*****Okay, Rosalie Sorrels
Have You Seen Starlight On The Rails
From The Pen Of Frank
Jackman
Okay,
Rosalie Sorrels Have You Seen Starlight On The Rails
From
The Pen Of Frank Jackman
Every
hobo, tramp, and bum and there are known social distinctions long recognized
among the brethren even if with a touch of envy by those not among the elect although
the general population, you know, the honest citizenry who make the rules
against vagrancy and pay the enforcers to keep the riffraff out of their towns
called the whole heap nothing but bums knows the road is hard, but that is the
road they have chosen, or had chosen for them by their whole freaking life
choices. Despite the claims of oneness for the whole heap of bummery by those
honest citizens of small town America (or these days the world) where the fear
exists every really honest person, even every thoughtful amateur sociologist
should know that among the wandering tribes the hobos, “the kings and queens of
the transient peoples,” are merely migrant or walking through the land rucksack
on the back day laborer-type worker, what Oswald Spengler and Jack Kerouac
called the fellahin, the outcasts, who has not forgotten the dignity of labor,
just not for him (or occasionally her) the nine to five grind and such brethren
can be found out back in many a restaurant throughout the land especially at diners
and truck shop eateries “diving for pearls, working,” working as dishwashers.
Every
hobo has some problem, usually some Phoebe Snow problem, a woman problem, that
forced him or her on the road (I don’t know what it would be for the distaff
side so call him Jack Snow, any other sexual combination more acceptable today
although definitely not unknown in the male-heavy “jungle camps” along the
transcontinental railroad lines). That Phoebe Snow designation from some old
time railroad advertisement when they finally figured how to keep their
respectable passengers from looking like coalminers after alighting from a
train by changing the way the engine was maneuvered and to express that new
found discovery they had a virginal young woman in white getting on their
trains ready for every civilized adventure in some faraway place (or maybe an
illicit tryst but we will ask no questions). And so many a campfire night as
the trains went westbound, or wherever bound, you would find many a man, maybe
in his cups just then, dreaming back to their own Phoebes and wondering damn
why they ever left Peoria, Lima, Scranton and that white dress with flowers in
her hair standing in the wind. So, make no mistake, fear of work is not what
drove the hobo out on to the roads.
See
that royalty, the hobo, and his or her ability to work is why the Industrial
Worker of the World (IWW, Wobblies, moniker origin unknown so Wobblies) went
into the jungle camps (and gin mills too) in order to recruit labor fighters
against the bosses when the deal went down, particularly in the West. (Although
more famously in the great Lawrence, Massachusetts “Bread and Roses” textile
strike of 1912 when they gathered in the nations of immigrants that the textile
bosses recruited on the assumption that they could “divide and conquer.” Yid and
gentile, Mick and Dago, Hunky and Frog, name your national derogatory moniker
but didn’t they get a surprise that first morning when the nations gathered
against the Wasp oligarchy.) Of course that transient work habit was also the
down side of that organization as the kings of the transient road hit the road
west, or somewhere, when it came to defending the unions over the long haul.
As
for the other two, the tramp who only worked when forced to like on some thirty
day county jailhouse for vagrancy gig or some Salvation Army work program to
keep the body and soul together for a few days when whatever con, what grift
was played out and the bum, Jesus, the bum wouldn’t work if he was Rockefeller
himself, the dregs, winos, jack-rollers, sappers, petty crooks, mother’s purse
stealers, the crippled up, sorry, and the dumb, sorry again, to put the matter
plainly in the old- fashioned parlance how the hell could you organize them.
You might as well try to organize air, might as well go down without a fight
since they have probably already sold you out and the boss man will be waiting arms
in hand, you can bet on that. There was a very good reason that the beloved heroic
Paris Communards in 1871 as desperate as they were for fighters placed the placate
“Death to Thieves” above the Hotel de Ville. Yeah, they had that right, don’t
give the lumpen a change to breathe or he will steal your breathe just for
kicks, or a jug of low-grade wine.
Now
that you are all caught up on the differences, the “class differences,” between
each cohort recognized among themselves, oh how recognized, and subject to
fierce dispute including some faux fists, if not quite so definitely by rump academic
sociologists who lump them all together but that is a story for another day (there
is some hope for the amateur versions as long as the avoid the graduate schools
of social work the bane of every person on the road, and rightly so). What they
do have in common since they are out in the great outdoors more than the rest
of us gentile folk is that they to a person have seen starlight on the rails.
Yeah, had their fill of train smoke and dreams.
Now
all these sullen subtle distinctions among the brethren I probably would have
not been able to draw in my youth when I would have lumped the lot together as
collective losers and riff-raff, the bums to honest citizens, before I hit the
hitchhike road heading west at one time in search of the blue-pink great
American West night out there somewhere. Thought I found it for a minute out in
Mendocino with a sweet Lorraine all long hair, long granny dress and flowers, garlands
really around her neck and in her hair. Go check out a Botticelli painting if you are near an art museum
something or google up the man’s name on the Internet if you can’t wait, my own
Phoebe Snow, before the hordes descended.
Thought I had it another time in a hash/opium dream outside of Monterey
after the jazz festival and some dark-haired, dark laughing eyes, hot-blooded,
Juanita curled my toes for a while until I fought there were seventeen burn down
the country club golf course and I had not enough matches and fled. Ah, you
know and man’s reach should exceed his grasp like the Jack poet said.
I
had, broken dreams aside, broken but not forgotten Botticelli dreams included, on
one more than one occasion along with the late Peter Paul Markin who led the
way among the North Adamsville corner boys on that trail been forced to stop
along a railroad trestle “jungle camp,” under a cardboard city bridge, or out
in the arroyos if you got far enough west to live for a few days and rest up
for the road further west.
The
hobos of the “jungle” were princes among men (there was no room for women then
in such a male-dominated society, not along the jungle although at the missions
and Sallys, Salvation Army Harbor Lights, that might be a different story) as
long as you did not ask too many damn questions. Shared olio stews, cigarettes,
cheap rotgut wine, Thunderbird “what’s the word, Thunderbird, what’s the price,
forty twice” and that eighty cents tough to gather some days no matter how
smooth the pan-handle, or Ripple, ‘save the nipple, cripple” sorry, whichever
was cheapest after cadging the day’s collective pennies together. Later, after
the big dream American West busted me up when my “wanting habits” (getting many
worldly goods off easy street paid for by working the drug trade down south of
the border along with Markin before he became the late Markin face down in some
dusty Mexican bracero fellahin town when a drug deal he was trying to finagle
caught him short, two slugs to the head short by some angry hombre who didn’t
like gringos messing with their trade, or their dark-haired, dark laughing-eyed,
hot-blooded women) built up from the edges of that sullen youth got the better
of me and my addictions placed me out in that same “jungle” for keeps for a
while that distinction got re-enforced.
But
hobo, bum or tramp each had found him or herself (mainly hims though like I
said out on the “jungle” roads) flat up against some railroad siding at
midnight having exhausted every civilized way to spent the night. Having let
their, our, collective wanting habits get the best of them, us. Maybe
penniless, maybe thrown out of some flophouse in arrears and found that nobody
bothers, or did bother you out along the steel rails, I won’t vouch for that
now with all the weirdness in the world, when the train lost its luster to the fast
speed Interstate automobile and one coast in the morning the other in the
afternoon plane and rusted and abandoned railroads gone belly up, Union Pacific,
SP, Denver, Rio Grande, Baltimore and Ohio, Illinois Central, all train smoke
names for lack of use provided safe haven from the vagaries of civilization. So
sure I too have seen with the brethren, those nameless hobos, tramps, and bums (to you they had among themselves monikers
like Railroad Shorty, Black River Red, Smokestack, Philly Jack, mine, the Be-Bop
Kid although I always had to explain what the be-bop was since these guys were
well behind the curve, back in Benny Goodman swing time) the
stars out where the spots are darkest and the brilliance of the sparkle makes
one think of heaven for those so inclined, think of the void for the heathen
among them. Has dreamed penitent dreams of shelter against life’s storms, had
dreamed while living for the moment trying to get washed clean after the
failure of the new dispensation to do the job (hell, what did they/Markin/me
think just because the drugs or alcohol flowed freely once, just because the
fixer man fixed, fixed fine, that that was the Garden of Eden, that was
Nirvana, hell, those ancient forebears all after they had been expelled from
the earthly paradise saw that same starlight as they/he/we/I did).
Maybe
this will explain it better. An old man, or at least he has the marks of old
age, although among the iterant travelling peoples, the hoboes, tramps, and
bum, who have weathered many of life’s storms bottle or needle in hand,
panhandled a million quarters now lost, old age, or their marks wear a soul
down early so a guy who has been on the road enough years if he is say thirty
looks about fifty by the time the train smoke and the busted dreams have broken
his will, white beard, unkempt, longish hair, also unkempt, a river of lines in
his face, deep crow’s feet setting off his vacant eyes, a second-hand soiled
hat atop his head, a third-hand miner’s jacket “clipped” off some other lonesome
traveler (“clipped”- stolen for clueless or those who led sheltered childhood
and did not in order to satisfy some youthful wanting habit stakeout a jewelry
store say and grab a few trinkets while the salesperson was looking the other
way), shredded at the cuffs chino pants of indeterminate age, and busted up
shoes, soles worn, heels at forty-five degree angles from crooked walks on
crooked miles and game legs is getting ready to unroll his bedroll, ground
cloth a tablecloth stolen from Jimmy Jack’s Diner’s somewhere, a blanket stolen
from a Sally [Salvation Army] Harbor Light house in salad days, rolled
newspapers now for a mattress for the hundredth, hundredth time against the
edge of the railroad trestle just outside Gallup, New Mexico.
Do
not ask him, if you have the nerve to approach him, and that is an iffy
proposition just ask a guy going under the moniker of Denver Shorty how he got
that deep scar across his face, where he is going or where he has come from
because just that moment, having scratched a few coins in the town together for
a jug of Thunderbird he is ready to sleep his sleep against the cold-hearted
steel of the Southern Pacific railroad tracks just ten yards from where he
stands.
And
this night, this starlit brown, about eight colors of brown, desert night he
hopes that he will not dream, not dream of that Phoebe Snow whom he left behind
in Toledo when he had no beard, no longish unkempt hair, and no rivers of lines
on his misbegotten face. (Why the brethren called every long gone sweetheart
Phoebe Snow, why they would get misty over the dying campfire after some
younger traveler stopped by and told his tale of leaving some young thing
behind is unknown except, according to some old wizened geezer who might have
just made the story up, in the old, old day when the railroads finally figured
out how to keep people from being blackened by the train smoke every trip they
took they started advertising this the fact with this white-dressed
virginal young woman who went under the name Phoebe Snow. That’s probably
as good an explanation as any since whatever the name, or the young woman
almost every guy in camp would in his sorrows get weepy about that situation. Hey, didn't I tell that story before, Jesus, the dope or old age is getting to me but what the hell maybe that Phoebe Snow dream is worth a repeat I know it got me through many a restless night thinking about sweet Botticelli Lorraine and Goya Juanita.)
Dream as he always did about whatever madness made him run from all the things
he had created, all the things that drove him west like a million other guys
who needed to put space between himself and civilization.
Dream
too about the days when he could ride the rails in the first-class cars
(having not only left Phoebe Snow behind but a growing specialty printing
business started from scratch before the alcohol, and later the dope although
now back to cheapjack alcohol got the better of him), and about the lure of the
rails once he got unhinged from civilization. About how the train pace had been
chastised by fast cars and faster planes when a the speed of a train fitted a
man’s movements, about the days when they first built the transcontinental,
this line that he was about to lie his head down beside, about the million
Chinks, Hunkies, Russkies, Hibernians, hell, Micks, Dagos who sweated to drive
the steel in unforgiving ground, many who laid down their heads down to their
final rest along these roads, and later guys he knew on the endless road like
Butte Bobby, Silver Jones, Ding-dong Kelly, who did not wake up the next
morning and were carried out to the carcass vulture desert having left no way
to get a hold of kin. Almost all guys had left no forwarding address, no real
one anyway, no back address, for fear of the repo man or some other dunning, an
angry wife or about ten thousand other reasons. So the desert was good enough
as a potter’s field as any other place.
As
he settled in to sleep the wine’s effect settling down too he noticed the
bright half- moon out that night reflecting off the trestle, and the arroyos
edges, and thought about what a guy, an old wizard like himself told him about
the rails one time when he was laid up in Salt Lake City, in the days when he
tried to sober up. The guy, a guy who had music in his soul or something said
to him that it was the starlight on the rails that had driven him, rumble,
stumble, tumble him to keep on the road, to keep moving away from himself, to
forget who he was. And here he was on a starlit night listening down the line
for the rumble of the freight that would come passing by before the night was
over. But as he shut his eyes, he began to dream again of Phoebe Snow, always
of Phoebe Snow.
But
not everybody has the ability to sing to those starlit heavens (or to the void
if that is what chances to happen as the universe expands quicker than we can
think, bang- bang or get smaller into dust if that is the deal once the
philosopher-king physicists figure out the new best theory) about the hard
night of starlight on the rails and that is where Rosalie Sorrels, a woman of
the American West out in the Idahos, out where, as is said in the introduction
to the song by the same name ripping some wisdom from literary man Thomas Wolfe
who knew from whence he spoke, the states are square (and at one time the
people, travelling west people and so inured to hardship, played it square, or
else), sings old crusty Utah Phillips’ song to those hobo, tramp, bum heavens.
Did it while old Utah was alive to teach the song (and the story behind the
song) to her and later after he passed on in a singular tribute album to his
life’s work as singer/songwriter/story-teller/ troubadour.
Now,
for a fact, I do not know if Rosalie in her time, her early struggling time
when she was trying to make a living singing and telling Western childhood
stories had ever along with her brood of kids been reduced by circumstances to
wind up against that endless steel highway but I do know that she had her share
of hard times. Know that through her friendship with Utah she wound up
bus-ridden to Saratoga Springs up in the un-squared state of New York where she
performed and got taken under the wing of Lena from the legendary Café Lena
during some trying times. And so she flourished, flourished as well as any folk-singer
could once the folk minute burst it bubble and places like Café Lena, Club
Passim (formerly Club 47), a few places in the Village in New York City and
Frisco town became safe havens to flower and grow some songs, grow songs from
the American folk songbooks and from her own expansive political commentator
songbook. And some covers too as her rendition of Starlight on the Rails
attests to as she worked her way across the continent.
Worked
her way to a big sold out night at Saunders Theater at Harvard too when she
called the road quits a decade or so ago. Sang some nice stuff speaking about
the west, about the Brazos, about the great Utah desert which formed Utah
Phillips a little too, formed him like his old friend Ammon Hennessey, the old
saint Catholic Worker brother who sobered some guys up, made them take some
pledges, made them get off the railroad steel road. Sobered me up too, got me
off that railroad track too, but damn if I didn’t see that starlight too. So
listen up, okay.
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