Aint Got No
Time For Corner Boys Down In The Streets Making All That Noise -With the 1982 Film “Diner” In Mind
By Lance
Lawrence
[Seemingly
2019, the fiftieth anniversary year for many things important in my life and
the lives of the still standing corner boys from in front of Tonio’s Pizza Parlor “up the Downs” in the Acre
section of North Adamsville like Sam Lowell, Frank Jackman, Seth Garth and Josh
Breslin are being bombarded with sad-eyed remembrances, and a few glad ones too
(that latter named individual) not
really an Acre corner boy but we “adopted” him after we ran into him out in San
Francisco in the Summer of Love, 1967 since the “Bottoms” where he grew up in
Olde Saco up in Maine was just a French-Canadian version of Tonio’s corner
boys)
It probably
started when Sam Lowell decided that he would try to put a committee together
from his Veterans Peace Action group who would help compile what is projected
to be an archival effort to gather remembrances from the many members of that
organization who did some or all of their military service in 1969 during the
Vietnam War like he did. Put those writings in some kind of book form. And for
the less literary types maybe a video to gather in their thoughts as oral
history. (That fact, hard fact now that many members of VPA from World War II
and Korea have passed on finally making the committee realize that the
Vietnam-era veterans were heavily concentrated after 1968, after even the lousy
government knew the war was lost. Those who served earlier, like their World
War II fathers and uncles, had a different take, a more patriotic view of their
service.)
There seemed
as the committee gathered steam to be a strange confluence of other, seeming
unrelated events which further triggered those 1969 thoughts. The obvious, to
me at least, one was the totally different world represented by Woodstock (an
event that I was slated to go to but we couldn’t get through. By the way I had
done my naval service directly out of high school, so I was done with that by
1968). Less obvious but more critical to what Sam was attempting to do with
this program was being contained by a professor from Yale who was running a
touring exhibition complete with and book about the anti-war GI Resistance that
sprung up and became more public in 1969 and did a great deal to slow down, a
little, the war machine. Finally Sam heard
on NPR a segment about the famous Life magazine issue that
featured photographs of all the military men killed in Vietnam in one week in
June 1969. One of the guys featured was a kid from a town near us, Quincy, who
with his buddies dropped out of high school, joined the Marines and he laid his
head down there. Very different from the stuff my corner boy guys were
thinking.
All that was
in the background but for me, for my remembrances what triggered my sad ass
thoughts was when he mentioned the names of the late Pete Markin and the still
standing Frank Jackman. Pete (whose name brings a tear to my eye every time I
say or write it) was this whirling dervish who kept bugging us about a new day
coming, a new breeze coming across the land. Yeah, a guy with big fat dreams, a
guy who saw if we beat the bastards back maybe, just maybe, desperately poor
people like those of us who grew up in the Acre back in the 1950s and 1960s
might get a break. Had us believing all that stuff. Forcing us to coffeehouses
in Cambridge, poetry sessions on Joy Street on Beacon Hill (and on lonesome
Friday nights reciting, reciting if you can believe this, Allan Ginsberg’s Howl a poem we dismissed then, and here I am using
the term of art of the times, as nothing but a fag joke when all we cared about
was girls, cars, and sex, heterosexual sex), and more willingly drove us crazy
until we agreed to join him out in San Francisco during the Summer of Love in
1967.
But as Sam
said in his recent musings about 1969 Pete could talk the talk but in the end despite
his enormous cloud puff dreams he could not walk the walk. Without going into
detail after Pete was drafted, went to Vietnam, saw and did stuff he seldom
talked about all the stuffing kind of went out of him. He drifted, got into
drugs, sobered up for a while and then falling down again wound up in Southern
California with what would later be called “brothers under the bridge,” guys
who couldn’t relate to the “real world” after Vietnam and created their own
alternative communities under bridges and near railroad tracks, places like
that. Leave it to Pete though as in tough shape as he was in to gather in the
stories of these guys and win some literary award for doing so. In the end though
he never lost that hunger he knew from about day one of his life, the hunger of
not having enough, of not being on easy street. That hunger would drive him to
Mexico and some ill-thought out deal to jump on easy street through some busted
drug deal. All he got for his efforts was a lonesome place in some potter’s
field in Sonora, and a million tears of what might have been.
Yeah, Pete fell
down, fell down hard and once the glow of the 1960s began to fade, guys like
Sam and a few others who wish not to be named went to drugs and booze to take
the pain away and which I can say took Sam and the rest several attempts and many
years to get sober from. Still we had, what we now call our bright shining
light, we had Frank Jackman who Sam mentioned in that article about Life
magazine’s somber photo array who had traveled a different course from those
guys who laid down their precious heads in the summer of 1969. That “now” part
with Frank Jackman coming from our not understanding then what he did in the
summer of 1969 in agonizingly deciding to refuse the orders to Vietnam the Army
laid on him. No, that is not right either it was not some misunderstanding of
Frank’s way but as Sam pointed out a visceral hatred for what he was doing. I
would be the first to see what Frank had done and accepted responsibility for
after he got out of the stockade (read Sam’s article to get some details of how
Frank wound up in the stockade, courted that result in fact) But other guys, guys
like Sam, took several years to reconcile with our quiet corner boy. See
whether we liked it or not once you were in the military you did as ordered
even when you knew it was dead ass wrong. Maybe if Frank had resisted, been a
draft resister we would have thought better of him and his work but probably
not since we didn’t like the draft resisters centered around Arlington Street
Church in Boston any better however right they turned out to be in the end.
Realistically
the only corner boy who could have gotten away at the time with what Frank did
was Pete Markin, on some theory that he was a flake and it made sense for him
to resist. But see he didn’t resist, didn’t think much of what Frank did either
until he found himself among the “lost boys” down in the arroyos and canyons of
Sothern California and realized how brave Frank had been to take on the monster
almost alone.
Below is a
review of a very different earlier group of forever corner boys. I wonder if
they would shed a tear even today for a fallen comrade like Pete, Pete Markin
was fell down in the big mess of history.]
*******
Recently I
was watching a DVD from 1982, Diner,
a film about a bunch of guys in 1959 Baltimore who hung out at, well, a diner
and hence the title of the film. The cast of the film was a veritable who’s who
of male stars (and one female Ellen Barkin) who came of cinematic age in the
1980s, guys like Mickey Rourke and Kevin Bacon who are still putting their
shoulders to the wheel in the film industry. What had attracted me about the
film from the blurb you get on each film these days from Amazon, Netflix, hell,
even blogs from citizen film reviewer strutting their stuff in a democratic
age was beside the diner motif which is
always attractive to me and which I will discuss in more detail below was the
idea that these guys were still hanging together in their early twenties when
the old corner boy high school days when hanging for guy like them were well
past (and a few years later for me and my guys). Well past compared to nine to
five work ethos, marriage, marry young ethos, kids, not too many like their
parents but also done at a young age and that ever present sickle hanging over
your head-“how the fuck did I get into this action.”
I had
watched this film with a friend, Sam Lowell, whom I have known since our corner
boy days in Riverdale about forty miles west of Boston back in the early 1960s.
Sam Lowell is a fairly well-known, or used to be fairly well-known, free-lance
music and film critic for lots of publications great and small, some lone gone
and some still around like Rolling Stone
before he consciously started slowing down as he has reached retirement age. In
the interest of full disclosure he was the guy who said I would like the film and
would I come over, watch with him, and compare notes with him after the film
was over. He was writing what he called a “think” review for American Film Today about “buddy” films
which had something like a heyday in the 1980s between the guys who starred
collectively in this film, the Brat Pack and those who came of cinematic age
through the various film adaptations of S.E. Hinton’s male-centered buddy”
films, guys like Matt Dillon you know. So after the showing we compared notes
the most important one which we both agreed and which he used in his review was
how many of the actions of the corner boys were very much like ours although we
were younger than them when we did them (in the film they weren’t called “corner
boys” nor did they call themselves that but that my friends is what they
were-no question as Sam likes to say)
Here’s what
Sam said about that key question:
“Hey, around my
way, around my growing up working class neighborhood out in Riverdale about
forty miles west of Boston in the early 1960s they called them, anybody who
thought about the matter like some errant sociologists wondering about
alienation among the lower classes, or acted on the premise like the cops who
kept a sharp eye on any possible criminal activity corner boys. We called
ourselves corner boys with a certain amount of bravado and without guile since
we hung, what the heck, we hung on the corners of our town. (Corner boys which
would be immortalized in Bruce Springsteen’s song, Jersey Girl, with
the line. “aint got no time for corner boys down in the street making all that
noise” and that was the truth-the “making all that noise” part. Also the S.E.
Hinton books which we did not know about, as least I did not know about and I
was “the Bookworm” along with “the Scribe” so I knew about what was what with
books. The other guys could have given a fuck about books except maybe porn
stuff or comics).
A working Riverdale
definition: corner boys: those without much dough, those without a weekend date
and no money for a weekend date even if a guy got lucky enough to draw some
female companionship, someone who didn’t care about a “boss” car, the ’57 two-toned
preferable red and white Chevy the boss of “boss” to sit up front in and would
accept the bus as a mode of transportation, thus seldom lucky since only nerdy
girls or whatever we called girls with brains but no looks would descend to
that level, hung around blessed Tonio’s Pizza Parlor “up the Down” (the corner
of Adams and Jefferson Streets and don’t ask me why it was called that it just
was as far back as anybody remembered including my maternal grandparents who
were born there) and, well, hung out. Hung out trying to do the best we could
which involved mostly the aforementioned girls and larcenies, or plans for
larcenies. And if defeated in either endeavor any particular night then there
was always a couple of slices of Tonio’s secret formula pizza sauce to die for
delight and a small Coke. Just so you know really hung around in late high
school planning larcenies great and small (great the theft of some young
woman’s virtue, small the midnight creeps through back doors but maybe no more
should be mentioned since perhaps the statute of limitations has not run out).
So when I saw
the film under review, Diner, with a cast of up and coming actors
who all went on to other films and saw that they were five guys, count ‘em six,
who in 1959 in the great city of Baltimore hung around a diner talking the talk
in between bites of French fries and gravy (against our culinary choice of
pizza slices) I knew that they were kindred spirits. Knew that despite the
several years different in time since they were all twenty-something gathering
together for a wedding of one of their members around Christmas time they were
from the same species… “
That pretty
much summed up the main point we discussed that night, and during subsequent
nights as well, but there were others, other stories that were stirred up from
that viewing. Some long forgotten, and maybe that was just as well but other
which one or the both of us remembered out of some fog of war moment. Since Sam
was writing a generic review a lot of what he and I talked was “left on the
floor” as we used to call the bullshit stuff we would throw out without batting
an eyelash on lonesome John weekend nights and in summer almost every night.
Those stories, some of them anyway, the ones I was involved in I decided to
write down in a journal, a diary if you like that word better, and present the
next time the surviving members of our crowd got together to cut up old touches
(an old-fashioned word we used all the time but when I used it once with the
sister of corner boy the late Al Stein she claimed to have never heard the
expression before). So here goes guys and although I was not like the Bookworm
or the Scribe back in the day I later turned into a late-blooming voracious
reading and I hope you picked up the habit too.
Sam mentioned in passing in his review about how hanging around guys
in Baltimore and Riverdale were totally committed to betting on almost
anything. Part of that betting trait was the need to “make a score,” make some
dough for immediate dates but a lot of it was a real idea that the roll of the
dice was going to be the only way to get out from under. Sure a lot of it was
betting on sports outcomes especially on the then lowly Red Sox and high-riding
Celtics but nothing was off-limits from what, as happened in the film, you
would or would not get from a girl in the way of sex (we had our fair share of
“ice queens” and in high school I had more than my fair share unless the other
guys, as usual, were lying like bastards about what they were “getting”) to the
most famous, or infamous bet of all-the night Frankie bet Sam on how high Tonio
could throw the pizza dough to soften it up before making the crust.
I should explain that while I would later be partial to diners in
the days in the later part of the 1960s when I was a regular Jack Kerouac “on
the road” hitch-hiker grab rides from lonely for company truck drivers and I
learned almost every diner, good or bad, stop at or avoid, from Boston to
Frisco town back then we hung around Tonio’s Pizza Parlor in high school.
Located at the corner of Jefferson and Adams “up the Downs” which Sam mentioned
in his review and I need not speculate here why that section of town was called
that Tonio’s was where we spent our driftless after school hours. (The corner
boy progression in town was Harry’s Variety Store across from Riverdale Elementary
which I was not part of since my family did not move to the town Iwas in junior high school then Doc’s Drugstore with
his great jukebox in junior high and then onto Tonio’s. This progression was
recognized by one and all as rights in the corner boy rites of passage.) So we
knew lots about Tonio and his operation and while the cops and other merchants
around didn’t care to see us coming Tonio, an immigrant from Italy and maybe
something of a corner boy, or whatever they called them over there, was happy
to see us. Said that we brought in business-the girls with plenty of dough to
spent on food and the jukebox while “disdaining” the riffraff-us.
To make a long story short one Friday night our acknowledged
leader, Frankie Riley, now a big time lawyer in Boston was looking for dough
and knew Sam had some from caddying at the Point Pond Golf Course the previous
weekend. So he was in a betting mood. Here was his bet. High or low, and I
forget and Sam had too what the standard was, about where Tonio’s pizza dough
would be flung when he was making his pizzas for the night. The thing was, and
this was a hard and fast rule that I do not remember ever being broken, once a
guy called a bet the other guy, or guys had to take the challenge. So the bet
was on. Every time Sam called high Tonio would go low and visa versa. That
night Sam lost five bucks and his chance to have a date that weekend. Frankie
got to go on his first date with Johanna Murphy whom he would eventauly marry
(and divorce). The “hook’ that caught Sam that night-the “fix” was in. Frankie
whom Tonio liked the best of all of us, treated almost like a son, had spoken
to Tonio before Sam came in. You can figure out the rest. Corner boy, strictly
corner boy stuff.
[A while back we, a bunch of us who knew Markin who wrote the sketch below back
in sunnier days, in hang around corner boy high school days and afterward too
when we young bravos imbibed in the West Coast dragon chase he led us on in the
high hellish mid-1960s summers of love, got together and put out a little
tribute compilation of his written sketches that we were able to cobble from
whatever we collectively still had around. Those writings were from a time when
Markin was gaining steam as a writer for many of the alternative magazines,
journals and newspapers that were beginning to be the alternative network of
media resources that we were reading once we knew the main media outlets were
feeding us bullshit on a bun, were working hand in glove with big government,
big corporations, big whatever that was putting their thumbs in our eyes.
On big series, a series
that Markin was nominated, or won, I don’t remember which an award for, which I
will tell you about some other time was from a period toward the end of his
life, a period when he was lucid enough to capture such stories. He had found
himself out in Southern California with a bunch of homeless fellow Vietnam
veterans, no homeless was not the right word, guys from ‘Nam, his, their word
not mine since I did not serve in the military having been mercifully declared
4-F, unfit for military duty by our local draft board, who having come back to
the “real” world just couldn’t, or wouldn’t adjust and started “creating” their
own world, their own brethren circle, such as it was out along the railroad
tracks, rivers and bridges. Bruce Springsteen would capture the pathos and pain
of the situation in his classic tribute-Brothers Under The Bridge. Markin’s
series was called To The Jungle reflecting both the hard ass
jungle of Vietnam from which they ahd come to the old-timey hobo railroad track
jungle they found themselves in.
Yeah, those were the great
million word and ten thousand fact days, the mid to late 1960s, and after he
had gotten back from Vietnam the early 1970s say up to 1974 or so when whatever
Markin wrote seemed like pure gold, seemed like he had the pulse of what was
disturbing our youth dreams, had been able to articulate in words we could
understand the big jail-break out he was one of the first around our town to
anticipate. Had gathered himself to cut the bullshit on a bun world out.
That was before Markin took
the big fall down in Mexico, let his wanting habits, a term that our
acknowledged high school corner boy leader Frankie Riley used incessantly to
describe the poor boy hunger we had for dough, girls, stimulants, life,
whatever, get the best of him. Of course Frankie had “cribbed” the term from
some old blues song, maybe Bessie Smith who had her habits on for some no good
man cheating on her and spending all her hard-earned dough, maybe Howlin’ Wolf
wanting every gal he saw in sight, skinny or big-legged to “do the do” with
that Markin also had turned us onto although I admit in my own case that it
took me many years, many years after Markin was long gone before I appreciated
the blues that he kept trying to cram down our throats as the black-etched version
of what hellish times were going through in the backwaters of North Adamsville
while the rest of the world was getting ahead. Heading to leafy suburban golden
dreams while we could barely rub two dimes together and hence made up the
different with severe wanting habits-even me.
From what little we could
gather about Markin’s fate from Josh Breslin, a guy from Maine, a corner boy
himself, who I will talk about more in a minute and who saw Markin just before
he hit the lower depths, before he let sweet girl cousin cocaine “run all
around his brain, the say it is going to kill you but they won’t say when” let
the stuff alter his judgment, he went off to Mexico to “cover” the beginnings
of the cartel action there. Somewhere along the line the down there Markin
decided that dealing high heaven dope was the way that he would gather in his
pot of gold, would get the dough he never had as a kid, and get himself well.
“Well” meaning nothing but his nose so full of “candy” all the time that the
real world would no longer intrude on his life. Somehow in all that mixed up
world he had tried his usual end-around, tried to do either an independent deal
outside the cartel, a no-no, or stole some “product” to start his own
operation, a very big no-no. Either scenario was possible when Markin got his
wanting habits on and wound up dead, very mysteriously dead, in a dusty back
street down Sonora way in 1975, 1976 we don’t even have the comfort of knowing
that actual date of his passing.
Those were the bad end
days, the days out in Oakland where they were both staying before Markin headed
south when according to Josh he said “fuck you” to writing for squally
newspapers and journals and headed for the sweet dream hills. But he left
plenty of material behind that had been published or at the apartment that he
shared with Josh in Oakland before the nose candy got in the way. That material
wound up in several locations as Josh in his turn took up the pen, spent his
career writing for lots of unread small journals and newspapers in search of
high-impact stories and drifted around the country before he settled down in
Cambridge working as an free-lance editor for several well-known if also small
publishing houses around Boston. So when the idea was proposed by Jack Callahan
to pay a final written tribute to our fallen comrade we went looking for
whatever was left wherever it might be found. You know from cleaning out the
attics, garages, cellars looking for boxes where an old newspaper article or
journal piece might still be found after being forgotten for the past forty or
so years.
The first piece we found,
found by Jack Callahan, one of the guys who hung around with us corner boys
although he had a larger circle since as a handsome guy he had all the social
butterfly girls around him and as a star football player for North Adamsville
High he had the girls and all the “jock” hangers-on bumming on his tail, was a
story by Markin for the East Bay Other about the
transformation of Phil Larkin from “foul-mouth” Phil to “far-out’ Phil as a
result of the big top social turmoil events which grabbed many of us who came
of political, social, and cultural age in the roaring 1960s. Markin like I said
before had been the lead guy in sensing the changes coming, had us following in
his wake not only in our heads but his gold rush run in the great western trek
to California where a lot of the trends got their start.
That is where we met the
subject of the second piece, or rather Phil did and we did subsequently too as
we made our various ways west, Josh Breslin, Josh from up in Podunk Maine,
actually Olde Saco fast by the sea, and he became in the end one of the corner
boys, one of the North Adamsville corner boys. But before those subsequent
meetings he had first become part of Phil’s “family,” and as that second story
documented also in the East Bay Other described it how Josh,
working his new life under the moniker Prince Love, “married” one of the Phil’s
girlfriends, Butterfly Swirl. The third one in the series dealt with the
reality of Phil’s giving up that girlfriend to Prince Love and the “marriage”
and “honeymoon,” 1960s alternative-style that cemented that relationship.
Yeah, those were wild times
and if a lot of the social conventions accepted today without too much rancor
like people living together as a couple without the benefit of marriage,
same-sex marriage, and maybe even friends with benefits let me clue in to where
they all started, or if not started got a big time work-out to make things
acceptable. But that was not all he wrote about, just the easy to figure a good
story about 1960s. Markin also wrote about those wanting habits days, our
growing up poor in the 1950s days which while we had no dough, not enough to be
rich was rich in odd-ball stuff we seemingly were forced to do to keep
ourselves just a little left of the law, very little sometimes. Naturally he
wrote about the characters like the one here, Stew-ball Stu, whom I hope
doesn’t read this sketch if he is still alive because he might still take
umbrage and without Markin around he might come after me with a wrench or
jackknife, who we young boys, maybe girls too but then it was boys’ world
mostly looked up to. The actual Stew-ball Stu he sued here was from a story
told to him by Josh Breslin long after he shed his 1960s moniker of Prince Love
when Markin was looking for corner boy stories. But believe me while the names
might have been different old North Adamsville had its own full complement of
Stus.
For those not in the know,
for those who didn’t read the first Phil Larkin piece where I mentioned what
corner boy society in old North Adamsville was all about Phil was one of a
number of guys, some say wise guys but we will let that pass who hung around
successively Harry’s Variety Store over on Sagamore Street in elementary
school, Doc’s Drugstore complete with soda fountain and more
importantly his bad ass jukebox complete with all the latest rock and roll hits
as they came off the turntable on Newport Avenue in junior high school and
Salducci’s Pizza “up the Downs” in high school, don’t worry nobody in the town
could figure that designation out either, as their respective corners as the
older guys in the neighborhood in their turn moved up and eventually out of
corner boy life.
More importantly Phil was
one of the guys who latter followed in “pioneer” Markin’s wake when he, Markin,
headed west in 1966 after he had finished up his sophomore year in college and
made a fateful decision to drop out of school in Boston in order to “find
himself.” Fateful in that without a student deferment that “find himself” would
eventually lead him to induction into the U.S. Army at the height of the
Vietnam War, an experience which he never really recovered from for a lot of
reasons that had nothing to do directly with that war but which honed his
“wanting habits” for a different life than he had projected when he naively
dropped out of college to see “what was happening” out on the West Coast.
Phil had met, or I should
say that Josh had met Phil, out on Russian Hill in San Francisco when Josh,
after hitchhiking all the way from Maine in the early summer of 1967, had come
up to the yellow brick road converted school bus (Markin’s term for the
travelling caravan that he and Phil were then part of and which the rest of us,
including even stay-at-home me for a few months ) he and a bunch of others were
travelling up and down the West Coast on and had asked for some dope. Phil was
the guy he had asked, and who had passed him a big old joint, and their eternal
friendship formed from there. (Most of us would meet Josh later that summer as
we in our turns headed out. Sam Lowell, Frankie Riley, Jack Callahan, Jimmy
Jenkins and me all headed out after Markin who had “gone native” pleaded with
us to not miss this big moment that he had been predicting was going to
sea-change happens for a few years.) Although Markin met a tragic end murdered
down in Mexico several years later over a still not well understood broken drug
deal with some small cartel down there as a result of an ill-thought out
pursuit of those wanting habits mentioned earlier he can take full credit for
our lifetime friendship with Josh.-Bart Webber]
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