rule his life so that he
wound up for some time as a “brother under the bridge” as Bruce Springsteen
later put the situation in a song that he played continuously at times after he
first heard it “Saigon, long gone…." Stuck with him after he recovered and started
building up his sports supplies business, stuck with him through three
happy/sad/savage/acrimonious “no go” marriages and a parcel of kids and child
support. And was still sticking with him
now that he had time to stretch out and write longer pieces, and beat away on
the word processor a few million words on this and that.
Amateur writer
meaning nothing more than that he liked to write and that writing was not his
profession, that he did not depend on the pen for his livelihood(or rather more
correctly these days not the pen but the word processor). That livelihood
business was taken up running a small sports apparel store in a mall not far
from Lexington (the Lexington of American revolutionary battles to give the
correct own and state) where he now lived. Although he was not a professional
writer his interest was such that he liked these days with Jimmy Shore, the
famous ex-runner running the day to day operations of the store, to perform
some of his written work in public at various “open mic” writing (and poetry) jams
that have sprouted up in his area.
This “open mic”
business was a familiar concept to Jack from the days back in the 1960s when he
would go to such events in the coffeehouses around Harvard Square and Beacon
Hill to hear amateur folk-singers perfect their acts and try to be recognized
as the new voice of their generation, or something like that. For “no singing voice,
no musical ear” Jack those were basically cheap date nights if the girl he was
with was into folk music. The way most of the "open mics" although they probably called them talent searches then, worked was each performer would
sign up to do one, two, maybe three songs depending on how long the list of those
wishing to perform happened to be (the places where each performer kicked in a
couple of bucks in order to play usually had shorter lists). These singers usually
performed in the period in front of the night’s feature who very well might
have been somebody who a few weeks before had been noticed by the owner during
a pervious "open mic" and asked to do a set of six to sixteen songs depending on
the night and the length of the list of players in front of him or her. The featured
performer played, unlike the "open mic" people, for the “basket” (maybe a hat)
passed around the crowd in the audience and that was the night’s “pay.” A tough
racket for those starting out like all such endeavors. The attrition rate was
pretty high after the folk minute died down with arrival of other genre like
folk rock, heavy rock, and acid rock although you still see a few old folkies around the Square
or playing the separate “open mic” folk circuit that also ran through church
coffeehouses just like these writing jams.
Jack was not
surprised then when Zack told him he would like him to come to hear him perform
one of his works at the monthly third Thursday “open mic” at the Congregational
Church in Arlington the next town over from Lexington. Zack told Jack that that
night he was going to perform something he had written and thought on about
Frank Jackman, about what had happened to Frank when he was in the Army during
Vietnam War times.
Jack knew almost
automatically what Zack was going to do, he would somehow use Bob Dylan’s Masters of War lyrics as part of his
presentation. Jack and Zack ( a Vietnam veteran who got “religion” on
the anti-war issue while he in the Army and became a fervent anti-war guy after
that experience despite his personal problems) had met Frank in 1971 when they were doing some anti-war work among
the soldiers at Fort Devens out in Ayer about forty miles west of Boston. Frank had gotten out of the Army several months before and since he was
from Nashua in the southern part of New Hampshire not far from Devens and had
heard about the G.I. coffeehouse, The Morning Report, where Jack and Zack were
working as volunteers he had decided to volunteer to help out as well.
Now Frank was a quiet guy, quieter than Jack and Zack anyway, but one night he had told his Army story to a small group of volunteers gathered in the main room of the coffeehouse as they were planning to distribute Daniel Ellsberg’s sensational whistle-blower expose The Pentagon Papers to soldiers at various spots around the base (including as it turned out inside the fort itself with one copy landing on the commanding general’s desk for good measure). He wanted to tell this story since he wanted to explain why he would not be able to go with them if they went inside the gates at Fort Devens.
Now Frank was a quiet guy, quieter than Jack and Zack anyway, but one night he had told his Army story to a small group of volunteers gathered in the main room of the coffeehouse as they were planning to distribute Daniel Ellsberg’s sensational whistle-blower expose The Pentagon Papers to soldiers at various spots around the base (including as it turned out inside the fort itself with one copy landing on the commanding general’s desk for good measure). He wanted to tell this story since he wanted to explain why he would not be able to go with them if they went inside the gates at Fort Devens.
Jack knew Zack was
going to tell Frank’s story so he told Frank he would be there since he had not
heard the song or Frank’s story in a long while and had forgotten parts of it.
Moreover Zack wanted Jack there for moral support since this night other than
the recitation of the lyrics he was going to speak off the cuff rather than his
usual reading from some prepared paper.
That night Zack
was already in the hall talking to the organizer, Eli Walsh, you may have heard
of him since he has written some searing poems about his time in three tours
Iraq. Jack felt right at home in this basement section of the church and he
probably could have walked around blind-folded since the writing jams were on
almost exactly the same model as the old folkie “open mics.” A table as you entered to pay
your admission this night three dollars (although the tradition is that no one
is turned away for lack of funds) with a kindly woman asking if you intended to
perform and direct you to the sign-up sheet if so. Another smaller table with
various cookies, snacks, soda, water and glasses for those who wished to have
such goodies, and who were asked to leave a donation in the jar on that table
if possible. The set-up in the hall this night included a small stage where the
performers would present their material slightly above the audience. On the
stage a lectern for those who wished to use that for physical support or to
read their work from and the ubiquitous simple battery-powered sound system complete with
microphone. For the audience a bevy of chairs, mostly mismatched, mostly having
seen plenty of use, and mostly uncomfortable. After paying his admission fee he
went over to Zack to let him know he was in the audience. Zack told him he was
number seven on the list so not to wander too far once the session had begun.
This is the way
Zack told the story and why Jack knew there would be some reference to Bob
Dylan’s Masters of War that night:
Hi everybody my
name is Zack James and I am glad that you all came out this cold night to hear
Preston Borden present his moving war poetry and the rest of us to reflect on
the main subject of this month’s writing jam-the endless wars that the American
government under whatever regime of late has dragged us into, us kicking and
screaming to little avail. I want to
thank Eli as always for setting this event up every month and for his own
thoughtful war poetry. [Some polite applause.] But enough for thanks and all
that because tonight I want to recite a poem, well, not really a poem, but
lyrics to a song, to a Bob Dylan song, Masters
of War, so it might very well be considered a poem in some sense.
You know
sometimes, a lot of times, a song, lyrics, a poem for that matter bring back
certain associations. You know some song you heard on the radio when you went
on your first date, your first dance, your first kiss, stuff like that which is
forever etched in your memory and evokes that moment every time you hear it
thereafter. Now how this Dylan song came back to me recently is a story in
itself.
You remember Eli
back in October when we went up to Maine to help the Maine Veterans for Peace
on their yearly peace walk that I ran into Susan Rich, the Quaker gal we met up
in Freeport who walked with us that day to Portland. [Eli shouted out “yes.”] I
had not seen Susan in about forty years before that day, hadn’t seen her since
the times we had worked together building up support for anti-war G.I.s out at
the Morning Report coffeehouse in Ayer outside Fort Devens up on Route 2 about
thirty miles from here. That’s when we met Frank Jackman who is the real
subject of my presentation tonight since he is the one who I think about when I
think about that song, think about his story and how that song relates to
it.
Funny as many
Dylan songs as I knew Masters of War,
written by Dylan in 1963 I had never heard until 1971. Never heard the lyrics until
I met Frank out at Fort Devens where after I was discharged from the Army that year I
went to do some volunteer anti-war G.I. work at the coffeehouse outside the
base in Army town Ayer. Frank too was a volunteer, had heard about the place
somehow I forget how, who had grown up in Nashua up in southern New Hampshire
and after he was discharged from the Army down at Fort Dix in New Jersey came
to volunteer just like me and my old friend Jack Callahan who is sitting in the
audience tonight. Now Frank was a quiet guy didn’t talk much about his military
service but he made the anti-war soldiers who hung out there at night and on
weekends feel at ease. One night thought he felt some urge to tell his story,
tell why he thought it was unwise for him to participate in an anti-war action
we were planning around the base. We were going to pass out copies of Daniel
Ellsberg’s explosive whistle-blower expose The
Pentagon Papers to soldiers at various location around the fort and as it
turned out on the base. The reason that Frank had balked at the prospect of going
into the fort was that as part of his discharge paperwork was attached a
statement that he was never to go on a military installation again. We all were
startled by that remark, right Jack? [Jack nods agreement.]
And that night the
heroic, our kind of heroic, Frank Jackman told us about the hows and whys of
his Army experience. Frank had been drafted like a ton of guys back then, like
me, and had allowed himself to be drafted in 1968 at the age of nineteen not
being vociferously anti-war and not being aware then of the option of not taking
the subsequent induction. After about three week down at Fort Dix, the main basic
training facility for trainees coming from the Northeast then, he knew two
things-he had made a serious mistake by allowing himself to be drafted and come
hell or high water he was not going to fight against people he had no quarrel
with in Vietnam. Of course the rigors of basic training and being away from
home, away from anybody who could help him do he knew not what then kept him
quiet and just waiting. Once basic was over and he got his Advanced Infantry
Training assignment also at Fort Dix which was to be an infantryman at a
time when old Uncle Sam only wanted infantrymen in the rice paddles and jungles
of Vietnam things came to a head.
After a few weeks
in AIT he got a three day weekend pass which allowed him to go legally off the base
and he used that time to come up to Boston, or really Cambridge because what he
was looking for was help to file an conscientious objector application and he
knew the Quakers were historically the ones who would know about going about
that process. That is ironically where Susan Rich comes in again, although
indirectly this time, since Frank went to the Meeting House on Brattle Street
where they were doing draft and G.I. resistance counseling and Susan was a
member of that Meeting although she had never met him at that time. He was
advised by one of the Quaker counselors that he could submit a C.O.
application in the military, which he had previously not been sure was possible
since nobody told anybody anything about that in the military, when he got back to Fort
Dix but just then, although they were better later, the odds were stacked
against him since he had already accepted induction. So he went back, put in
his application, took a lot of crap from the lifers and officers in his company
after that and little support, mainly indifference, from his fellow
trainees. He still had to go through the training, the infantry training though
and although he had taken M-16 rifle training in basic he almost balked at
continuing to fire weapons especially when it came to machine guns. He didn’t balk
but in the end that was not a big deal since fairly shortly after that his C.O.
application was rejected although almost all those who interviewed him in the
process though he was “sincere” in his beliefs. That point becomes important
later.
Frank, although he
knew his chances of being discharged as a C.O. were slim since he had based his
application on his Catholic upbringing and more general moral and ethical
grounds. The Catholic Church which unlike Quakers and Mennonites and the like who
were absolutely against war held to a just war theory,
Vietnam being mainly a just war in the Catholic hierarchy’s opinion. But Frank
was sincere, more importantly, he was determined to not got to war despite his
hawkish family and his hometown friends’, some who had already served, served
in Vietnam too, scorn and lack of support. So he went back up to Cambridge on
another three day pass to get some advice, which he actually didn’t take in the
end or rather only partially took up which had been to get a lawyer they would
recommend and fight the C.O. denial in Federal court even though that was also
still a long shot then.
Frank checked with
the lawyer alright, Steve Brady, who had been radicalized by the war and was
offering his services on a sliding scale basis to G.I.s since he also had the added
virtue of having been in the JAG in the military and so knew some of the ropes
of the military legal system, and legal action was taken but Frank was one of
those old time avenging Jehovah types like John Brown or one of those guys and
despite being a Catholic rather than a high holy Protestant which is the usual
denomination for avenging angels decided to actively resist the military. And
did it in fairly simple way when you think about it. One Monday morning when
the whole of AIT was on the parade field for their weekly morning report ceremony
Frank came out of his barracks with his civilian clothes on and carrying a
handmade sign which read “Bring the Troops Home Now!”
That sign was simply but his life got a lot more complicated after that. In the immediate sense that meant he was pulled down on the ground by two lifer sergeants and brought to the Provost Marshal’s office since they were not sure that some dippy-hippie from near-by New York City might be pulling a stunt. When they found out that he was a soldier they threw him into solitary in the stockade.
That sign was simply but his life got a lot more complicated after that. In the immediate sense that meant he was pulled down on the ground by two lifer sergeants and brought to the Provost Marshal’s office since they were not sure that some dippy-hippie from near-by New York City might be pulling a stunt. When they found out that he was a soldier they threw him into solitary in the stockade.
For his offenses Frank
was given a special court-martial which meant he faced six month maximum sentence which
a panel of officers at his court-martial ultimately sentenced him to after a seven
day trial which Steve Brady did his best to try to make into an anti-war
platform but given the limitation of courts for such actions was only partially
successful. After that six months was up minus some good time Frank was assigned
to a special dead-beat unit waiting further action either by the military or in
the federal district court in New Jersey. Still in high Jehovah form the next
Monday morning after he was released he went out to that same parade field in civilian
clothes carrying another homemade sign “Bring The Troops Home Now!” and he was
again manhandled by another pair of lifer sergeants and this time thrown
directly into solitary in the stockade since they knew who they were dealing with
by then. And again he was given a special court-martial and duly sentenced by
another panel of military officers to the six months maximum.
Frank admitted at
that point he was in a little despair at the notion that he might have to keep
doing the same action over and over again for eternity. Well he wound up
serving almost all of that second sex month sentence but then he got a break.
That is where listening to the Quakers a little to get legal advice did help.
See what Steve Brady, like I said an ex-World War II Army JAG officer turned
anti-war activist lawyer, did was take the rejection of his C.O. application to
Federal District Court in New Jersey on a writ of habeas corpus arguing that
since all Army interviewers agreed Frank was “sincere” that it had been arbitrary
and capricious of the Army to turn down his application. And given that the
United States Supreme Court and some lower court decisions had by then had expanded
who could be considered a C.O. beyond the historically recognized groupings and
creeds the cranky judge in the lower court case agreed and granted that writ of
habeas corpus. Frank was let out with an honorable discharge, ironically therefore
entitled to all veteran’s benefits but with the stipulation that he never go
onto a military base again under penalty of arrest and trial. Whether that could be
enforced as a matter of course he said he did not want to test since he was hardily
sick of military bases in any case.
So where does Bob
Dylan’s Masters of War come into the picture. Well as you know, or should know
every prisoner, every convicted prisoner, has the right to make a statement in
his or her defense during the trial or at the sentencing phase. Frank at both
his court-martials rose up and recited Bob Dylan’s Masters of War for the record. So for all eternity, or a while
anyway, in some secret recess of the Army archives (and of the federal courts
too) there is that defiant statement of a real hero of the Vietnam War. Nice
right?
Here is what had
those bloated military officers on Frank’s court-martial board seeing red and
ready to swing him from the highest gallow, yeah, swing him high.
Masters Of War-Bob
Dylan
Come you masters
of war
You that build all the guns
You that build the death planes
You that build the big bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know
I can see through your masks
You that build all the guns
You that build the death planes
You that build the big bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know
I can see through your masks
You that never
done nothin’
But build to destroy
You play with my world
Like it’s your little toy
You put a gun in my hand
And you hide from my eyes
And you turn and run farther
When the fast bullets fly
But build to destroy
You play with my world
Like it’s your little toy
You put a gun in my hand
And you hide from my eyes
And you turn and run farther
When the fast bullets fly
Like Judas of old
You lie and deceive
A world war can be won
You want me to believe
But I see through your eyes
And I see through your brain
Like I see through the water
That runs down my drain
You lie and deceive
A world war can be won
You want me to believe
But I see through your eyes
And I see through your brain
Like I see through the water
That runs down my drain
You fasten the
triggers
For the others to fire
Then you set back and watch
When the death count gets higher
You hide in your mansion
As young people’s blood
Flows out of their bodies
And is buried in the mud
For the others to fire
Then you set back and watch
When the death count gets higher
You hide in your mansion
As young people’s blood
Flows out of their bodies
And is buried in the mud
You’ve thrown the
worst fear
That can ever be hurled
Fear to bring children
Into the world
For threatening my baby
Unborn and unnamed
You ain’t worth the blood
That runs in your veins
That can ever be hurled
Fear to bring children
Into the world
For threatening my baby
Unborn and unnamed
You ain’t worth the blood
That runs in your veins
How much do I know
To talk out of turn
You might say that I’m young
You might say I’m unlearned
But there’s one thing I know
Though I’m younger than you
Even Jesus would never
Forgive what you do
To talk out of turn
You might say that I’m young
You might say I’m unlearned
But there’s one thing I know
Though I’m younger than you
Even Jesus would never
Forgive what you do
Let me ask you one
question
Is your money that good
Will it buy you forgiveness
Do you think that it could
I think you will find
When your death takes its toll
All the money you made
Will never buy back your soul
Is your money that good
Will it buy you forgiveness
Do you think that it could
I think you will find
When your death takes its toll
All the money you made
Will never buy back your soul
And I hope that
you die
And your death’ll come soon
I will follow your casket
In the pale afternoon
And I’ll watch while you’re lowered
Down to your deathbed
And I’ll stand o’er your grave
’Til I’m sure that you’re dead
And your death’ll come soon
I will follow your casket
In the pale afternoon
And I’ll watch while you’re lowered
Down to your deathbed
And I’ll stand o’er your grave
’Til I’m sure that you’re dead
Copyright © 1963 by Warner Bros. Inc.; renewed 1991 by Special Rider Music
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