The 50th
Anniversary Of “Life” Magazine’s Bringing The Vietnam War Home With The
Photographs Of The Guys Who Died During One Week In June 1969-Their Names Now
Etched For Eternity In Black Granite Down In Washington, D.C.
By Sam Lowell
This is a
hard one, this fiftieth anniversary of the famous (some say infamous but they
are wrong) issue of the now long gone Life magazine that would publish
the photographs of those American soldiers, sailors, airmen who laid down their
heads on the land, on the water and in the skies of Vietnam. I won’t at this
late remove go over the controversy about what the magazine was trying to do by
these publications which is in any case not my point today. I do want to as a
fellow soldier (attached to the Fourth Infantry when they were creating hell in
the Central Highlands in 1968-69) to put this particular anniversary in context
with a number of other events we are commemorating 50th
anniversaries of this year.
As dog
soldier Patrick Riley (that is what he insists he calls himself to identify
what kind o soldier he was and did as well working military intelligence in
Vietnam in 1969) from Philly has so eloquently put the matter as a number of us
have tried to sum up our personal 50th anniversary memories of
military service in and around that fateful year “when was the turning point
that you turned against the war and did, or didn’t so something about that.”
Patrick never did anything about his increasing opposition to the war while he
was in Vietnam but “got religion” after returning home and finding himself
stationed at Fort Holabird down in Maryland close by Washington, D.C. where his
was drawn to the anti-war rallies which would become a permanent feature of his
political life.
I confess
that I too despite the blood and gore and stupidity did nothing in Vietnam
except keep my head filled with whatever dope I could cadge on the open
markets. Spent a few years after military service in the clutches of the “drug
and music is the revolution” sphere and not until I got sober (after several
unsuccessful attempts not unusual among addicts) did I start thinking about
what I had done to people who I had no quarrel with. That “got religion” aided
by the too young death of one of my hometown corner boys Pete Markin down in
Mexico after some disastrous busted drug deal. He laid his head down there and
lies in some potter’s field grave without us knowing squat about what happened
except the Federales warned us off any serious investigation. Pete’s death in important
because he more than any of us fell down after his experiences in Vietnam.
Wound up living for a long while with what would later be called “the brothers
under the bridge” alternative universe in California for those who could not
adjust to the “real world” after Vietnam. (He did nevertheless some
award-winning stories reporting what ex-soldiers told him in the various camps for
various alternative newspapers in the Bay Area.)
See Markin,
Pete, was the great shining example of what he called (and got us to call) the
new breeze coming over the land in the 1960s before Vietnam blew all such
dreams to hell. Would push us to coffeehouses and folk music (which I still
hate even though I have written many reviews of albums and artists who made their
dough doing this kind of work) and later heading to California when the Summer
of Love stuff was in full blossom. Had us going to freaking anti-war
demonstrations even though, then, all we cared about was cars, girls and sex.
Reflecting on what we knew about Pete’s downfall got me thinking about how much
I hated war, hated the idea of what I had done and so like Patrick and a
fistful of other ex-soldiers and veterans of other service branches I too have
spent a lifetime trying to get on the right side of the angels on the pressing
questions of war and peace.
I originally
had not expected to be writing about the anniversary of the Life
magazine photo spread but an WBUR in Boston NPR segment during Morning Edition on
July 1st which featured one of those 200 plus soldiers, a Marine
actually, from Quincy, Massachusetts named James Hickey killed that week put my
hairs on end. See that Marine whose story can be heard in the link I have
provided above was also a member of the Class of 1969 who made a very different
decision (along with some of his high school classmates from Quincy High
School, a school we played in football back then). That town a working- class
town like my own of North Adamsville was only about twenty miles away but the
story is a million miles from the story which I wanted to exclusively mention,
that of military resister Frank Jackman who had a very different Class of 1969
story.
Let me take
a step back though to see how those two, actually the many stories revolve
around that idea Patrick Riley has been harping on about “the turning point”
every young man of the Generation of ’68 had to work through, not all to their
eventual benefit. One night a few weeks ago a few of us from Veterans Peace
Action (VPA), an organization of veterans and supporters who by demographic
happenstance are mainly Vietnam War veterans who served one way or another in
that same 1969 Life was dealing with in their display. We had had a few
drinks at Jimmy Jacks’ over in Cambridge where we find ourselves more and more
these days drumming up opposition to the threatening war clouds around Iran.
During that conversation we noticed that almost all the crowd had some connection
with 1969, a few supporters with a very different connection via Woodstock the
massive music festival also having its 50th anniversary
commemoration. That got us to thinking about putting together a booklet of
remembrances, maybe a video for the historical archives.
A small
group of us decided to check into doing the project. Most of us would be talking
about our service or about how we were able to avoid it in the cases of some supporters
(too many crazy ass stories to tell here from posing as mentally ill to various
physical ailment a la Donald Trump’s
bone spurs or whatever it was that got him out). As part of our investigation
though we had run across a project, a related project as it turned out, created
and set up by a bunch of professors none of whom had served in the military but
had been involved in draft and GI counselling. The project centered on the very
real semi-mutiny in the Army, on the GI resistance in America and in Vietnam which
got a head of serious steam during 1969 and which ultimately forced the military
brass to realize that rather than a citizen-soldier operation an all-volunteer
operation would be more reliable in any future wars.
Linking up
the GI Resistance idea with that of those whose service centered around 1969
(with a nod to Woodstock) naturally brought up the name of one Frank Jackman,
also of my old corner boy neighborhood. Frank, unlike Pete Markin who talked
the talk about being opposed to war and in favor of all kinds of good things
but in the end couldn’t walk the walk (which we still shed real tears over),
had been a quiet “back bench” corner boy who was just about the unlikeliest one
of our crowd to buck the military, to refuse fucking orders to Vietnam and pay
the price with a good deal of time in an Army stockade.
Frank’s
story, a 1969 story, is very different from that of the young Marine James Hickey
killed out in the boonies of Vietnam but don’t think they were from two
different planets despite a few years difference in ages. Frank came from a
desperately poor family who nevertheless were very patriotic including a father
who was a Marine in World War II and who caught all the action any man needed island-hopping
out in the Pacific War. Whatever qualms Frank had though and they were real
including the loss of two neighborhood guys, Rick Rizzo and Donny White, who
laid down their heads in Vietnam and whose names are forever etched on the town
memorial and like that young Marine on that black granite down in D.C. he like
the rest of us accepted induction, accepted the draft or enlisted to get a
better deal than being a freaking grunt. About three days in, by the time he
got to his first Army base down in South Carolina he realized that he had made
a serious mistake, had even made at least the outline of decision that he would
refuse orders to Vietnam which in 1969 were the only ones available since the
Army needed bodies there like crazy.
Frank might
have been quiet but he had been to college (had stayed in school hoping that
the war would be over by the time he graduate and lost his student deferment)
and knew that trying to do anything down in the unknown South far from home was
not a good idea (he had infantry training in Georgia and Alabama) so he held
his fire until he was given orders to report to Fort Lewis in Washington for
transport to Vietnam after some time at home before he left. Unknown to us, and
frankly when we heard about what he proposed to do we were, at least I was,
very hostile to what he was thinking about (it would actually take a few years
for us to patch things up). He had gone over to some Quaker Meeting House in
Cambridge where they were beside draft counselling offering GI counselling to
see what he could do. I don’t know how he got the information to check that out
since I was in fucking Vietnam and at that point unaware of what he was up to. One
of the options they had given him was for Frank to go AWOL for some time in
order to be what they called “dropped from the rolls” at Fort Lewis (more than
30 days it was more like 45 before they did so) and turn himself in at Fort
Devens closer to home (and to the lawyer the Quakers through their network
provided for him) to put in an application for conscientious objector status.
Having, like the rest of us grown up a Catholic and so subject to the church’s
“just war” theory he did not think much of that option since he was extremely unlikely
to gain that status, but he went along with the outline.
I forget or
don’t know all the details but although various people who interviewed him on
the CO application thought he was sincere, which would be important later his
application was denied. This, strangely, knowing quiet Frank back then, got him
on his high horse. The Quakers from Cambridge and their anti-war allies had
decided to hold a rally outside Fort Devens to protest the war (and show general
support for the soldiers who might join the cause). Frank Jackman decided that
he would join them-in uniform- during duty hours a definite no no but he held
firm. Needless to say, once he reentered the fort he was arrested and placed in
solitary confinement in some separate holding cell (the Army was afraid to let
him out in the general prisoner population so he spent all his jail time in that
holding area location.
No need to
go into the details but given the nature of the “crime” he was given a special
court-martial and received the maximum sentence of six months. During this time
his lawyer from Cambridge had put in paperwork, a writ of habeas corpus, in the
federal district court and as a result he was granted a TRO (temporary restraining
order) pending resolution of the case. That turned out to be important for two
reasons-on the day he was granted the TRO the Army brass had decided to ship
Frank out, under guard, to Fort Lewis for transport to Vietnam. That TRO saved
his ass then. As the reader can imagine the courts take a long time on cases,
especially non-criminal actions like the writ so Frank actually served his time.
He was not done though, and this still seems crazy to me, one morning he went
to formation with the unit he was assigned with a big sign-“Bring the Troops
Home.” Needless to say he was arrested again, sentenced to the hard six months,
again and it seemed like he would be continuing that road forever. Except the federal
district court granted that writ and he was sprung.
That was one
story, a story of a brave friend who I wish I could have followed back then. James
Hickey’s story though should be noted too and it has been through this radio
segment. I wish he could have lived a long life.
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