The Roots Is The Toots: The Music That Got The Generation Of
’68 Through The 1950s Red Scare Cold War Night-The Time Of
Frankie’s Carnival Time-With
The Silhouettes’ Get A Job In Mind
Introduction by Allan
Jackson
[Maybe the worse thing
about growing up poor, poorer than church mice as my Grandma would have it with
a slight sneer since she was referring to my poor father’s inability to
adequately provide for his family of four boys and a wife since he was an
uneducated man and she thought my mother had married beneath her station, for a
kid was always wanting things that couldn’t be bought. Of course a kid doesn’t
know, doesn’t want to know, would have not have given a fuck to put it starkly
that it was a struggle to just keep a roof over the head and food on the table
and only saw and heard that he or she could not have what some other Johnnie or
Janie had on the consumer dream television. Of course a kid will still even if
he or she becomes aware of the situation later doesn’t want to hear about all
the thin air talk about how this or that was not affordable.
That conflict between
those freaking wanting habits and the empty envelope come payday reality in the
end determined my youthful fate (my mother like many mothers in the
neighborhood had weekly envelopes which were usually short on each bill due but
enough to keep the wolves from the door. When that was not enough I was send to
say the landlord to give the pittance and some story so yes things were close,
very close indeed especially in father unemployed times). When it came time to
hang with guys, with corner boys I came up with a bunch of guys like the
eternally mentioned Scribe and Frankie Riley the acknowledged leader of our
crew mainly because he was tight with Tonio the guy who ran the pizza place
where we hung out who treated him like a son. That “headquarters,” known or
unknown to good guy Tonio who had
immigrated from Italy and had a great beauty of an Italian girlfriend whom
despite her age we googled, was where Scribe would hatch some weird but
workable plan to grab dough from the rich houses in town near the beach at
Squaw Rock. After we almost got catch when Scribe led his one and only
expedition when Frankie was out of town we swore that he would never lead
another no matter how good the plan.
All of this to say the
simple truth that living down in nowhere land at the base of society is not
conductive to bringing out the better angels of our natures and those wanting
habits twisted plenty of ordinary guys for a long time. So running away with
the glamorous circus, carnival, sideshow was not some aberration or some
far-fetched thing not when the con men, grifters and hustlers were showing all
kinds of exciting tricks to kids who were ready to grab dough with every hand.
Can you blame them. Allan Jackson]
An old man
walked, walked haltingly down a North Adamsville street, maybe Hancock Street,
or maybe a street just off of it, maybe a long street like West Main Street, he
has forgotten which exactly in the time between his walking and his telling me
his story. A street near the high school anyway, North Adamsville High School,
where he had graduated from back in the mist of time, the 1960s mist of time. A
time when he was known, far and wide, as the king, the king hell king, if the
truth be known, of the schoolboy be-bop night. And headquartered himself,
properly headquartered himself as generations of schoolboy king hell kings had
done previously, at Salducci’s Pizza Parlor as was his due as the reigning
schoolboy king of the night. But that schoolboy corner boy king thing is an old
story, an old story strictly for cutting up old touches, according to the old
man, Frankie, yes, Francis Xavier Riley, as if back from the dead, and not fit,
not fit by a long shot for what he had to tell me about his recent “discovery,”
and its meaning.
Apparently
as Frankie, let us skip the formalities and just call him Frankie, walked down
that nameless, maybe unnamable street he was stricken by sight of a sign on a
vagrant telephone pole announcing that Jim Byrd’s Carnival and Traveling
Show was coming to town and setting up tent at the Veteran’s Stadium in the
first week in June, this past June, for the whole week. And seeing this sign,
this vagrant sign on this vagrant telephone pole, set off a stream of memories
from when the king hell king of the schoolboy corner boy night was so
enthralled with the idea of the “carny” life, of this very Jim Byrd’s Carnival
and Traveling Show carnival life, that he had plans, serious plans, to run
away, run away with it when it left town.
Under this
condition, and of course there was always a condition: if Ma Riley, or Pa Riley
if it came to it, although Pa was usually comfortably ensconced in the Dublin
Pub over on Sagamore Street and was not a big factor in Frankie’s life when it
came time for him to make his mark as king hell king, just bothered him one
more time, bothered about what was never specified at least to me. Of course
they never did, or Frankie never let on that they did, bother him enough to
force the issue, and therefore never forced him on the road. But by then he was
into being the corner boy king so that dream must have faded, like a lot of
twelve- year old dreams.
In any case
rather than running away with the carnival Frankie served his high school
corner boy term as king hell king, went to college and then to law school, ran
a successful mid-sized law practice, raised plenty of kids and political hell
and never looked back. And not until he saw that old-time memory sign did he
think of regrets for not having done what he said that “he was born for.” And
rather than have the reader left with another in the endless line of cautionary
tales, or of two roads, one not taken tales, or any of that, Frankie, Frankie
in his own words, wants to expand on his carnival vision reincarnation and so
we will let him speak :
“Who knows
when a kid first gets the carnival bug, maybe it was down in cradle times
hearing the firecrackers in the heated, muggy Fourth Of July night when in old,
old time North Adamsville a group of guys, a group of guys called the
“Associates,” mainly Dublin Pub guys, and at one time including my father, Joe
Riley, Senior, grabbed some money from around the neighborhood. And from the
local merchants like Doc over at Doc’s Drug Store, Mario over at Estrella’s
Grocery Store, Mac, owner of the Dublin Pub, and always, always, Tonio, owner
of Salducci’s Pizza Parlor. What they did with this money was to hire a small
time, usually very small time, carnival outfit, something with a name like Joe’s
Carny, or the like, maybe with a merry-go-round, some bumping cars, a whip
thing, a few one-trick ponies, and ten or twelve win-a-doll-for-your-lady
tents. On the side maybe a few fried dough, pizza, sausage and onions kind of
eateries, with cotton candy to top it off. And in a center tent acts, clown
acts, trapeze acts with pretty girls dangling every which way, jugglers, and
the like. Nothing fancy, no three-ring circus, or monster theme amusement park
to flip a kid’s head stuff. Like I say small time, but not small time enough to
not enflame the imagination of every kid, mainly every boy kid, but a few girls
too if I remember right, with visions of setting up their own show.
Or maybe it
was when this very same Jim Byrd, a dark-haired, dark-skinned (no, not black,
not in 1950s North Adamsville, christ no, but maybe a gypsy or half-gypsy, if
that is possible), a friendly guy, slightly wiry, a slightly
side-of-his-mouth-talking guy just like a lawyer, who actually showed me some
interesting magic tricks when I informed him, aged eight, that I wanted to go
“on the road” with him first brought his show to town. Brought it to Veteran’s
Stadium then too. That’s when I knew that that old time Associates thing, that
frumpy Fourth of July set-up-in-a-minute-thing-and-then-gone was strictly
amateur stuff. See Jim’s Carny had a Ferris wheel, Jim had a Mini-Roller
Coaster, and he had about twenty-five or thirty win-a-doll, cigarettes, teddy
bears, or candy tents. But also shooting galleries, gypsy fortune-telling ladies
with daughters with black hair and laughing eyes selling roses, or the idea of
roses. And looking very foxy, the daughters that is, although I did not know
what foxy was then. Oh yah, sure Jim had the ubiquitous fried dough, sausage
and onion, cardboard pizza stuff too. Come on now this was a carnival, big time
carnival, big time to an eight-year old carnival. Of course he had that
heartburn food. But what set Jim’s operation off was that central tent. Sure,
yawn, he had the clowns, tramp clowns, Clarabelle clowns, what have you, and
the jugglers, juggling everything but mainly a lot of whatever it was they were
juggling , and even the acrobats, bouncing over each other like rubber balls.
The big deal, the eight- year old big deal though, was the animals, the real
live tigers and lions that performed in a cage in center stage with some blonde
safari-weary tamer doing the most incredible tricks with them. Like, well, like
having them jump through hoops, and flipping over each other and the trainer
too. Wow.
But now that
I think about it seriously the real deal of the carny life was neither the
Associates or Jim Byrd’s, although after I tell you about this Jim’s would
enter into my plans because that was the carnival, the only carnival I knew, to
run away with. See what really got me going was down in Huntsville, a town on
the hard ocean about twenty miles from North Adamsville, there was what would
now be called nothing but an old-time amusement park, a park like you still
might see if you went to Seaside Heights down on the Jersey shore. This park,
this Wild Willie’s Amusement Park, was the aces although as you will see not a
place to run away to since everything stayed there, summer open or winter
closed. I was maybe nine or ten when I first went there but the story really
hinges on when I was just turning twelve, you know, just getting ready to make
my mark on the world, the world being girls. Yes, that kind of turning twelve.
But nine or
twelve this Wild Willie’s put even Jim Byrd’s show to shame. Huge roller-coasters
(yes, the plural is right, three altogether), a wild mouse, whips, dips, flips
and very other kind of ride, covered and uncovered, maybe fifteen or twenty,
all based on the idea of trying to make you scared, and want to go on again,
and again to“ conquer” that scared thing. And countless win things (yah,
cigarettes, dolls, teddy bears, candy, and so on in case you might have
forgotten). I won’t even mention that hazardous to your health but merciful,
fried dough, cardboard pizza (in about twenty flavors), sausage and onions,
cotton candy and salt water taffy because, frankly I am tired of mentioning it
and even a flea circus or a flea market today would feel compelled to offer
such treats so I will move on.
What it had
that really got me going, at first anyway, was about six pavilions worth of
pinball machines, all kinds of pinball machines just like today there are a
zillion video games at such places. But what these pinball machines had (beside
alluring come-hither and spend some slot machine dough on me pictures of busty
young women on the faces of the machines) were guys, over sixteen year old
teenage guys, mainly, some older, some a lot older at night, who could play
those machines like wizards, racking up free games until the cows came home. I
was impressed, impressed to high heaven. And watching them, watching them
closely were over sixteen- year old girls, some older, some a lot older at
night, who I wondered, wondered at when I was nine but not at twelve, might not
be interfering with their pinball magic. Little did I know then that the
pinball wizardry was for those sixteen year old, some older, some a lot older,
girls.
But see, if
you didn’t already know, nine or twelve-year old kids were not allowed to play
those machines. You had to be sixteen (although I cadged a few free games left
on machines as I got a little older, and I think the statute of limitations has
run out on this crime so I can say I was not sixteen years or older). So I
gravitated toward the skee ball games located in one of those pinball
pavilions, games that anybody six to sixty or more could play. You don’t know
skees. Hey where have you been? Skee, come on now. Go over to Seaside Heights
on the Jersey shore, or Old Orchard up on the Maine coast and you will have all
the skees you want, or need. And if you can’t waggle your way to those hallowed
spots then I will give a little run-down. It’s kind of like bowling, candle-pin
bowling (small bowling balls for you non-New Englanders) with a small ball and
it’s kind of like archery or darts because you have to get the balls, usually
ten or twelve to a game, into tilted holes.
The idea is
to get as high a score as possible, and in amusement park land after your game
is over you get coupons depending on how many points you totaled. And if you
get enough points you can win, well, a good luck rabbit’s foot, like I won for
Karen stick-girl one time (a stick girl was a girl who didn’t yet have a shape,
a womanly shape, and maybe that word still is used, okay), one turning twelve-year
old time, who thought I was the king of the night because I gave her one from
my “winnings,” and maybe still does. Still does think I am king of the hill.
But a guy, an old corner boy guy that I knew back then, a kind of screwy guy
who hung onto my tail at Salducci’s like I was King Solomon, a guy named Markin
who hung around me from middle school on, already wrote that story once.
Although he
got one part wrong, the part about how I didn’t know right from left about
girls and gave this Karen stick girl the air when, after showering her with
that rabbit’s foot, she wanted me to go with her and sit on the old seawall
down at Huntsville Beach and according to Markin I said no-go. I went, believe
me I went, and we both practically had lockjaw for two weeks after we got done.
But you know how stories get twisted when third parties who were not there, had
no hope of being there, and had questionable left from right girl knowledge
themselves start their slanderous campaigns on you. Yes, you know that scene, I
am sure.
So you see,
Karen stick and lockjaw aside, I had some skill at skees, and the way skees and
the carny life came together was when, well let me call her Gypsy Love, because
like the name of that North Adamsville vagrant telephone pole street where I
saw the Byrd’s carnival in town sign that I could not remember the name of I
swear I can’t, or won’t remember hers. All I remember is that jet-black long
hair, shiny dark-skinned glean (no, no again, she was not black, christ, no
way, not in 1950s Wild Willie’s, what are you kidding me?), that thirteen-year
old winsome smile, half innocent, half-half I don’t know what, that
fast-forming girlish womanly shape and those laughing, Spanish gypsy black eyes
that would haunt a man’s sleep, or a boy’s. And that is all I need to remember,
and you too if you have any imagination. See Gypsy Love was the daughter of
Madame La Rue, the fortune-teller in Jim Byrd’s carnival. I met her in turning
twelve time when she tried to sell me a rose, a rose for my girlfriend, my
non-existent just then girlfriend. Needless to say I was immediately taken with
her and told her that although I had no girlfriend I would buy her a rose.
And that, off and on, over the next year is where we bounced
around in our “relationship.” One day I was down at Wild Willie’s and I spotted
her and asked her why she wasn’t on the road with Jim Byrd’s show. Apparently
Madame LaRue had had a falling out with Jim, quit the traveling show and landed
a spot at Wild Willie’s. And naturally Gypsy Love followed mother, selling
flowers to the rubes at Wild Willie’s. So naturally, naturally to me, I told
Gypsy Love to follow me over to the skees and I would win her a proper prize.
And I did, I went crazy that day. A big old lamp for her room. And Gypsy Love asked
me, asked me very nicely thank you, if I wanted to go down by the seawall and
sit for a while. And let’s get this straight, no third party who wasn’t there,
no wannabe there talk, please, I followed her, followed her like a lemming to
the sea. We had lockjaw for a month afterward to prove it. And you say, you
dare to say I was not born for that life, that carnival life. Ha.
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