On The 50th
Anniversary Of The Passing Of The “King Of The Beats” -Ti Jean Kerouac-A Series
Of Appreciations-Introduction
By Contributing Editor
Allan Jackson
[Back in 2007 and then
in 2017 when we commemorated the 50th and 60th
anniversaries respectively of the publication of Jack Kerouac’s landmark travel
book of a different kind On The Road
which ignited a generation, maybe two. to “hit the road” I was the site
manager, then called general editor, a throw-back from the times when American Left History was a hard copy
publication. At those times I had been re-reading a series of Ti Jean’s books
after senior writer Sam Lowell had pointed out to me that the previous years
had been the 50th and 60th anniversaries respectively of
fellow Jack “beat” brother Allan Ginsberg’s landmark poem (really screed) Howl which for a while took poetry into
a different direction which we had neglected to commemorate (and which we did
belatedly). Now Sam has again reminded that we have come to a certain
commemoration date, the 50th anniversary of the death of Jack
Kerouac and we are again in need of evaluation, no, re-evaluating the place of
his work, his place as “king of the beats” whether than title fits or not and
his place in the sun.
Of course on those prior
occasions I could assign whatever I wanted to whomever I wanted since I was the
person who was handing out the assignments. Now after a prolonged internal
fight in which I was deposed and sent into “exile” I am back but solely as a
contributing editor, not as the person handing out assignments. That task is
now in the capable hands of one Greg Green whom I knew over at American Film Gazette many years ago and
had brought over a couple of years ago to run the day to day operation here.
Greg and I have had our ups and downs especially after I was in desperate straits
when I was sent into exile and had no current source of income and had to
depend “on the kindnesses of strangers.” But that is past and since I was instrumental
in the previous commemorations Greg decided that I should as with a couple of
other major projects that I have done since my return oversee the Kerouac death
watch anniversary this year.
Needless to say, since
this dark cloud anniversary is upon us I have to do a new introduction, a
setting of the tone. One thing that I was not able to do when I was overseeing
the previous commemorations was to write about something that has haunted me
for a long time-how different Jack’s experiences were from those of my parents,
from any Acre neighborhood parents despite some very strong similarities between
the way he grew up and the way they did. In short they were near contemporaries
having all been born and raised in the 1920s and forward experiencing youthful
Great Depression and slog-through World War II. The three could not have been
more different in their lifestyles and life dreams. It would take my parent’s
son, me, not my other siblings who went very different ways, would take their
son, and their son’s generation to at least momentarily connect with the older
man and what he brought to the table. Maybe the link between “beat” and
“hippie” was tenuous, but it was there, and is there fifty years after his
passing to his unsettled grave. That will be the thread that runs through this
new series. Adieu, Ti Jean.
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Jack fifty tears, fifty
years gone in some bastard grave in holy, holy, holy Edson Merrimack River
ground busted asunder by holy goofs looking for timely relics, looking for that
one word which would spring them into some pantheon, some parity with the king
(we will not even mention that other king that animated our dreams for we now
speak of parent, parent of class of ’68 dream). Funny non-Catholic ground
Lowell given his deep sea dive to right his ship around the beatitudes that the
class of ’68 left in the shade if you wished to know. Mere, dear Mother
Kerouac, turning in her old Quebec come down to the textile mills from desolate
turn of the century farms which gave to the bloody English overlords, another
common sticking point against heathen English overrunning the small patch farms
with enclosures and encumbered debts devotion grave, with the times out of
sorts the young passing before ancient hatreds mother. Not a stranger come the
end on Hard Rock Mountain and no place but some stinking trailer benny and that
fucking crucifix that never helped anybody that far gone into the haze.
Not strange for
assuredly lapsed Catholic cum Buddha swings devotee coming out of Desolation
Mountain, Dharma bum frills and assorted other spiritual trips, (won’t even
think about that black boy, and he was just a boy, who against some grandmother
dreads blew the high white note out to the China Seas, via, well, via Frisco
Bay drove the writing, the what, the unvarnished truth until it drove him into the ground. That and
those endless whiskeys and cheap Thunderbird wines when dimes were scarce a few
times down on his luck cadging wino bottles from buying for underaged kids,
with his bottle the kicker and what the hell if he didn’t go it, didn’t get his
some sterno junkie would dip into Salvation Army surplus and the thirst was great.
Not “his” thirst but “the” thirst and don’t mix the two up buddy as he told
that straggly bearded kid, some hippie bastard from Omaha clueless about the
decadent night which lie ahead, the compromises too.
Strangely bisected, fuck
finally my real point (another luxury of not having to be general editor with
parsing and editing to make “nice” for the academic journals which thrive,
which throttle on Jack’s sputum and can
get down in the mud with the real critics like Artie Shaw and Bugs Malone and
not worry about half-ablaze in the head, half fire in the head Patti Griffin
called it once), through my own parents too
who had no idea of hip, no idea of “beat,” except maybe mother in beatitude but
that is a different story, a story about common roots high holy day Catholic
stuff. Another common point, emerged in veiled tears, speaking of tears, to
rear their ugly heads come feast days. (Wondering if her, their fairy sons
would see the light, would submit to the calling that every grandmother hoped
without saying leaving it to transient daughters to do their own parsing.
Father no hipster born to the hills and hollows which hallowed by memory played
no part in big boom beat-beat time coming out of World War II like houses on
fire. No speedy cross-country by 1947 Hudson (hell no car a public transportation
might as well say welfare crude bum and fuck that is all a guy like that
deserved.) With big ideas of shaking things up, making merry with the always
with us squares and other geometric forms. Jesus the worst part knowing that
they knew not of square or any other geometric dreams. Too bad, too bad when
they chance came around and the call went out looking for junkie hipsters, con
men and queers hanging around public toilets on Seventh Avenue in New York
City.
No Dean Moriarty, hell
call a thing by its right name, no Max Fame, no Allan Ginsberg, no Kenneth
Rexforth, no Hank James, or his brother William speaking in tongues trying to
figure what a guy named Freud meant when he wanted to go where his mother
lived, after killing cosmic fathers and brothers, no Gregory Corso, no John
three names somebody a throwback to ancient Boston Brahmin bouts with
legitimacy speaking of bastards, trace the genealogy back to Mayfair swells
days, nothing for the bastard who is bothering one Laura Perkins who I have
been sweet on for an eternity but who only has eyes for Sam Lowell about her
sexy takes on serious 19th century artist who were as capable of
going down into the mud, blowing some high white note out in the Japan seas for
a change. Above all no Neal Cassidy, no fake Dean Moriarty to skirt the libel
laws with wives and mistresses searching for vagrant unknown fathers in some
dusty coal bins but a poor old good old boy and maybe in another time said Dean,
Adonis Dean against Father Sheik, would have wandered out in the cowboy West
night looking for drunken fathers with hip-ness but that was not the play, not
at all. Father Sheik coming like a bat out of hell from those hazardous coal
bins looking to break the eternal hills and hollows existence that plagued his
fathers since the time the first clan were cast out of England for stealing
pigs or consorting with them in any case with not unfamiliar family refrain of
“leave, or the gallows,” such were the tempers of the times.
And Father Sheik, hell,
Adonis Dean too, with no way out except that passport via some Nippon adventure
over Pearl always Pearl nothing else needed and he off to Pacific battles and
raiments. Jack to the North Seas and merchant marine bunks with odd-ball
seasick sailors (and me wondering whether having looked of late at YouTube
should attribute my borrowed words but the hell with it plenty of seasick sailors
had nothing to do with YouTube or song lyrics). And forsaken Dean too young to
know the face of battles hung up in reformatory secret vices which an earlier
generation (and later ones too) would “dare not speak their names” (Catamite,
Sodomite, homosexual, pug ugly, suck-head, your call.) How quaint.
Two years and two places
do make a different no Bette Davis eyes in the hills and hollows but
Jack-induced Merrimack adventures of boys seeking pleasures in riverside woods
and hamming it up for all the world to see. If only the old man could have
written out his dreams, if he could have written out anything. Jack to the
library born to take his fill of whatever classics that river textile town had
to offer and whiskey you’re the devil which should have given even a blinded
son something to think about with dear Jack fifty years dead and the old man
still trembling in his teeth. My God.
But he never made, he
the old man never made New York ever as far as I could tell, knew none but
obvious landmarks like tall Empire State Building or Lady Liberty. Mother Jacked
on some Cape Cod Canal cutaway small steamer to the Big Apple (not Big Apple then
but who knows) and Automats, evoking Laura’s Edward Hopper sad-assed dreams of
a guy who couldn’t even draw smiling faces and hence the queen of 20th
century angst and alienation and five cent ferry rides to Staten Island. The
Village, okay for me to call it Village as I was a denizen once for Jack too
might as well have been on some planet’s moon for all she knew-him too, too rich
for his blood but Jack’s meat, no problem. Even if strangely Times Square
hipsters, grifters, drifters and Howard Johnson hot dog eaters were mixed into
the new wave, then new wave against Big Band Duke, Artie, Lionel jazz boys
coming up with their sullen lipped riffs to spring a new alienated be-bop on
the square world. Jack knew square, knew father square, knew mother, Mere,
square in large letters of unrequited love but shook it off long enough to cross
the great desert America giving Lady Liberty the boot, the un-shod sole, or
maybe taking a cue from Jack book lamming it out on Bear Mountain just for the hell
of it. But this old mother, not Mere mother, never knew, never had an idea of
even in her big Catholic, Irish Catholic dream of meeting the boy next door and
finding steady white-collar civil servant heaven. Jesus is that what she was
about when the deal went down and Jack split for Ohio with two bucks and six
bologna sandwiches stale well before Toledo believe me I know.
Life took a different
tact though she never found that clever test-worthy boy next door (he was some
greaser with a big hog of a bike which would have inflamed Dean, would have
gotten his wanting habits on and maybe a run to the Coast). So she having had her
fill of Coney Island dreams and Automat five cent pies took a chance on the
Sheik (strange on looking at Jack photographs how sheik-like our boy was and
father too like some lost tribe members) found guarding the country’s defense
not far from her home but he of Pacific wars, many with manly Marines. Jack flopped
the Navy but did dangerous merchant marine runs out in the North Atlantic, out
to the Murmansk seas (that makes three China and Japan alongside) not honored
even in Washington until much later down in front of Arlington National bravos
resting places. And a not so funny twist of sagging fate brought her dish loads
of kids and some undefined alienation from which she was excluded, and he too
by association. They didn’t prosper far from it but they also didn’t have that
run, no, those runs, to the West looking for lost fathers, looking for the
Adonis of the West to shake up his love. Could two worlds be any more different
and only about say forty miles apart. That not a question but maybe a quiet condemnation
for some woe-begotten life of quiet desperation, her mantra for all the good it
did her.
It would take a son,
some son, some great girth of sons and daughters to jailbreak, to Jack their
ways out of that parent, remember their parents’ contemporary, that snare set
for those who didn’t get to Times Square, didn’t get to the Village but stuck
it out in Hoboken, Elko, Oceanside. It would take some unsettled sense that all
was not right with the world, that too many kids were stuck with Modesto hot-rod
dreams, Hell’s Angels angers, Louisville thwarts, and many La Jolla searches for
perfect waves to jumpstart what Jack, and not just Jack but he is fifty tears,
fifty years gone. Oh, what might have been.
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