Lost In The Rain In Tombstone
On The Road To Desolation Row -With Bob Dylan’s Highway 61 Revisited In
Mind
By Jack Callahan
“I’ve met Einstein
disguised as Robin Hood complete with his greedy band of lumpen brethren, wine
swill drinkers, upper-class whores down on the low while the court was in exile,
tavern wenches who are always with us, Tokay tokens breathers smelling of rat’s
assess, gumweed, advance men setting up the next armed robbery of some dolt who
dared against all reason to traverse Sherwood Forests when the boyos where in high dudgeon, unpaid advertisers (this before printing
presses so unpaid), free-lance press agents ready like all of their kind to lay
a ton of bullshit on a candid world, gabacho defrocked friars listening to
penny-whistles and sordid confessions, deflowered our lady of the flowers nun
escapees, rough trade cock and bull wharf rats (loved to pieces later by one
Jean Genet after he got out of the high sheriff’s Nottingham prisons or what
passed from such), all banished when the Lion-hearted hit town and laid so much
land on Robin for keeping some simple faith, not even Christian faith that most
of the brethren serfed the lord’s manor or blew smoke rings of desire in some clammy
Robin bed.” “I’ve been in the tower of
pizza, excuse me, Pisa with Ezra Pound pounding out tunes for Benny and the
Jets pretending against all Harvard
Square reason that he beat some joker’s ass and with T.S. Eliot in an adjoining
cell looking for straw men, absolution, that self-same Pound, Ezra first name,
some modern coffee cup dreams with ancient junkie hooded eyes blinking the tunes
that dear Ezra played out in three-forth time to while away the captivity,” declared
dizzy in the night Robert South to no one in particular although Jake Devine
was the only one in the room at the time. Jake a blind lady from the circus
which left town some hours ago with some jealous monk, maybe that fucking defrocked
friar who passed paper about one Robin Hood who took his manhood and rolled it
in a copper-etched cup (nice that manhood bit after that defrocked friar played
freely with the carriage trade after Cinderella balled the jack with old Robin
and his crowd.)
With those words Jake, Jake
known as Jake since childhood to distinguish him or her who knows once the
circus leaves town with some extra baggage from John Devine, Senior although that
father a genial Irishman addicted to sports betting and drinking whiskey not
always in that order was more the slap on the back Jake type while Jake in the
throes of his high hippie moments was trying to shed that moniker for Be-Bop
Benny but old habits die hard and his old high school friends called him Jake
and when he went on the hitchhike road west with them in 1965,1966 the name
stuck whether he liked it or not, knew that Robert was two things-one, high as
a kite on either speed or LSD just then the drug of choice among the “hip” (not
always the same as Hippie but Jake did not want to argue the fine points on
that one since he himself had been on a two-day speed high-low) on the mind-expanding
conscious West Coast cohort of the brethren and two, Robert had been listening
to the whole of Bob Dylan’s Desolation
Row at least once, probably more than once if he was high since he would
not have had the stamina to switch the sound system off that Captain Crunch had
installed in their “digs” now that they were off the road for the winter and
settled into Diego’s high on the hill mansion.
By the way in
compensation for being called Jake by one and all on the bus, of
which more in a minute, he had gathered some sense of respect because his
latest flame, a serious “hippie chick” met on the road at Big Sur as they were
heading south, Frilly Jilly, called him Be-Bop Benny, called him a
few other things once they high on grass, you know marijuana, got
down to the “do the do,” a term the guys still carried with them from the corner
days in Riverdale after they had heard the Chicago bluesman Howlin’ Wolf do a
song with those words in it, those words meaning hitting the sheets, having
sex, what she called him in her high hormonal moments was left to
them.
Yeah, Robert, Jimmy Jenkins,
Frank Riley, and a guy named Josh Breslin they met from a mill town in Maine,
from French-Canadian come down from Quebec farms to work the fetid textile
mills along the Saco River a couple of generations before on Russian Hill in
San Francisco where they were camped out in a small park when he stopped by the
bus and asked for a joint had been on quite a ride since coming West to see
what it was all about and were learning quickly it was all about “drugs, sex
and rock and roll” at its core but also about getting out from under the old
ways of thinking and living. So when they hit Frisco they headed like lemmings
to the sea to Golden Gate Park where all the hell was breaking loose met a few
guys who “turned them on,” got them invited to a few parties, including one
Captain Crunch was throwing around the new yellow brick road bus that he had
just purchased (allegedly in a trade for a big sack of dope but all the time
they were on the bus they never had that rumor confirmed by the Captain or
anybody else and mainly it didn’t matter by then). This bus was nothing but an
old school bus that had been turned into a moving commune after the seats had
been torn out, mattresses thrown down, a storage area for family living
material like utensils, dishes, and pots and pans, the thing had been repainted
in every day-glo psychedelic color under the sun and best of all
hooked up with a great sound system Dippy Mike, the guy who did the sound
system for Fillmore West and the Dead, put together for any trips they would
take. (Another rumor had it that Dippy did that set-up for a sack of dope from
the Captain, later confirmed by his companion Mustang Sally, which got its way
into a Dead concert and caused the freaking place to smell like Saint James’
Infirmary except everybody was getting well, was getting fixed up under the new
dispensation rules.)
And almost from the start
at Golden Gate Park the trips began once Captain had selected the Riverdale
boys as part of his crew to head south with him. The reason for that heading
south, the reason Robert was holding forth those lines from Desolation
Row was to “house-sit” here in La Jolla at this mansion that belonged
to Pablo Rios, who everybody called Diego since that was his alleged place of birth
but who knew where anybody came from really or who was using, or not using their
birth names, a friend of the Captain’s and a serious south of the border drug
dealer who was in Mexico for the winter and the Captain had agreed to doing the
sitting as we got into “winter quarters.” Now that the bus was not being used,
was being refitted with a new engine and so not useable, the sound system had
been transferred to the house for the weekly parties the Captain threw for his
friends (and whoever happened to hear about the event and knew where to find
the place, not as easy as it sounds when stoned in hideaway between the cliffs away
from prying highways in La Jolla.
Robert, once settled in,
once he got his own room with his lady-friend, Lavender Minnie, got heavily
into the dope, got heavily into listening to the amped up music and Jake
thought he had begun, like they had all heard about with kids who did too much
dope, to go over the edge. To head to edge city where the flowers do not bloom
and madness stands tall at the doorstep.
Just as Jake thought that
thought Robert rag out again with “they’re selling postcards of the hanging,
they’re painting the passports brown,” and Jake knew that Robert had gone for
the next something like eleven plus minutes to his own world. Eleven plus
minutes if he was lucky, since more than once Robert had decided that he needed
to give his own take on what the whole thing meant, what the various references
meant to him. For example, that business with Ezra Pound and T.S. Eliot, the
two exile poets who almost single-handedly broke from the old forms and created
modern poetry and were treated like gods among the hip at one point was Dylan
throwing down the gauntlet, was sending these festering bum to the glue factory,
telling those guys a new sheriff was in town. Well, maybe, if you think Dylan
was a lyric poet rather than a song-writer, or maybe put the two together. For
example that “postcards of the hanging” stuff was his political moment like
Billie Holiday had with Strange Fruit
about the scandalous open lynching of mostly black men in the South put
together with a new sense of masculinity turned in on itself with sailor boys
caught out on the seven seas who transformed themselves in boy-girls with those
all male crews. For example, that stuff about Ophelia, you know Hamlet’s chick
and how she was giving up the ghost (committing suicide) not because of some
lost love but because she was pregnant and was not sure who the father was. Maybe
Robin Hood for all Robert knew. I left the comfort of the old home yellow bus before
long knowing that I already knew a million Robert “takes” on the deep meaning
of the lyrics and even if he gave a few new twists who could reasonably sit by
and take it all in.
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