The Roots Is The Toots: The Music That Got The Generation Of
’68 Through The 1950s Red Scare Cold War Night-One
Night With You- Sam’s Song- With The Chiffons’
He’s So Fine In Mind
Introduction by Allan Jackson
[I don’t know what poor guys do these
days to keep themselves out of mischief if that is what they want. I used to
see young guys, girls too, a few years ago hanging out in the malls, just
hanging but not so much recently so that maybe mall security or somebody has
made it clear or unpleasant just to hang for a few hours buying maybe a soda or
something to cover their asses as paying customers. Back in my day, Jesus, here
comes that old chestnut, we used to hang by fiat around Tonio’s Pizza Parlor in
what was called the “up the Downs” retail store section of North Adamsville not
far from the Acre neighborhood where we grew up. Grew up in the then proud and
defiant tradition of corner boys a situation that today’s working poor kids
might envy. See Tonio, long gone Tonio although the pizza joint is still there
run by a couple of Armenians, thought having wayward and seemingly harmless
corner boys add some “class” to his place. Reason: of course you know the
reason if you have read page one of these sketches or have a knack for figuring
things out-girls.
The girls, even the working poor girls,
always seemed to have money and so say after school would stop by Tonio’s for a
slice of pizza and a soda (which in the neighborhood we called tonic but which now
seems to have gone the way of the horse and buggy since even I don’t use the
term but say my proper soda)-and play that crazed jukebox to perdition. More
seriously on date nights the girls would show up with their guys, or maybe just
a bunch of girls looking for dates or company, and buy whole pizzas and some
sodas and play that crazed jukebox to perdition and back. So Tonio, who was
like a father to our corner boy leader Frankie Riley, except on family nights
which we understood and when except in summer we would not be hanging around
Tonio’s anyway was glad to have us as advertisements.
We were clean-cut enough at least in
general appearance and quiet enough to give the place a certain cache. Even
though Tonio knew, knew as well as he knew anything in that giant immigrant
heart of his, that we were planning “midnight creep” capers in other
neighborhoods to get dough. I don’t think I have to spell it out but I will-we
would burglarized certain homes and had a “fence” buy the stuff. The girls I
don’t believe ever knew but when some corner boy would ask a girl for a date
out of the blue that meant we had just scored and he had money to go out on
that date. Otherwise we would be cadging girls to play certain songs on the jukebox
with every trick in the book we could use to hoodwink them out of the dreamy
awful stuff they really wanted to play.
So we led kind of charmed lives as
Tonio’s corner boys and I am not sure if every poor neighborhood has such
gradations so that any shop-owners actually wanted the general riff-raff that
went by the title corner boy. The stereotype and that was in books, in the
movies and in real life was the gang led by Red Riley (no relation to Frankie,
the Riley name was endemic in deeply Irish Acre land) who hung around Harry’s
Variety Store and dared anybody to say or do anything untoward within about a
mile of the place. Here is the twist there at Harry’s. The store was just a
front for his book-making operation in which in the coppers came in to place
their off-the-rack bets too and Red and his boys made sure Harry was not messed
with-even by the coppers except the few times they “raided” the joint (and
still got their cut).
Red was the meanest guy I ever saw,
even in the Army where there were plenty of tough guys, some there, in the Army
that is, via the justice system rather than go to jail forever. I saw him with
my own eyes chain-whip and if you don’t know what that is look it up on the
Internet a guy just because he was from a different corner and was just passing
through our neighborhood. The guy was a bloody mess and Red just walked
away-walked away too from any charges since the guy who got whipped knew he
would be dead, very dead, if he mentioned word one about how he got in his
bloody condition.
Red and his maybe half dozen confederates,
they tended to turn over a bit since they would go from the corner to jail or
some such place with the exception of Red who lived his own version of the
charmed life at least in the Acre looked exactly the Marlon Brando, white tee
shirt with cigarettes rolled in one sleeve, dungarees (when jeans were
dungarees and only corner boys and farmers wore them), engineer boots and more
likely than not some whip-chain hanging down their asses. The girls were the
same (except as I found out later more than one nice girl once she lost her
virginity might take a walk on the wild side before returning to nice
girl-dom). Here is the cautionary tale part and I have stated more than one
time what a close thing our own nice corner boy existence was for us to wind up
the same way. Red finally cashed his
check down in some junkie haven White Hen store in North Carolina I think which
he tried to rob solo and got nothing but serious lead for his troubles. Allan
Jackson]
He’s So Fine
(Do-lang, do-lang, do-lang)
(Do-lang, do-lang)
(Do-lang, do-lang)
He's so fine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Wish he were mine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
That handsome boy overthere
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
The one with the wavy hair
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
I don't know how I'm gonna do it
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
But I'm gonna make him mine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
He's the envy of all the girls
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
It's just a matter of time
(Do-lang-do-lang)
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Wish he were mine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
That handsome boy overthere
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
The one with the wavy hair
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
I don't know how I'm gonna do it
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
But I'm gonna make him mine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
He's the envy of all the girls
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
It's just a matter of time
(Do-lang-do-lang)
He's a soft [Spoken] guy
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Also seems kinda shy
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Makes me wonder if I
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Should even give him a try
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
But then I know he can't shy
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
He can't shy away forever
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
And I'm gonna make him mine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
If it takes me forever
(Do-lang-do-lang)
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Also seems kinda shy
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Makes me wonder if I
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Should even give him a try
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
But then I know he can't shy
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
He can't shy away forever
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
And I'm gonna make him mine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
If it takes me forever
(Do-lang-do-lang)
He's so fine
(Oh yeah)
Gotta be mine
(Oh yeah)
Sooner or later
(Oh yeah)
I hope it's not later
(Oh yeah)
We gotta get together
(Oh yeah)
The sooner the better
(Oh yeah)
I just can't wait, I just can't wait
To be held in his arms
(Oh yeah)
Gotta be mine
(Oh yeah)
Sooner or later
(Oh yeah)
I hope it's not later
(Oh yeah)
We gotta get together
(Oh yeah)
The sooner the better
(Oh yeah)
I just can't wait, I just can't wait
To be held in his arms
If I were a queen
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
And he asked me to leave my throne
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
I'll do anything that he asked
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Anything to make him my own
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
For he's so fine
(So fine) so fine
(So fine) he's so fine
(So fine) so fine
(So fine) he's so fine
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
And he asked me to leave my throne
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
I'll do anything that he asked
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
Anything to make him my own
(Do-lang-do-lang-do-lang)
For he's so fine
(So fine) so fine
(So fine) he's so fine
(So fine) so fine
(So fine) he's so fine
[Fades]
(So fine) oh yeah
(He's so fine) he's so fine
(So fine) uh-huh
(He's so fine)
He's so fine.....
(He's so fine) he's so fine
(So fine) uh-huh
(He's so fine)
He's so fine.....
From The Pen Of Frank Jackman
Sam Lowell thought it
was funny how things worked out sometimes in such a contrary fashion in this
wicked old world, not his expression that “wicked old world” for he preferred
of late the more elastic and ironic “sad old world” but that of his old time
North Adamsville corner boy Peter Markin who will be more fully introduced in a
moment (Markin aka Peter Paul Markin although nobody ever called him that
except his mother, as one would expect although he hated to be teased by every
kid from elementary school on including girls, girls who liked to tease him,
tease him when they wanted to show their interest usually, and his first
ill-advised wife, Martha, a heiress of the local Mayfair swells who tried,
unsuccessfully since they sensed right away that he was not one of them, to
impress her leafy horse country Dover suburban parents with the familiar Waspy
triple names).
Neither of those expressions referred
to however dated back to their youth since neither Sam nor Peter back then,
back in their 1960s youth, would have used such old-fashioned religious-drenched
expressions to explain their take on the world since as with all youth, or at
least youth who expected to “turn the world upside down” (an expression that
they both did use although each in very different contexts) they would have
withheld such judgments or were too busy doing that “turning” business they had
no time for adjectives to express their worldly concerns. No that expression,
that understanding about the wickedness of the world, had been picked up by Sam
from Peter when they had reconnected a number of years before after they had
not seen each other for decades to express the uphill battles of those who had
expected humankind to exhibit the better angels of their natures on a more
regular basis. Some might call this nostalgic glancing back, especially by
Peter since he had more at stake in a favorable result, on a world that did not
turn upside down or did so in a way very different from those hazy days.
The funny part (or ironic if you
prefer) was that back then Sam had been in his youth the least political, the
least culturally-oriented, the least musically-oriented of those corner boys
like Markin, Jack Dawson, Jimmy Jenkins and “max daddy” leader Fritz Fallon who
kept the coins flowing into the jukebox at Phil’s House of Pizza (that “max
daddy” another expression coined by Peter so although he has not even been
properly introduced we know plenty about his place in the corner boy life, his
place as “flak,” for Fritz’s operation although Fritz always called him “the
Scribe” when he wanted something written and needed to play on Peter’s vanity).
That shop had been located down a couple of blocks from the choppy ocean waters
of Adamsville Beach (and is still there although under totally different
management from the arch-Italian Rizzo family that ran the place for several
generations now run by some immigrant Albanians named Hoxha).
That jukebox made Phil’s among other
things a natural hang-out place for wayward but harmless poor teenage corner
boys. The serious “townie” professional corner boys, the rumblers, tumblers,
drifters, grifters and midnight sifters hung around Harry’s Variety with leader
Red Riley over on Sagamore far from beaches. Night haunting boys far from
sweated sun, tanned daytime beaches, with their equally pale, black
dress-etched “tramps,” well known in the boyos network at the high school for
those few adventurous enough to mess with an off-hand “from hunger” girl
looking for kicks and a fast ride in some souped-up Chevy or on back of fat hog
Harley, the bike of choice around the town. Although tanned daytime beaches
rumors had it that the beach, the isolated Rock Island section, had been the
site of more than one nighttime orgy with “nice” publicly virginal girls
looking for kicks with rough boys down among the briny rocks. Rumors they
remained until Sam ran into Sissy Roswell many years later who confessed to him
that she and the “social butterfly” prom/fall dance/ yearbook crowd she hung
around with on a couple of occasions had been among the briny rocks the summer
after graduation when school social ladders and girls’ locker room talk didn’t
mean a thing.
Getting back to Harry’s, a place where
cops with their patrol cars parked conspicuously in front of the store during
the daytime and placed their bets with “connected” Harry who used the store as
a front for the bookie operation and as a fence depot for Red’s nighttime work,
Fritz and the boys would not have gone within three blocks of that place. Maybe
more from fear, legitimate fear as Fritz’s older brother, Timmy, a serious
tough guy himself, could testify to the one time he tried to wait outside
Harry’s for some reason and got chain-whipped by Red for his indiscretion. So
the tame corner boys at Phil’s were more than happy to hang out there where the
Rizzos were more than happy to have them spent dough on the jukebox and pizzas
except on Friday family pizza night billed to give Mom a rest for once until
after nine (and secretly, since these corner boys were, if tame, still
appealing looking to passing girls with Phil to have then around at that hour
to boost the weekend sales). Moreover this spot provided a beautiful vantage
point for scanning the horizon for those wayward girls who also kept their
coins flowing into Phil’s jukebox (or a stray “nice” girl after Red and his
corner boys threw her over).
Sam had recently thought about that
funny story that Markin had told the crowd once on a hot night when nobody had
any money and they were just holding up the wall at Phil’s about Johnny
Callahan, the flashy and unstoppable halfback from the high school team (and a
guy even Red respected having made plenty of money off of local sports who bet
with him on the strength of Johnny’s prowess any given Saturday although Johnny
once confessed that he, rightly, avoided Harry’s after what had happened to
Timmy Fallon). See Johnny was pretty poor even by the median working poor
standard of the old neighborhoods in those days (although now, courtesy of his
incessant radio and television advertising which continues to make everyone
within fifty miles of North Adamsville who knew Johnny back in the day aware of
his new profession, he is a prosperous Toyota car dealer, called Mr.
Toyota, down across from the mall in
Hull about twenty miles from North Adamsville, the town where their mutual
friend Josh Breslin soon to be introduced came from). Johnny, a real music
maniac who would do his football weight-lifting exercises to Jerry Lee’s Great Balls of Fire, Gene Vincent’s Be-Bop-A-Lula and stuff like that to get
him hyped up, had this routine in order to get to hear songs that he was dying
to hear with the girls who had some dough, enough dough anyway to put coins
into that jukebox. Stuff Johnny would hear late at night coming from a rock
station out of Detroit and which would show up a few weeks later on Phil’s
jukebox just waiting for Johnny and the kids to fill the coffers.
Johnny would go up all flirty and
virile to some young thing (a Fritz expression coped from Jerry Lee and not an
invention of Markin as Peter would later claim he thought of to some “young
thing” that he was trying to “score”). Maybe, depending on whatever intelligent
Johnny had on the girl, maybe she had just had a fight with her boyfriend or
had broken up with him and he would be all sympathy, or maybe she was just down
in the dumps for no articulable reason like every teen goes through every
chance they get, whatever it took. Johnny, by the way, would have gotten that
intelligence via Peter who whatever else anybody had to say about him, good or
bad, was wired into, no, made himself consciously privy to, all kinds of
boy-girl information almost like he had a hook into that Monday morning before
school girls’ locker room talkfest. Everybody already knew that he was hooked
into the boys’ Monday morning version and had started more rumors and other
unsavory deeds than any ten other guys.
Spreading ugly rumors about a guy whose girl he was interested in a
specialty. But Markin was like Teflon, nobody ever thought to take him out for
his actions they were so dependent on his information to keep their place in
the social pecking order.
Now here is what Johnny “knew” about
almost every girl if they had the quarter which allowed them to play three
selections. He would let them pick that first one on their own, maybe something
to express interest in his flirtation, maybe her name, say Donna, was also
being used as the title of a latest hit, or if broken up some boy sorrow thing.
Brenda Lee’s I Want To Be Wanted,
stuff like that. The second one he would “suggest” something everybody wanted
to listen to no matter what but which was starting to get old. Maybe so Elvis,
Roy Orbison, Chuck Berry, Jerry Lee thing still on the jukebox playlist but
getting wearisome. Then he would go in for the kill and “suggest” they play this
new platter, you know, something like Martha and the Vandelas Dancing in the Streets or Roy’s Blue Bayou both of which he had heard on
the midnight radio airwaves out of Detroit one night and were just getting play
on the jukeboxes. And bingo before you know it she was playing the thing again,
and again. Beautiful. And Johnny said that sometimes he would wind up with a
date, especially if he had just scored about three touchdowns for the school, a
date that is in the days before he and Kitty Kelly became an “item.” An item,
although it is not germane to the story, who still is Johnny’s girl, wife,
known as Mrs. Toyota now.
But enough of this downstream stuff Sam
thought. The hell with Johnny and his cheapjack tricks (although not to those
three beautiful touchdowns days, okay) this thing gnawing at him was about old
age angst and not the corner boy glory days at Phil’s, although it is about old
time corners boys and their current doings, some of them anyway. So yeah he had
other things he wanted to think about (and besides he had already, with a good
trade-in, gotten his latest car from Mr. Toyota so enough there), to tell a
candid world about how over the past few years with the country, the world, the
universe had been going to hell in a hand-basket. In the old day, like he kept
going back to, back in the day he was not the least bit interested in anything
in the big world outside of sports, and girls, of course. And endlessly working
on plans to own his own business, a print shop, before he was twenty-five.
Well, he did get that small business, although not until thirty and had
prospered when he made connections to do printing for several big high-tech
companies, notably IBM when they began outsourcing their work. He had
prospered, had married (twice, and divorced twice), had the requisite tolerated
children and adored grandchildren, and in his old age a woman companion to ease
his time.
But there had been for a long time,
through those failed marriages, through that business success something gnawing
at him, something that Sam felt he had missed out on, or felt he had do
something about. Then a few years ago when it was getting time for a high
school class reunion he had Googled “North Adamsville Class of 1964” and came
upon a class website for that year, his year, that had been set up by the
reunion committee, and decided to joint to keep up with what was going on with
developments there. He would wind up not going to that reunion as he had
planned, a long story about a slight ill-advised flirtation with an old flame
classmate although that too is not germane to the story here except as one more
thing that gnawed at him. But mostly in the end he could not face going home,
came to believe what Thomas Wolfe said in the title of one of his novels, you
can’t go home again.
After he had registered on the site
giving a brief resume of his interests and what he had been up to those past
forty years or so years Sam looked at the class list, the entire list of class
members alive and deceased (a rose beside their name signifying their passing)
of who had joined and found the names of Peter Markin. He had to laugh Peter
had been listed as Peter Paul Markin since everybody was listed by their full
names, revenge from the grave by his poor mother, and that leafy suburban first
wife who tried to give him Mayflower
credentials, he thought. He also found
the name of corner boy Jimmy Jenkins among those who had done so. (Jack Dawson
had passed away a few years before, a broken man, broken after his son who had
served in Iraq and Afghanistan had committed suicide, according to Peter, as
had their corner boy leader, Fritz Fallon, homeless, and found down along a
railroad trestle in New Jersey, after going through a couple of fortunes, his
own and a third wife’s).
Through the mechanism established on
the site which allowed each class member who joined to have a private
cyberspace e-mail slot Sam contacted both men and the three of them started a
rather vigorous on-line chat line for several weeks going through the alphabet
of their experiences, good and bad. The time for sugar-coating was over unlike
in their youth when all three would lie like crazy, especially about sex and
with whom in order to keep their place in the pecking order, and in order to
keep up with Fritz whom lied more than the three of them combined. Peter knew
that, knew it better than anybody else but in order to keep his place as “Scribe”
in that crazy quill pecking order went along with such silly teenage stuff,
stuff that in his other pursuits he would have laughed at but that is what made
being a teenager back then, now too, from what Sam saw of his grandchildren’s
trials and tribulations.
After a while, once the e-mail
questions had worked their course, all three men met in Boston at the Sunnyvale
Grille, a place where Markin had begun to hang out in after he had moved back
to Boston (read: where he did his daytime drinking) over by the waterfront, and
spent a few hours discussing not so much old times per se but what was going on in the world, and how the world had
changed so much in the meantime. And since Markin, the political maniac of the
tribe, was involved in the conversations maybe do something about it at least
that is what Sam had hoped since he knew that is where he thought he needed to
head in order to cut into that gnawing feeling. Sam was elated, and unlike in
his youth he did not shut his ears down, when those two guys would talk
politics, about the arts or about music. He now regretted that he had not
listened back then since he was so strictly into girls and sports, not always
in that order (which caused many problems later including one of the grounds
for his one of his divorces, not the sports but the girls).
This is probably the place for Sam to
introduce Peter Markin although he had already been given an earful (and what
goes for Peter goes to a lesser extent for Jimmy who tended to follow in Pete’s
wake on the issues back then, and still does). Peter, as Sam has already noted,
provided that noteworthy, national security agency-worthy service, that
“intelligence” he provided all the guys (and not just his corner boys, although
they had first dibs) about girls. Who was “taken,” a very important factor if
some frail (a Fritz term from watching too many 1940s gangster and detective
movies and reading Dashiell Hammett too closely, especially The Maltese Falcon),was involved with
some bruiser football player, some college joe who belonged to a fraternity and
the brothers were sworn to avenge any brother’s indignities, or worse, worse of
all, if she was involved with some outlaw biker who hung out in Adamsville and
who if he hadn’t gotten his monthly quota of
college boy wannabes red meat hanging out at Phil’s would not think
twice about chain-whipping you just for the fuck of it (“for the fuck of it”
a term Jimmy constantly used then, and
now, so it was not always Markin or Fritz who led the verbal life around the
corner). Who was “unapproachable,”
probably more important than that social blunder of ‘hitting on” a taken
woman since that snub by Miss Perfect-Turned-Up-Nose would make the rounds of
the now legendary seminar, Monday morning before school girls’ locker room (and
eventually work its way through Markin to the boys’ Monday morning version
ruining whatever social standing the guy had spent since junior high trying to
perfect in order to avoid the fatal nerd-dweeb-wallflower-square name your term
existence). Strangely Markin made a serious mistake with Melinda Loring who
blasted her freeze deep on him and he survived to tell the tale, or at least
that is what he had the boys believe. Make of this what you will though, Peter
never after that Melinda Loring mistake, had a high school girlfriend from
North Adamsville High, who, well, liked to “do the do” as they called it back
then, that last part not always correct since everybody, girls and boys alike,
were lying like crazy about whether they were “doing the do” or not, including
Markin.
But beyond, well beyond, that schoolboy
silliness Markin was made of sterner stuff (although Sam would not have
bothered to use such a positive attribute about Markin back then) was
super-political, super into art and into what he called culture, you know going
to poetry readings at coffeehouses, going over Cambridge to watch foreign films
with subtitles and themes at the Brattle Theater that he would try to talk
about and even Jimmy would turn his head when he went on and on about French
films, especially those films by Jean Renoir, and super into music, fortunately
he was not crazy for classical music (unlike some nerds in school then who were
in the band) but serious about what is now called classic rock and roll and
then in turn, the blues, and folk music. (Sam still shuttered at that hillbilly
folk music stuff Markin tried to interest him in when he thought about it).
That folk music was how Peter had first
met Josh Breslin, still a friend, whom he introduced to Sam at one of their
meetings over at the Sunnyvale Grille. Josh told the gathering that Markin had
met him after high school, after he had graduated from Hull High (the same town
where Johnny Callahan was burning up the Toyota sales records for New England)
down at the Surf Ballroom (Sam had his own under twenty-one memories of the
place, some good, some bad including one affair that almost wound up in
marriage). Apparently Josh and Peter had had their wanting habits on the same
girl at one Friday night dance when the great local cover band, the Rockin’
Ramrods held sway there, and had been successively her boyfriend for short
periods both to be dumped for some stockbroker from New York. But their
friendship remained and they had gone west together, gone on that Jack Kerouac On The Road for a number of years when
they were trying their own version of turning the world upside down on. Josh
also dabbled (his word) in the turning upside down politics of the time.
And that was the remarkable thing about
Peter, not so much later in cahoots with Josh because half of youth nation,
half the generation of ’68 was knee-deep in some movement, but in staid old North
Adamsville High days, days when to just be conventionally political, wanting to
run for office or something, was kind of strange. See Peter was into the civil
rights movement, nuclear disarmament, and social justice stuff that everybody
thought he was crazy to be into, everybody from Ma to Fritz (and a few
anonymous midnight phone-callers yelling n----r-lover in the Markin home
phone). He had actually gone into Boston
when he was a freshman and joined the picket-line in front of Woolworths’
protesting the fact that they would not let black people eat in their
lunchrooms down south (and maybe Markin would say when he mentioned what he was
up to they were not that happy to have blacks in their northern lunchrooms
either ), had joined a bunch of Quakers and little old ladies in tennis
sneakers (a term then in use for airhead blue-haired lady do-gooders with
nothing but time on their hands) calling on the government to stop building
atomic bombs (not popular in the red scare Cold War we-are-fighting- against-
the- Russians-terror North Adamsville, or most other American places either),
running over to the art museum to check out the exhibits (including some funny
stories about him and Jimmy busting up the place looking at the old Pharaoh
times slave building Pyramids stuff uncovered by some Harvard guys way back),
and going to coffeehouses in Harvard Square and listening to hokey folk music
that was a drag. (Sam’s take on that subject then, and now.)
So Peter was a walking contradiction,
although that was probably not as strange now as it seemed back then when every
new thing was looked at with suspicion, and when kids like Peter were twisted
in the wind between being corner boys and trying to figure out what that new
wind was that was blowing though the land, when Sam and the other corner boys,
except Jimmy and sometimes Jack would try to talk him out of stuff that would
only upset everybody in town.
But here is the beauty, beauty for Sam
now that he was all ears about what Peter had to say, he had kept at it, had
kept the faith, while everybody else from their generation, or almost
everybody, who protested war, protested around the social issues, had hung
around coffeehouses and who had listened to folk music had long before given it
up. Markin had, after his Army time,
spent a lot of time working with GIs around the war issues, protested American
foreign policy at the drop of a hat and frequented off-beat coffeehouses set up
in the basements of churches in order to hear the dwindling number of folk
artists around. He had gotten and kept his “religion,” kept the faith in a
sullen world. And like in the old days a new generation (added to that older
North Adamsville generation which still, from the class website e-mail traffic
he received when classmates found out they were in communication had not gotten
that much less hostile to what Peter had to say about this wicked old world,
you already know the genesis of that term, right), was ready to curse him out,
ready to curse the darkness against his small voice.
One night when Peter and Sam were alone
at the Sunnyvale, maybe both had had a few too many high-shelf scotches (able
to afford such liquor unlike in the old days when they both in their respective
poverties, drank low-shelf Johnny Walker whiskey with a beer chaser when they
had the dough, if not some cheapjack wine), Peter told Sam the story of how he
had wanted to go to Alabama in high school, go to Selma, but his mother
threatened to disown him if he did, threatened to disown him not for his desire
to go but because she would not have been able to hold her head up in public if
he had, and so although it ate at him not to go, go when his girlfriend, Helen
Jackman, who lived in Gloversville, did go, he took a dive (Peter’s words).
Told a redemptive story too about his
anti-war fight in the Army when he refused to go to Vietnam and wound up in an
Army stockade for a couple of years altogether. (Sam thought that was a high
price to pay for redemption but it may have been the scotch at work.) Told a
number of stories about working with various veterans’ groups, throwing medals
over Supreme Court barricades, chainings to the White House fence, sitting down
in hostile honked traffic streets, blocking freeways complete with those same
hostile honkings, a million walks for this and that, and some plain old
ordinary handing out leaflets, working the polls and button-holing reluctant
politicians to vote against the endless war budgets (this last the hardest
task, harder than all the jailings, honkings, marches put together and
seemingly the most fruitless). Told too stories about the small coffeehouse
places seeing retread folkies who had gone on to other things and then in a fit
of anguish, or hubris, decided to go back on the trail. Told of many things
that night not in a feast of pride but to let Sam know that sometimes it was
easier to act than to let that gnawing win the day. Told Sam that he too always
had the “gnaw,” probably always would in this wicked old world. Sam was
delighted by the whole talk, even if Peter was on his soapbox.
That night too Peter mentioned in
passing that he contributed to a number of blogs, a couple of political ones,
including an anti-war veterans’ group, a couple of old time left-wing cultural
sites and a folk music-oriented one. Sam confessed to Peter that although he
had heard the word “blog” he did not know what a blog was. Peter told him that
one of the virtues of the Internet was that it provided space (cyberspace, a
term Sam had heard of and knew what it meant) for the average citizen to speak
his or her mind via setting up a website or a blog. Blogs were simply a way to
put your opinions and comments out there just like newspaper Op/Ed writers or
news reporters and commentators although among professional reporters the
average blog and blog writer were seen as too filled with opinions and
sometimes rather loose with the facts. Peter said he was perfectly willing to
allow the so-called “objective” reporters roam free to state the facts but he
would be damned if the blog system was not a great way to get together with
others interested in your areas of interest, yeah, stuff that interested you
and that other like-minded spirits might respond to. Yeah that was worth the
effort.
The actual process of blog creation (as
opposed to the more complex website-creation which still takes a fair amount of
expertise to create) had been made fairly simple over time, just follow a few
simple prompts and you are in business. Also over time what was possible to do
has been updated for ease, for example linking to other platforms to your site
and be able to present multi-media works lashing up say your blog with YouTube
or downloading photographs to add something to your presentation. Peter one
afternoon after Sam had asked about his blog links showed him the most
political one that he belonged to, one he had recently begun to share space
with Josh Breslin, Frank Jackman and a couple of other guys that he had known
since the 1960s and who were familiar with the various social, political and
cultural trends that floated out from that period.
Sam was amazed at the topics that those
guys tackled, stuff that he vaguely remembered hearing about but which kind of
passed him by as he delved into the struggle to build his printing shop. He
told Peter that he got dizzy looking at the various titles from reviews of old
time black and white movies that he remembered watching at the old Strand
second run theater uptown, poetry from the “beat” generation, various political
pieces on current stuff like the Middle East, the fight against war, political
prisoners most of whom he had never heard of except the ones who had been Black
Panthers or guys like that, all kinds of reviews of rock and roll complete with
the songs via YouTube, too many reviews of folk music that he never really
cared for, books that he knew Peter read like crazy but he could not remember
the titles. The guys really had put a lot of stuff together, even stuff from
other sites and announcements for every conceivable left-wing oriented event.
He decided that he would become a Follower
which was nothing sinister like some cult but just that you would receive
notice when something was put on the blog.
Peter also encouraged him to write some
pieces about what interested him, maybe start out about the old days in North
Adamsville since all the guys mined that vein for sketches. That is what Peter
liked to call most of the material on site since they were usually too short to
be considered short stories but too long to be human interest snapshots. Sam said
he would think about the matter, think about it seriously once he read the
caption below:
“This space is noted for politics
mainly, and mainly the desperate political fight against various social,
economic and moral injustices and wrongs in this wicked old world, although the
place where politics and cultural expression, especially post-World War II
be-bop cultural expression, has drawn some of our interest over the past
several years. The most telling example of that interest is in the field of
popular music, centrally the blues, city and country, good woman on your mind,
hardworking, hard drinking blues and folk music, mainly urban, mainly protest
to high heaven against the world’s injustices smite the dragon down, folk
music. Of late though the old time 1950s kid, primordial, big bang, jail-break
rock and roll music that set us off from earlier generations has drawn our
attention. Mostly by reviewing oldies CDs but here, and occasionally hereafter
under this headline, specifically songs that some future archaeologists might
dig up as prime examples of how we primitives lived ,and what we listened to
back in the day.”
Sam could relate to that, had something
to say about some of those songs. Josh Breslin laughed when he heard that Sam
was interested in doing old time rock and roll sketches. He then added, “If we
can only get him to move off his butt and come out and do some street politics
with us we would be getting somewhere.” Peter just replied, “One step at a
time.” Yeah, that’s the ticket.
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